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MORTENAX ⚔️

[jvcveritas]

Peace and Chaos

Michael Kaiser | Blue Lock

Drew this for my balloon day 🎈

💭 I have been feeling really depressed about my art. I feel like I'm not improving at all and what makes things worse was that I'm regressing. Everything that I create is just a bad art. Art that nobody will ever like.

Today was supposed to be a happy day for me but I guess reality says no.

God, I'm so left behind. Everybody is moving forward but why am I the only who's stuck and moving backwards even...

[jvcveritas]

This Curse Called Life

Mortenax Blade | Honkai Star Rail

💭 I am less gifted. I should've known, I should have let it go, and I should have accepted.

Everything that I thought and felt about art was wrong. I was left behind and I know no matter how hard I tried I couldn't get there, only them, the gifted one that could or even deserve to be there. There's no such place where a failure like me belongs to.

I always think that I should have quit art for I never have what it takes to be one. But, somehow I couldn't do it. I wish I could see the sun once again and be comfortable even with the rain.

[jvcveritas]

Nicole | Genshin Impact

💭 I love her design! Though there are still lots of room for improvement, I want to learn to appreciate my own art while also keeping on giving my best!

[jvcveritas]

🌟 CF22 Art Trade 🌟

Hello! This Gojo sensei 💙 print will be available for art trade! I accept prints from any fandom or even original!

My booth is at 📍 H-7b See you all at CF22! Best of luck for everyone's con prep! 🌟

[jvcveritas]

Breeze

Gojo Satoru | Jujutsu Kaisen

Will make this into foil ticket for Doujima & CF22! I'm planning to make other characters as well in the future but sadly not for the upcoming Doujima and CF22 😭 Even so, please look forward to them!

💭 I did realize that my drawing is regressing lately. Even though it really saddened me, I still want to give my all in everything that I do and that includes art as well. I still have lots to learn but I will keep on doing my best! 🫡

[jvcveritas]

Zero

Lucilius | Granblue Fantasy

One of my favorite character 💫💙 Been into GBF again! I hope you like this fanart!

💭 I've been feeling really anxious about what art should I post here on my main. Sometimes I'm terrified that people might not like the art that I post aside from Blue Lock 🥲 But at the same time, drawing what I don't enjoy will only yield to bad results... 😓 Sorry for the little rant 😭

[jvcveritas]

Void Stars

Skirk | Genshin Impact

💭 I love her design so much! Wish I had enough primos 😭

Anw, I'm learning to draw more fully rendered illustration as well as implementing more background in my art!

Also, I've been struggling with burnout and endless frustrations about my art. I felt so left behind and hopeless about making it as a full time job 🥲 So many chaotic thoughts swirling my mind and anxiety won't ever leave me alone 🥲

Even so, I will keep on doing my best 🫡 Hope you like this Skirk fanart of mine ☘️

[jvcveritas]

Slash - Hugo

NG11 🔥! This wraps up my Blue Lock Slash series! Who's your favorite? 👀

Will be available as foil photocard and prints for CF22!

Anw, hope you like it!

[jvcveritas]

Slash - Kaiser

It's Kaiser! 1 last character to go, will post it tomorrow! Also, batch 2 pre-order will be opened around early April, stay tuned! 💫

Will be available as foil photocard and prints for CF22!

Hope you like it!

[jvcveritas]

Slash - Bunny

It's Bunny! 2 more characters to go!

Will be available as foil photocard and prints for CF22!

Hope you like it!

[jvcveritas]

Slash - Sae

Will be available as foil photocard and prints for #CF22! Will open batch 2 on early April!

💭 Have not been that much active cause my mental health has not been well. Still trying my best to recover ☘️

Anw, I hope you like this Slash series of Blue Lock! There will be more character upcoming, stay tune!

[jvcveritas]

W I P | for Comifuro 22 👀

[jvcveritas]

3.16.2026

Happy Birthday Ness! 🎈

💭 Finally I've recovered a bit from my burnout! Though there are still lots of room for improvements, I really enjoyed drawing this piece! I'm glad I got my fiery passion back 🔥

Anw, I hope you like this piece! 💫

[jvcveritas]

White Day

A bit late but Happy White Day everyone 🤍 Also, it's Bunny 🐰💫💞

[jvcveritas]

CNY 2026

It's really late but Happy CNY to those who celebrate it! 🧨🎇 It's Bunny btw! 💗

[jvcveritas]

Remorse

Akaza | Demon Slayer

💭 I used to draw him everyday back in my old acc. I still really love (and miss him too! 😩🙌)

Anw, I revised most of the composition in the last minute. I hope it turns out well!

Also, tbh, I've been feeling really down and insecure about my art. I noticed my art is very different and weird compared to others. Often time, this makes me feel so frustrated and fearful whenever I want to post my art. Even so, I hope I can appreciate my own art even more and of course, while being better at it too.

Thank you to everyone who still sticking by despite everything. I hope I can always create what I love, who I am, and of course, I hope my art can be enjoyable for others too.