heart eyes.

choi yuri ; a 20 year old ray of sunshine

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shi10.

starter: @jvnei

“Is that… normal?”

   “i don’t know...that’s why i’m showing you.” 

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jo-somin.

❤ ┊ ❝ OH, sweetheart, I like the way you think. A girl after my own heart, ❞ she comments wistfully in a spirited voice, slipping into a fit of tiny giggles as she starts pondering for more options of the clothes wrack. She was having plenty of fun playing dress up with the other, pulling out a rather scandalous black dress with a cute silver clip and a look that would knock boys down one by one.

❝ You’ll be the new and improved Cinderella. Less of a drag, more.. of a drag queen, ❞ she jokes, holding up the outfit in front of her friend’s frame and letting out a thoughtful hum aloud while in the process of voting on it.  ❝ Honestly, I see you working this. It looks like something Mrs. Smith would wear when she goes home to kick her husband’s butt and also make dinner on time, ❞ she relays very knowingly, handing the fabric to her.

❝ Cast the final vote !! Say yes to the dress? ❞

   she laughed along with the other girl. the time she was spending with somin was a lot of fun already. certainly better than sitting at home with a bag of chips and her tv turned on to some sappy drama, which was her original plan.

   “oh, thank god. a drag queen is much better.” she remarked with a smile. yuri looked down at the fabric the other was holding up, nodding in approval. “alright, okay. it’s really pretty and i like the concept you made for it.” she took the dress from her and held it away from her so that she could get a second look at it. “it’s definitely a yes!”

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exposedemotions

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  ‘’is that my hoodie?’’ myron looked at them with suspicious eyes because he totally knew it was his. it couldn’t be a coincidence that his own hoodie was lost and they were now showing up with the exact same one. though he couldn’t see why they would hear his hoodie. as far as myron knew, they hated myron.

  “huh?” she looked down at the hoodie she was wearing. “um, nope. this one is mine.” that was a lie. the girl found the hoodie lying around and she knew that it was myron’s, but she decided to just wear it once and give it back to him. she didn’t expect to see him today, so she was going to have to make up some lies.

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secret relationship .

painful

“ it’s — getting a bit out of hand now. ”

“ i don’t think i can keep this up much longer. ”

“ i’m getting tired of hiding…”

“ it sucks that i can’t kiss you in public. ”

“ how much longer do i have to keep swallowing my desires for you. ”

“ are you sure we will — ? ”

“ do you think we’ll ever… be a couple-couple ? ”

“ sometimes i’m just scared that you’re just using me. ”

“ it’s starting to dawn on me that… the reason you might not want to come out about this is because you don’t really love me—”

“ is this a joke to you?”

“ i deleted all our texts. ”

“ i can’t keep pictures of us on my phone, are you crazy? ”

“ if anyone sees us i won’t know what to do. ”

“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here… ”

provoked

“ aren’t we suppose to be a thing ? why are you flirting then ?”

“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here —”

“ you sure seem to be good at ignoring the fact that we’re together. ”

“ okay no — i can’t handle the way they keep staring at you. ”

“ if they don’t stop hitting you up i’ll end up hitting them down. ”

“ don’t you see any pride in the marks i left on you ? ”

“ is this a joke to you — ?!”

“ stop that — we’re in public. ”

“ no, not until we get home. ”

“ you know i can’t do this out here — stop it!”

“ could TRY to show that you’re a little worried about this ???”

steamy

“ d—-don’t make me moan, i don’t want anyone to catch us… ”

“ everyone is downstairs… ~ take your pants off ”

“ shhh…. ~ it’ll be fine baby, no one will hear us ”

“ so what ? ~ if they see us coming out together we’ll figure something out…”

“ i’m gonna leave so many hickeys on you… show everyone that you’re taken… ”

“ i missed your scent…”

“ it feels so good — being close to again… ”

“ i’ve been thinking — about this the entire day… ”

“ ~ sit back and let me spoil you… you went an entire day without touching me… ”

“ kiss me… and don’t let me go ”

“ you’re like a forbidden fruit when i can’t touch you ~ kind of sexy ”

innocent

“ i can’t wait to show you off to the entire world… ”

“ we’ll be the cutest couple in existence, someday ”

“ when we come out i’m going to drown you kisses every day ”

“ ~ if we carve our initials in a tree no one will know ”

“ no one will notice if we hold hands under the table ~ ”

“ one day… we’ll be able to kiss like everyone else ”

“ i long for the day i get to hug you in the open ”

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              shin woogil. 061295. snuff film enthusiast.

SNUFF FILM:

     an often pornographic genre of film that depicts the actual murder of a person                                      circulated amongst a jaded few for the purpose of entertainment

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tomiedere.

  “Unnie.” The younger girl smiled wide, her eyes hinting as something much darker than the expression she was giving as she kicked out a rather large box from the back of her closet. She knew all too well the organized contents inside the box, but waited for the other to lower herself and unfold each lip to expose what was held beneath. She snorted at the other’s small gasp to the amount of porn she owned with a shrug, her smile turning lessening into a smug grin with her back tured as she busied herself in one of the drawers of a small dresser. After a moment of digging around, the red head found what she was looking for and presented it to her editor. “This will go with your outfit. I’m fond of the color you chose for the crop top, and the shape– it’s form fitting but will still keep your flesh hidden. Boys love a tease and a chase. She held out the glittering chain and let it drape over her chest. It’s a belly chain– well whatever.You put it on like this.” Tomie gestured how to put it over top what she would be wearing for the night, posing it cute yet seductive poses, very pleased with herself. “I bet your belly button will be adorable poking out above the skirt and flattered with how this reflects light. They will follow the trail of the chain down to where it hangs just above your hips.”

  A thought struck her, causing her to hault her actions and start digging in another drawer for a moment before she pulled out a few more items to finish the look the older had chosen. Once she was satisfied with what she picked, Tomie crossed the room once more to lay everything on her bed for the other to see, neatly arranging each piece so it was easy to gather what went where. She nodded as she checked to make sure it was all set and then turned back once again to face her friend with the same smug grin as before. “Along with the chain, I chose a garter for you, along with black thigh high stockings and a pair of black heeled boots. The stockings will keep your legs warm and I’ve got a black faux fur croped coat to top everything off. You’ll be perfect. I’ll do your make up first though so we don’t get anything on the clothes, okay? You don’t mind a dark lipstick do you? Something to go with the maroon of the top.” The red head waited expectantly for the approval, knowing full well she wouldn’t get a no, though she was still giving her the choice. If June really didn’t like the outfit, it wasn’t going to tear her apart, they was plenty more for them to choose from, that was for sure, but she knew that what she had chosen would compliment the girl perfectly. “So? What do you think?”

   the girl’s eyes widened at the collection. it didn’t really shock her that tomi had porn, considering her job, but what surprised her was how much there was. she looked through them and let out a loud laugh. “you and my brother have similar tastes.” she said, picking one up and examining the cover. she remembered catching her brother with the same exact one. she looked up at the other when she began speaking again. her eyebrows rose at the jewelry. “alright, i like it.”yuri said while laughing at tomi’s poses. “it isn’t exactly something i’d wear on a daily basis, but i guess that’s the point. right?”

   yuri watched the other pick out more to go with the outfit. she stood up to see what the other had laid on the bed for her to wear. she listened to what each of the items were while looking at the bed, matching the words and the accessories. the editor suddenly broke into a smile. “you know, you could be a stylist if you wanted to. you’re really good at this stuff.” she nodded and gave a thumbs up. “alright, let’s do it.” she said, excitement apparent in her voice.

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tomiedere.

  Once the other’s fingers messed her hair from it’s original placement, Tomie reached out to snatch the bag of chips from her lap. Stuffing a few in her mouth with an obnoxious amount of noise, her muffled response came between chews. “Right now.” With that, she pushed off of the floor, turning on her heals and crossed the expanse of her room to her closet to which she slid the doors open with vigor. Turning back with a grin, Tomie stuffed more chips into her mouth and gestured towards her extensive wardrobe, sorted by color, type, and style. Wigs lined the top shelf as well as accessories hanging from either wall and doors. “You must choose how you would like to present yourself, and nothing normal for you! You are not going to walk out of this room without presenting youself in a way that is outside of your comfort zone. You must break neck with how fast these men’s heads will turn, okay? Another one of the rules. Mn.” She nodded at her own words in a matter of fact tone.

  Turning her attention from the other, Tomie set the chips on the floor and began sliding clothes along the rod in her closet, choosing what she would like to wear herself. Though this outing was for her precious editor, she still wanted to take part in the games that they were to play with boy’s hearts that night, and she would be damned if she was the ‘plain’ one out of the two. The night hadn’t even begun, and she intended for it to be a long, very fun one indeed. “We are going to stop by the karaoke bar a few blocks from here for sure, but we should also get a treat that will draw attention to your face and mouth. Maybe a popsicle or a lollipop? Something sweet for sure, guys love it when girls eat sweets. Don’t ask me why I know that, you already know some extent to the answer, I don’t think you wanna know any further than that.” The red head hummed in content as she continued through the closet, setting aside a few articles of cloth for the older girl to try. “Why don’t you come over here and take a look for youself? I’ll dress you if I have to, but I want you to show me what you got in mind from what I have to offer first.”

   yuri sat up at the others words. “right now?”  she asked as more of a statement than a question. she wasn’t expecting to go out looking for boys tonight, and it was obvious by how she was dressed. adidas leggings, sneakers, and an over-sized shirt was her choice of clothes for today. her eyebrows raised slightly at the sight of her friend’s closet. the organized closet was a bit surprising, but the things that were in the closet was not. all kinds of colors were in the closet, along with many different patterns and styles. she had always wondered what the red head’s closet looked like and it was more than expected. “i have to break necks? i’m not even sure that i’ll get a quick glance from someone, let alone break necks with my looks. i guess i can try, though.”

   the girl pulled out her phone and responded to some texts. she heard the hanger sliding along the rod and looked up to see the writer looking through the closet. she nodded at the girl’s words. “where’d you learn this? do you and i have to have a talk?” yuri joked, laughing. she got up to join the other at the closet. she picked up the bag of chips and stuffed a few in her mouth before looking at all of the clothes. she looked through the closet, thinking of an outfit that will turn heads. for a moment, she almost had an outfit in mind, but she immediately trashed it when she realized how ugly it looked together. after a few minutes of what looked like blank staring, but was actually yuri thinking, she grabbed a black skater skirt and a maroon colored crop top and showed it to the girl. “well? it’s probably ugly. it’s okay if it’s ugly, you can tell me.” she said quickly, doubting her choice of clothes almost immediately. 

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jo-somin.

❤ ┊ ❝ Maybe you should hire me as your personal stylist. Jo Somin, Korea’s hottest fashion trendsetter, ❞ she boasts after landing one solid yes on one of her picks; truly, the humor was a bit of a stretch, but she enjoyed the idea of being so influential. ❝ One of my favorite hobbies is dressing up my cute girl friends. They’re all beautiful like princesses to me. You’re Cinderella, yes! ❞ she says while shuffling through a rack of designer-pressed jeans, sharp nails raking over the fabric and looking for the perfect pair.

❝ Do you have someone special you’re trying to impress? Maybe we should up the risque factor, just a smidge, if that’s the case, ❞ she winks slyly with a shit-eating grin on her face, breaking into a fit of snickering.  

   “yes, you’re such a fashionista. the next coco chanel.” she said with a laugh. yuri tapped her fingernails on the metal rack, a quiet ringing sound coming out. “so you’re exactly like a fairy godmother, only younger. cinderella was kind of lame, to be honest.” she expressed. 

   “no, no one special. i just want something new. you can still turn up the risque factor if you’d like though.” she wiggled her eyebrows and laughed along with the other.

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tomiedere.

  Tomie nodded while the older girl spoke, her tone even without rise or fall as she recalled moments and details of her past, that was until she spoke of his infidelities. A small snap indicated that the pressure she had placed on her pencil became far too great for the lead that was pressed between wood and paper. How dare he… men could be such pigs, and she hated it. This was one of a million reasons why Tomie never let herself become involved with another romantically, to avoid the exact pain that her editor and friend had gone through. “Say unnie.. “ Her jaw flexed momentarily before continuing her thought out loud. “Would you be interested in going boy shopping soon? This needs to change and I will not take no for an answer. I just cannot accept someone hurting you and it being left at that.”

  She scowled down at the paper where she had begun sketching the man June had been describing, but before casting it aside, she was sure to mark an x over each eye to depict that she would kill the man of. After a brief moment, the redhead regained her normal bright composure she carried around her editor and crawled over to where the girl was laying. “But there will be rules to boy hunting, I will not tolerate another one doing anything remotely close to what he got away with– alright? If anyone is to be doing the heart breaking, it will be you.” She pursed her lips with a slight huff of her breath, staring down at the other with an obvious bad mood written across her features. “This really pisses me off.”

   the snap of the pencil made her jump slightly. that was the same way that yuri felt when it happened. the worst part was that she saw him grabbing and kissing a girl that she had no idea existed. she broke it off with him the next day. now, she was over him. yeah, he would have a special place in her heart, being her first love and all, but she didn’t miss him at all. “hm? boy shopping?” it sounded like a good idea. the editor had been single for long enough and if she kept this up, she’d become a cat lady at such a young and ripe age. “alright, sure. it’s not like i had a choice anyways.”

   yuri took a quick glance at the faraway sketch before looking back at tomi. she nodded at the others words. it was nice and cute that tomi was making up these rules just so that yuri wouldn’t be heartbroken again. “alright, i’ll follow the rules.” she ruffled the other’s red locks a bit with a smile. “don’t be! that stuff happened in the past. all i can do know is learn from it and move on. cheer up!” she squished the other’s face in an attempt to make her smile. “now, when are we doing this boy shopping thing?”

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takuva.

“It is not coming with us-” The male spoke out immediately after the other, a brow raising while he pointed a finger at the animal below. “Then it’ll think we’re it’s damn owners, you can’t keep every stray we see.”

“why not?” the girl whined as she looked at the male. “look at its face! isn’t it just too cute?” she continued to pet the dog. “i’m not saying we have to keep it, but let’s take it to a shelter or something.”

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jngmii.

⦗sms ↠ juju unnie ⦘ unnie, did i leave my wallet at your place? ⦗sms ↠ juju unnie ⦘ i can’t find it in my bag and i’m freaking out ⦗sms ↠ juju unnie ⦘ it has my dorm key and no one else is home––

[ sms : do re mimi ] i’ll look [ sms : do re mimi ] what color is it? [ sms : do re mimi ] aw man that sucks [ sms : do re mimi ] you don’t keep a spare?

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tomiedere.

  It was more than the red head could have hoped for. Slipping back from her legs so that her butt pressed firmly against her pillow on the floor, she kicked her legs in her excitement as she clutched the pad of paper against her chest. Like a child, she squealed in her happiness and looked up at the other. “Unnie you didn’t tell me you had so much fun as a teenager! Do you have any other stories other than these? Any other happenings outside of this boy? What about now? I’m thinking of making a love triangle for this next one.” She rambled on as she then resumed her scribbling. “Ahhh, how nice it must be to feel the angst of loving two souls at the same time, and having to choose. I’m sure the tears spilled over such a matter are very painful.”

  In the top corner of her fifth page of notes, the artist sketched a girl staring out a window of a school, as rain hit against the pane of glass. She tried to exaggerate the eyes as to amplify the tears streaming down her cheeks. Tomiko nodded to herself, pleased with the image and the ideas that stemmed from such a simple sketch. She jotted down a few more notes before flipping to a fresh page where she began to sketch out two male figures, the one on the left being June’s lover that she spoke of, the one to the right.. still remained a mystery for the time being. “What color hair did he have? And how long was it? Was he one of those messy cool guys who liked to be more relaxed, or was he a clean cut kind of man?”  It had been quite sometime since the red head was so dedicated to character development, she was giddy in her excitement. Leave it to June to remind her what inspiration, and the elation that comes with it.. rather than the dread and pressure of a deadline. “Anything special you’d like to add?”

   her head shook from side to side as she laughed. “nah, it wasn’t that much fun.” she took another handful of chips into her mouth and chewed. she was glad that her stories were making tomi excited. yuri had never thought of her stories as anything worthy of drawing about. “sadly, there’s no one in my life at the moment.” she said after most of her chips had been swallowed. her hands went up to the corners of her mouth to wipe of and excess there might have been. “i do have a few more stories. there was this time when i almost broke my leg trying to sneak into his room.” she chuckled and played with the ends of her hair. “that’d be stressful, being in a love triangle. being in love with one person is crazy enough.”

   yuri laid down on her back and stared at the ceiling. her mind wandered off to a different galaxy before she snapped back to reality at the other’s new batch of questions. “his hair was jet black and it was on the shorter side. he was the cool type. he was a bit of a rebel, but wasn’t a complete bad boy.” she still stared at the ceiling as she spoke. it was obvious by the tone of her voice that tomi was excited and inspired. the last question made her turn her head over to the other girl. “um, nope not really. unless you want to add in that he cheated on me and then i revenge cheated on him. i’m not sure if that’ll go well in the story, though.” 

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tomiedere.

  Already scribbling away on the pad of paper, Tomiko’s eyes flicked up to her editor’s expression, studying the way her cheeks blushed or the way her features changed with each emotion. She only paused for a moment, to think of what she wanted to ask first, “Hm, how long did things last between the two of you?… how far did things go?”

  She landed herself on a roll, words spilling from her lips as she began scribbling once again. She hadn’t even gotten an answer to her first question, but as if her occupation was actually journalism, Tomie drew more information and ideas from forming theories. “Was everything between the two of you on school grounds only, what about being caught? Were you every close to being caught by classmates or teachers?” Her questions became more intrusive as the red head continued, actually sketching some figures in positions she would enjoy testing out at a later time. It was an exasperating process tho other parties involved when it came to Tomie and her work, but she thrived off of the stories and information they would share with her, allowing her to peer into what it’s like inside other’s lives. “And lastly, what did you like most about him? Physically and personality wise?” The younger offered an innocent grin.

  “Well, unnie?”

   yuri opened opened her mouth to answer the first question that she was asked. these two were pretty easy to answer. before she could even get out a sound, another question was shot at her, and another, and another, each question getting a bit more personal. she couldn’t help but feel a bit overwhelmed by the number of questions, but she took a deep breath and started to answer.

   “we were together through almost all of high school. we broke things off a week after graduation. we went all the way. not right away, though. after our first year together.” her face turned a shade of pink. “it wasn’t just at school. we went to each other’s houses to do stuff and our families knew that we were dating. mine didn’t approve of him, but whatever.” yuri said with a shrug. “the only time we got caught was at the library. we had some close calls with some classmates. this one time we were in the locker room and some cheerleaders came in there, so we hid in the showers.” she let out a laugh when she thought back to that day. the girl started to feel a tad bit more relaxed talking about her past relationship, even though the blush on her cheeks still wouldn’t go away. “what did i like most about him..” she started to play with her necklace. “he always knew what my mood was. he could read me just like a book. he had really great hair. it was so soft and there were some strands that wouldn’t stay in place.”

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takuva.

𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓸𝓻  ; @jvnei

It wasn’t that he disliked dogs, he actually wanted to get one     a pure bred white Siberian husky with blue eyes, preferably a female. But the dog that’d been following them was barking, tiny, immensely obnoxious. “For fucks sake       ” Aris breathed out in frustration, nudging the female beside him. “Stop touching it so it’ll go away.”

   a screeching bark came from the dog once again. the dog had been following them for a while now and it was obvious that it wanted attention. yuri gave the dog the attention it wanted not only to make it be quiet, but also because she thought the dog was cute. she sighed and looked at the other. “i can’t. it’ll start barking again if i stop.”

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tomiedere.

Tomie all but toppled over, sliding out of her chair and slamming her palms onto the low table between her and the older girl. “You what?! And how long ago did this happen? You kept this gold mine of information from me for what purpose unnie??” Tomie scanned the other’s features in search for an immediate answer, like all of the details of her escapades with this boy were going to be written neatly on her simple and cute face. It would be one thing if it were just any old friend telling this story, but this was her editor. A person who combs through her work, nit picking details that she thought should be changed, criticizing the ‘mood’ of the page and demanding it should be fixed. This girl would whine until strands of hair in one simple fucking panel would drawn in a way that she deemed fit. And she kept moments like this– something Tomie could draw from in more ways than one to use for her work, from her??

The red head paused for a moment, resting back on folded legs while taking a breath before smiling at the other, reaching forward to mess her bangs as punishment while she then spoke. “June unnie.. Please tell me in full detail every instance you had with this boy,” she then pulled a pad of paper and mechanical pencil from what seemed to be another dimension under the table, staring intently for a moment. “I’m going to be taking notes and asking questions. I need you to be one hundred percent honest with me, leaving nothing out. If you get shy, swallow it. We have a deadline at the end of next week and this needs to have been out of your mouth yesterday. Do I make myself clear?” The younger gave a proud, childish grin while she waited with confidence. Her demands were perfectly reasonable, and she was not going to let this chance pass her by.

yuri’s eyes widened a bit as the other slid out of the chair. she tried hard to keep her composure, but she couldn’t help, but to burst into laughter. “are you okay?” she asked between laughs, eyes starting to water a bit. she calmed herself down after a minute. “it happened in high school. it never came up in a conversation between us, so i didn’t share. it’s not even that big of a deal." she shrugged her shoulders and grabbed a bag of chips from her nearby bag. it wasn't like it was a huge secret nor was it something that she was ashamed of, it just didn’t seem important enough to even bring up. it was just another moment in her life. a very fun moment, but only a moment. 

she made a face as the younger girl ruffled her hair. her hands went up to try and fix it to make it look like how it did before. “wait really?” her eyebrows raised at tomi. she didn’t know that her rambling would turn into this, but she had no other choice, but to go with it. yuri opened her bag of chips and popped a few in her mouth. as she heard the other’s demands, she stopped chewing for a second. there were some things that she would be embarrassed to say, but she had to do it for the sake of the writing. “very authoritative, i like it. okay, i’ll go with it.” the editor said before finishing off the chips that were in her mouth. “what do you want to know?” she asked calmly.