Just Hurt

Hayley Writs ~ 17 It just hurts, it only, just hurts. Tracking: jxsthxrt can be from any fandom, mainly Teen Wolf

[beautifulwails]

"I’m sure you have the best moments of your life there" she shrugged going along with the girls sarcastic tone as she looked around, everyone locking glances at the brunette and herself. She gave a small nod and smiled a little reassuringly giving one person a small glare as they passed by the two of them "Yeah sure, I don’t want to stick around anyway" 

[jxsthxrt]

"Yes, the very best." Hayley was just as sarcastic as she looked towards the strawberry blonde and nodded gently, her head throbbing at the sudden movement which set of the voices playing in her head once more. The flashes of seeing that of her dead relatives was more than the young girl needed at that point. "I need to get out of here." She walked beside her as she felt the stares and dropped her head. 

[vontrxpp-deactivated20150207]

“ — yes, actually. ”

[jxsthxrt]

"So who are you?" 

[jxsthxrt]

[ infernalxmaneater ]

[infernalxmaneater-deactivated20]

Her attention moved from the girl to the blood trickling down her forehead. The little bit of humanity in her made her feel almost sorry. Almost. To her surprise, the brunette didn’t look completely terrified. Many people would, even men, but she didn’t. There was something about her, like she was used to being hit. The demon gave up on asking her what happened, although she was also curious why did she hear voices in her head and what kind of voices. Hearing her question made her snort, and she crossed her arms over her chest. ❝Breaknews, honey bear─nothing. I just need you to call someone.❞ 

[jxsthxrt]

Hayley was used to forms of abuse against her pale tan skin. She could clearly feel the blood rushing to the open wound and dripping down the side of her face but she also couldn't bring herself to really care in that moment, she just didn't care. She sighed as she looked at the blonde, her sobs gone but the tears still ran. "Fine, not like I have anywhere to run." The voices in her mind started to calm themselves as she stopped feeling pain and made herself feel nothing, it would be an easier way to go if the blonde was to kill her. 

[femmebeaut]

"Well… What’s wrong with you?"

[jxsthxrt]

"I'm an anorexic depressed schizophrenic...." 

[allhailthehutch-deactivated2016]

Taking naked pictures of yourself does not make you a bad person. People who share them without your permission are bad people.

[beautifulwails]

"I’m pretty sure yours and my mental history could get together and have a full fledged party" she exclaimed sighing a little, although hers wasn’t so bad, it still put her down an awful lot of the time

[jxsthxrt]

"Well the psych ward is a total party, I live in a party ward." She rolled her eyes sarcastically and looked around to stop prying eyes, she had to try and focus on Lydia, but the voices in her head were loud. "Could we get out of here? Like just the hallway?" 

[vontrxpp-deactivated20150207]

“ — sounds like a party. ”

[jxsthxrt]

"What like yourself?"

[femmebeaut]

; angelicallydangerous ; innocensemeansinsanity ; ofhandcuffs ; wolfskiin ; nxtears ; breelevxrett ; sincethexbeginning ; xtumultuous ; redeyedredhairedmartin ; sodarksolo ; bxdguy ; jxsthxrt ; wrackspxrts

       "So um-."

     “What do you call that?”

[jxsthxrt]

"It is called medication." 

[ofbats-archive]

"Well, yes, that’s me! Stiles! I mean it’s Stiles Stilinski, but I don’t blame you for a misnomer … Well,I think I know more the hospital more than my house I have to admit, Well, I’ll give you my notes like this you could catch up with lessons and all that. “

[jxsthxrt]

"And they have said you are an eccentric boy,  know I see why."

Hayley let out a small chuckle as she nodded with  a weaker of a smile. 

"The hospital is my home, I live in the psych  ward pretty much, they just let me come to  school now. That would mean a lot, I don't get  the chance to do homework." 

[jxsthxrt]

[ infernalxmaneater ]

[infernalxmaneater-deactivated20]

The blonde narrowed her eyes. She couldn’t understand why humans made such a drama out of everything. She heard some voices, so what? The demon wished that voices would be the only thing she has heard in hell. ❝I said calm down and maybe then I won’t, honey bear.❞ The demon was starting to lose her patience, and when she did, it wasn’t sun and rainbows for anyone. She grabbed the girl, slamming her harder against the brick wall to make her come back to reality completely. ❝Really, your favourite? How adorable. I tell you what, if you want that shoe to fit, you better listen to me and stop whining like a widow on crack.❞ she almost yelled, her tone full of sarcasm.

[jxsthxrt]

Hayley gasped harshly as the wall cracked against her skull and she let out a shriek of pain, it was throbbing and hard. She didn't know what was happening anymore, it shot her back to the times where her parents had laid their hands on her small and fragile body and abused her until she was left bleeding and it seemed to all be happening again. Hayley kept quiet and showed a stature of calmness. "Fine, I will shut up. What are you going to do to me?" She asked softly as she felt blood beed up around her forehead from the impact. 

[beautifulwails]

"Well anyone who bothers with these stupid nicknames aren’t worth your time" she exclaimed authority a little in her tone "I’m sure they’re all to be taken with caution and for good reason, I know the feeling though believe you me"

[jxsthxrt]

"Yeah and I'm on all tests for medication to help schizophrenia so you know it isn't the best thing to be tested and could possibly die from drugs handed to me by medical authority." She mumbled before nodding. "I mean yes, not worth my time." 

[vontrxpp-deactivated20150207]

“ — why were you in the hospital? ”

[jxsthxrt]

"Because I'm a  depressed anorexic schizophrenic." 

[finnickodaair]

me: *squeaks a toy*

scott:  

[vontrxpp-deactivated20150207]

“ — i am. just could you repeat that last part ‘cause there’s a ninety percent chance i wasn’t listening. ”

[jxsthxrt]

"Well just that I was just released from the hospital.  So ninety percent, pretty much one hundred in my eyes." 

[hoechloin]

[sheisoneinthesame-deactivated20]

WARNING: LITTLE SHIT ALERT!

Reblog if your muse is a little shit.

[vontrxpp-deactivated20150207]

jxsthxrt

“ —— i swear i’m not listening. ”

[jxsthxrt]

"yeah... no you're not."