I realized I haven’t gone on this shit in forever lol. But just a thought, life is pretty crazy man. I’m finally graduating in May and I can’t help but think about post grad life and all the opportunities I would like to see myself get into. I guess going to Arizona in the middle of February for the lantern festival with my closest friends really hit me hard. I’ve never cried like that in front of any of my friends before and it was the realest shit I’ve ever said to anyone. I’ve been holding onto those thoughts all throughout college and i realized I’m gonna be just fine at the end of the day if I keep holding it down for myself and grinding. I’ve always known that but saying everything out loud made everything right. The next morning i woke up thinking like “damn” lol. But I’m definitely finding opportunity after opportunity ever since we came back. I got a raise from one of my jobs and a job offering for a real esate company my friend hooked me up with. So far so good though! I’m just trying to get through this interview process and see where I can go from there. Life is finally feeling like it’s going smooth for once just in time with this transition. It’s a little strange to me with the videos the director sent me of motivational words dealing with finance and learning how to cope with happiness in life. Like those were the two biggest things I was putting a lot of stress in for the future and hey this opportunity might just be the answer. But who knows right. I gotta keep grinding hard this last semester. i got this.
