Deep

[jy-mx]

Little cleon

[surqrised]

“I you’re feeling down. Don’t waste energy resisting the feeling. Be present and trace the emotion to its source.”

— Unknown

[jy-mx]

nothing feels like, laying on white bedsheets

then suddenly you want to lay forever

In this world feels like you worth nothing

[jy-mx]

Hi friend!

Alam mo na bat mag sstart nanaman ako tumambay dito, its either malungkot ako or masaya.

Wala eh people change and season change we need to accept the fact that there’s no permanent. Promise will be broken, people will broke you and they will continuously disappoint you. In reality they will say they accepted you but in some part deep inside them they’ re not proud of who you are or maybe they’re afraid for criticism of other people. While me questioning do I need to explain myself to others? Its really fucking hard half of my life figuring out how and when should I come out. It is really fucking hard to be strong while your whole body is weak and cant handle those word will be said to those people who cant understand me for being me. Gladly I have my family who accepted me and never ask me why I am like this because I know they do understand me. I thought I found home in other person but I am wrong today it feels heavy tons of pain cant get out of this fucking hell head. 2years ago I said I love myself more, today will continue to love myself even more I wont let any person to break me again and my mental health. I will let go , I will restart and Trust no one.

[surqrised]

“As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live.”

— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

[jy-mx]

My Baki 💙

[jy-mx]

Year ago I didn’t know what’s my purpose is but I am always believing to God that he has. I said to him if he want me to live longer I’ll do it. But, if he calls me home (heaven) I would love to accept it. I been tough this year but he lights me up and lift me up, he make me feel that I do deserve more than anything. He gave what I am wishing way back 2018. I thought my life will end because I myself is about to quit in this world and I am really glad that I didn’t. Because I am still here writing thank you Lord. Thank you Lord Jesus for letting me feel loved like this it’s more than a treasure. I am so happy, trying to be complete I know and I bet, life will be wonderful someday. I’ll never pray crying. I am happy even though I’m feeling unusual. Just don’t think irrational Jamie. All hopes will follow.

[jy-mx]

Y E A H

[jy-mx]

Pag malayo, ramdam mo na malapit

Pag malapit , ramdam mo na malayo

[surqrised]

“Sometimes quiet people really do have a lot to say. They’re just being careful about who they open up to.”

— Susan Gale (via meineluft)

[jy-mx]

Sometimes you need to understand yourself

Self, I love you don’t worry

[jy-mx]

When you’re in the dumbest situation of your life, like you gotta be alone coz you ain’t counted.

[jy-mx]

There are times I want to be alone

I wish I could understand myself the way I understand others

Sometimes I am longing to something unknown

Only myself can understand, lips can’t speak up

Mind can’t stop thinking what will happen tomorrow

I do love myself and I love them

Sometimes you can’t understand yourself the way you understand others

[jy-mx]

Shrug and breath out

Same feeling when I was year ago

Air is getting heavier

Lungs are starting to feel withered

Eyes are dry

What should I do in this mind?

It’s okay that they didn’t appreciate what you do

It’s okay not to be okay

Accept what God’s gave you

Feeling like a child that longing for your mom to touch you

I want to cry but I can’t

Lord what is my purpose in this whole world?

[roseannramos]

To the one I loved the most and who’s sincere to what he does all the time. One of considerate person I know. The listener. The lovable. The Sweetest. Most understanding soul. The lucky one. Child of God, follower, believer. I love you with all kindess you have.

The lazy one, the sleepy head, the pride one, the most serious when annoyed, so quiet when we fight, The silliest. I am so lucky to witness all of your flaws.

I promise/swear to all creatures here in the universe that I will love you for a thousand years. You teach me how to love my family more. You teach me how to fight! You teach me how to lessen my anger. You teach me how to control my temper. Thank you so much! I love you as you are baby. Continue to grow kasama ko. I know we’ll achieve all of our dreams. Lord Jesus know how I care for you through your worst and best. Let’s rawwks our world. We’ll have our farm and Prettiest Jade. ❤️ “aishiteru” that word melts my heart from our escape moments. I love you from the depths of the sea. 😘 You can count on me baby! 💯 I assure you my better half. 😇 @jy-mx

[jy-mx]

This is my view every morning when rose ann is about to go at her work. This simple thing that I really appreciate every day that Lord Jesus gave us and I can able to experience this. Thank you Lord, It means so much to me. To you baby, I hope you appreciate every meal I cooked and I prepared for you. I cooked it with all my love I hope It makes you happy. I love you , I would love to do it everyday. I promise I won’t get tired to get up to see a view like this forever.

06-18-2020

[jy-mx]

In the midst of darkness I found nothing but myself alone

It is what it is

Narrow to the edge

I find solitude in silence

Its okay not to be okay sometimes

Dear Jamie I love you

Tomorrow it will fade away

Deep breath