nsfw content ahead. minors dni.Â
â friends with benefits / blade x f!reader. cw: 18+ content, angst, catching feelings.. lol, modern au, college setting (?).
synopsis: friends with benefits with blade, but is it really benefiting the both of you? are you both genuinely benefiting from the setup you both have, or could it be causing unforeseen complications? can you keep your feelings at bay, especially when the physical intimacy is so compelling that everything else seems to fade away?
NOTES : donât fall in love with your fwb !! HAHA made this since a lot of people are thirsting over him in my inbox (you guys are heard) also, sorry for the slow/late updates! might make a part two (continuation) if some people demand for it ŮŠ(ËáË*)٠⥠meanwhile, i just wanna have a situationship with yingxing..Â
despite being in the same circle of friends you met through college, knowing him was no different than meeting anyone else (or at least you think) from hopping on clubs to another one with your friends was how you met each other. however, your relationship took an unexpected turn. if it wasnât for your friend who kindly asked blade to take you home after you had too much to drink, things might have been different.
you canât even comprehend how things escalated to this point. your friend would even frequently ask why youâre constantly not present during their night clubs. however, it would always end up with you responding to their messages while youâre completely preoccupied by him, as he fucks you dumb on your apartment. yet, you would always find yourself waking up to a cold bed, right.. you two only agreed to this. the thing is you both benefitted physically but not mentally. you both know this isnât perfect but it is what you both agreed on, and heâs been fine with it, at least on the surface.Â
truth to be told, you canât even remember the last time you actually had a genuine conversation with each other, without it devolving into a heated, passionate fuck in whichever room heâs dragged you into, or even in your own flat â not like you want him to know, no.. you donât want to break this thing you have with him yet, at least not now.Â
in fact, you would even ask yourself if you can still handle this situation with him â whether it's during friendsâ gatherings or just in general, itâs as if you barely know each other, like you're just a fleeting presence in his life. but behind closed doors, itâs as though the two of you canât get enough of each other â fucking until midnight, until you plead for him to touch you in a way that no one else has. until you forget the unresolved feelings you have for him.
â âyou sure have a lot going on in your mind even when iâm this deep inside you,â his laughter was low and throaty, filling the quiet room as he pressed himself deeper into you. the sensation of his breath cascading across the sensitive skin of your neck sent shivers down your spine. his rough stubble grazed against your tender flesh, creating a light, teasing contrast â and a fresh hickey, a silent testament of the night's fervor, adorned your neck as a token.
right, you were probably too absorbed in your thoughts. it wasnât like you were always this way, but you often found yourself deep in thought whenever you two fuck lately.
âwhat, since when did you become a psychic?â you queried, a gentle chuckle seeping from your lips. your fingers gracefully danced through his hair, twirling and playing with the strands as you gazed at him. a playful glint sparkled in your eyes as a thought crossed your mind. âperhaps, the reason i can still manage coherent thoughts is because you havenât been fucking me enough, blade." you teased, the hint of a challenge lingering in your words â but you intended to strike at a nerve, and you guaranteed it with the way he suddenly tightened his grip on your hips. the most satisfying part to you. as if you can count on your fingers with how many times he fucked you dumb enough to even think straight.
âis that so? well, i canât have you thinking iâm not trying hard enough, can i?â his deep laughter echoed throughout the room in response to your playful banter, a sound youâd grown accustomed to â a smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth, he liked it when youâre being like this.. when youâre being cheeky, maybe too confident enough to think that he canât fuck you until youâre a mess. âwell then, i suppose we just have to rectify that,â his voice held a teasing edge, as he shifted his position, his cock slowly mushing the walls of your pussy, making you whine. his hands trailing up your sides â causing a shiver to ripple across your skin. his eyes, filled with lust, locked onto yours.
âdo you want me to force it out of your system or should i just take you out of your senses?â his voice dripping to a low growl that sent a thrill through your core, your eyes slowly watching the way he moves â his smirk widened at your sharp intake of breath with the way his hands began to roam over your body, generating sparks wherever they touched.
it was moments like these, when the world outside between you seemed to fade away, that you found yourself inexplicably drawn to him, despite the complicated thing you both have.Â
ââŚiâm open to either option,â you muttered softly, pausing momentarily to consider the weight of your words â a playful grin displayed across your face, reflecting your proposition, as you continued, âbut i think, iâd prefer to have both if possible.â a teasing giggle bubbled up from your chest, a sweet melody that filled the tension between you two. almost unconsciously, your hands found their way to his neck, fingers gently tracing his neck, adding an intimate touch to your playful jest â filled with anticipation.Â
blade could only reply with a chuckle, but you knew you were in for it. soon enough â heâll have you fucked dumb on the mattress, until youâre a crying mess on his cock, until you two forget about the topic on hand. you donât even plan on telling him, not this time. but at least you get what you want.