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I love you best of anybody; I always have.

Martha Gellhorn, from Selected Letters

Anyhow, you’re not average (since we take “average” to be an ugly word) and you’ve nothing to worry about (and certainly you know it) and if you like to keep life intense by believing it to be uncertain, go ahead. It all ends up the same. The point is to be alive, any way you know how. You are. You know.

Martha Gellhorn, from Selected Letters

... can we not have a repeat of treating my parents as priests in a confession box next time we go visit though?

... I can’t make any promises. It depends if we behave before our next visit.

forever-rockin-jun

TAKOCHU TWIN!

k-eiya

I was so surprised I accidentally unfollowed you instead of hitting reblog. Awkward.

forever-rockin-jun

Well then~ shows how much you missed me then. -he fake weeps-

k-eiya

Please, don't cry. *Laughs* It's been ages, right? I was sorting my life out

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I doubt myself terribly, and in a way I doubt life.

Martha Gellhorn, from Selected Letters

#;f

... and then all the rest.

...little shit I see through your schemes

1: What did you do in 2015 that you’d never done before? - I was honest about a lot of things.2: Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? - I totally didn’t. I’ll try my best this year.3: Did anyone close to you give birth? - Nope.4: Did anyone close to you die? - Nope.5: What countries did you visit? - Just this one.6: What would you like to have in 2016 that you lacked in 2015? - Mm... companionship. Maybe sobriety?7: What dates from 2015 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? - The day you landed yourself in hospital, and I gave Gak a black eye, and I thought my heart would break. That and the day we were finally honest with each other. You’ve given me a rollercoaster year, you asshole.8: What was your biggest achievement of the year? - Staying sober and chaste for over a month.9: What was your biggest failure? - ...letting someone down. Leading them on.10: Did you suffer illness or injury? - I was taken to hospital for a collapse while onstage. I’m fine, though.11: What was the best thing you bought? - I got bought a cat!12: Whose behaviour merited celebration? - Mine. For behaving.13: Whose behaviour made you appalled? - ...also mine.14: Where did most of your money go? - Before the last few months? Drugs.15: What did you get really, really, really excited about? - Christmas!16: What song will always remind you of 2015? - Not sure.17: Compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? © richer or poorer? - Happier, fatter, ricer. Two out of three for having gone clean.18: What do you wish you’d done more of? - Told the truth19: What do you wish you’d done less of? - Got high.20: How did you spend Christmas? - With your family, making an ass out of myself.21: Did you fall in love in 2015? - Mm, no. But I accepted that I’d been in love in a long time.22: What was your favourite TV program? - That stupid reality show, with the wife swapping.23: Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? - ....a little.24: What was the best book you read? - As if I could choose just one!25: What was your greatest musical discovery? - That my vocal range has really improved since I came back from hiatus. New bands? Iunno.26: What did you want and get? - Heh. *Points at Fuma*27: What did you want and not get? - ....to win the lottery28: What was your favourite film of this year? - I dunno29: What one thing made your year immeasurably more satisfying? - Morning sex. *Blinks* What?30: How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2015? - ... ‘needs more flowers’31: What kept you sane? - My kitten, Nanaki32: Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? - Obviously you. And maybe some anime waifus33: What political issue stirred you the most? - Eh34: Who did you miss? - Ehhh35: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2015. - That you can;t try to force feelings for someone. And if you do try to, you shouldn’t let them know until you’re sure.36: Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. - Anything with the word ‘disaster’ in it maybe

#ps-fuma

All the uneven numbers.

You...

#ps-fuma

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We kissed a lot but it didn’t feel like love.

Ten Word Story (via blossomfully)

#;mm

forever-rockin-jun

TAKOCHU TWIN!

@k-eiya

I SEE YOU!

k-eiya

I was so surprised I accidentally unfollowed you instead of hitting reblog. Awkward.

melisica

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NUMBERS IN ASK ~ Looking back on 2015, WHO ARE YOU?

1: What did you do in 2015 that you’d never done before? 2: Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? 3: Did anyone close to you give birth? 4: Did anyone close to you die? 5: What countries did you visit? 6: What would you like to have in 2016 that you lacked in 2015? 7: What dates from 2015 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 8: What was your biggest achievement of the year? 9: What was your biggest failure? 10: Did you suffer illness or injury? 11: What was the best thing you bought? 12: Whose behaviour merited celebration? 13: Whose behaviour made you appalled? 14: Where did most of your money go? 15: What did you get really, really, really excited about? 16: What song will always remind you of 2015? 17: Compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? © richer or poorer? 18: What do you wish you’d done more of? 19: What do you wish you’d done less of? 20: How did you spend Christmas? 21: Did you fall in love in 2015? 22: What was your favourite TV program? 23: Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? 24: What was the best book you read? 25: What was your greatest musical discovery? 26: What did you want and get? 27: What did you want and not get? 28: What was your favourite film of this year? 29: What one thing made your year immeasurably more satisfying? 30: How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2015? 31: What kept you sane? 32: Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? 33: What political issue stirred you the most? 34: Who did you miss? 35: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2015. 36: Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.