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mingyusbinch

REST IN PEACE, DEAR MOONBIN (1998-2023)

i didn’t cry this year. good for me. it took five years but still, good for me.

goodbye jennifer-jung hello k-poppapi

i can’t wait to go back to shit posting on this hell site

since it’s the second coming of tumblr i think i should finally change my name after like 6-7 years

mindwarning

ACE. BASE. FACE. VOICE. CHASE.

MINHO 민호 The 1st Mini Album 〖CHASE〗| 2022.12.12 (KST)

shineemoon

#i’m only back bc of taemin ONLY

velvetys

Its been three years. You need to let jopping go

Jop off

i always wind up back here every year… 4 years already?

staelker

kpop on pause until november 2022

I always told myself “okay, next year I’ll finally put a picture up” or “on his birthday I can change it” but here I am. It’s 3 years later and I still have a white avatar.

I stopped being active since then.

I remember him in random moments. Usually when I see the moon. Or in on a plane. I took inspiration from his inspiration tattoo for my portfolio.

I don’t think twice when I listen to a SHINee song but when one of his come on I don’t know how to move.

I’m more active on other social media but here I just can’t bring myself to stay.

Him being gone never feels real to me. Only when I see a picture of him. Then i remember. Becuase we never get any new photos of him. All the photos have been taken or I have seen before. That’s when it hurts me the most. Knowing that what we have of him is what we have left.

This is the first time in a while I’ve even spoken about it. But this hurts. Just as much as it did when the news first happened.

I’m trying to do well too. Because he did well.

jonghyunar

i hope you know that you’ll never be forgotten and how much you were, are, and will continue to be loved, jonghyun. your smile, laugh, voice, and bright personality never fail to warm my heart, even on the darkest of days. i know you’re smiling down on all of us today and even if you’re not physically with us, i know we’ll never truly be without you. thank you for continuing to inspire me everyday and for spreading love, positivity, and happiness, even from up above.

you did so well, kim jonghyun.

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