k9konghua

6teen, he/him ^^ freak who is far too scared to post on his main to the one and only person who was not supposed to find this: you are going crazy. this is not real. oooooooo you are getting very sleepy

[k9konghua]

no he's definitely oblivious he's so sweet i'm going to explode

[twospiritstooprideful]

clocking in to my shift at the yearning factory

[k9konghua]

with how hard i'm working, you would think i'd be promoted to senior officer by now, coming home to the kids at christmas with a 100k holiday bonus

[k9konghua]

I js saw you followed me and I stalked ur page and then wondered if we shared brain space somehow :3

yesyes it seems so !! my brother from another mother 🔥🔥

[k9konghua]

does he know what he's doing to me or is he oblivious and i'm just a bad person. find out tonight at 23:00 on the late night freakout show

[manincaffeine]

I hate how physical touch as a love language always gets reduced to sex and kissing, it is actually the little things… holding hands for no reason, laying your head on their shoulder, throwing your legs across their lap, tracing their palm with your finger, tucking your cold feet under their thighs. just touching because you crave their closeness, not because you want something more. the pure, soft intimacy hits different.

[deusben]

not to be too freaky but i wanna feel wanted and occasionally cared for

[k9konghua]

can't tell if i'm into puppy play or just into being loved

[k9konghua]

yeah still wondering

[ryannnindahouse]

i think the day he looks at me with those eyes i will actually pass out

[deusben]

the sexual tension of being in an abandoned building

[k9konghua]

i've been giving him a lot of little gifts lately and i'm worried that it's too much ?? but also i really wanna buy him flowers. and i saw a bunch of moomin stuff on sale and i know he likes it so i picked up a keychain for him. urghghgh this level of yearning needs to be studied in a lab i think

[k9konghua]

aaaand he's in every one of my dreams now. used to be like once every 3 days or something but now he's always there in some variety. i'm too gay for this

[k9konghua]

he's so cute i'm gonna lose it

[k9konghua]

i need to make out and cuddle with him much more than is socially acceptable to admit

[kozardice]

forcemasc but but not in the sexual way just forcemasc because my brain is so loud and my body is so wrong and you see better than i do the man i am

[lexthermxtt]

sorry I'm awkward and a loser, do you still wanna makeout?

[plagueboyx]

any petname with " my " or " boy " in it will make me whine like a dog by the way

[k9konghua]

does anyone else get really terrified by thinking about romantic/sexual situations with their boyfriend. like i love him so much and i feel so awful for ever thinking about him in this way, i make myself sick with guilt. i feel like if he ever knew any of this he'd just be disgusted and i'd be horrified to ever make him uncomfortable at all. i'm so scared i'm overstepping merely through having thoughts like this. just a huge fear for me i dunno