Come forth my children of darkness!

I make random draws, and my life is lost to the South Park Goth kids, With that.. Welcome to my domain.

[kaadiansmear]

What if…. as a treat…. you drew us something small?

If not, that’s cool too c:

Listen... WHAT THO

[kaadiansmear]

Missing you

Idk who you are but 💖

[kaadiansmear]

The fact that people still actively like my art pieces on here is wild but amazing to me. Thanks all for still lurking 👍🏻 I'm still doing art, but my interests have shifted. I really haven't been posting it anywhere 😅 I figure it's not something people really care about. So I do it for me rn.

But man were the sp goth kids such an integral part of my upbringing loool the longest hyper fixation I had.

[kaadiansmear]

Where have u been for so long???

coping with the neverending hurdles of life to put it lamely lol

[kaadiansmear]

You’re still with us??

Once in awhile I spawn 💁🏻‍♀️

[kaadiansmear]

DUDE

YUH?

[kaadiansmear]

You are still missed <3 ily

❤️❤️❤️

[ikimaru]

love their little family! <3

[kaadiansmear]

I'm a little bad at drawing hands, but I like it. Can you rate please?

honestly? You're on your way to developing your own unique style! Your color pallete is cohesive, your character has feeling, and I appreciate the details you added to the hair! That shine is ✨

Keep practicing and you'll definitely refine your skills! I rate this a 👍🏻👍🏻

[kaadiansmear]

I uhm. I uhm, did a thing. What in the world have they become? Bill and Fosse. Those two ugly kids in South Park. Jfc I worked so hard on this.

[kaadiansmear]

I CANT BELIEVE I DID THIS lmao

[kaadiansmear]

Is it true you still lurk around here

[kaadiansmear]

You haven't posted in so long, I miss you

whoever you are, ilu. ❤️

[kaadiansmear]

Have you ever played Brawl Stars? I'm just curious

I don't believe I have? 🤔

[kaadiansmear]

Hey old friend, I don’t know if you remember me c: I just wanted to stop by and apologize for harassing you to make like bondage porn (I would like to say that it wasn’t ONLY me, just mostly) I was a 14 year old boy, and at the time, I honestly didn’t 100% know what bondage was.

honestly around the time I was sending you those asks I was obsessed with you, and the amazing art you did, and I desperately wanted your attention, and you didn’t seem upset but my requests, so I kept on going.

around that time in my life, I had ran away from home, leaving the country I was in, going to Canada, living with a family I didn’t know, nannying for rent, and doing sex work into order to pay my meal and school fees. Life was super not amazing, and I was missable, but one thing that alway bright some light to my life was when I’d go onto tumblr and see that you had reblogged something, or responded to someone’s ask, even if it had nothing to do with me

sorry if it seemed like I’m making up excuses, just wanted to explain myself. I’m sorry if I had ever made you uncomfortable. And thank you for much for doing what you do 😁

(unrelated a while aback I was you say you had some theories on who I could be. I promise, I’m just some gay guy named Clyde)

This is the ask I've been waiting for my whole tumblr life hahaha. It's nice to finally meet you ❤️ thank you for reaching out, it means the world to me. I'm so happy that amidst everything happening in your world, that I was able to bring a semblance of a smile in your life 🥲❤️ I'm hoping things are better for you now! And you were definitely a unique presence in my tumblr life that I'll never forget 😁 it was always a joy when I'd get a random ask from said anon hehe ❤️❤️❤️ sending you lots of love and well wishes my friend 😌

[kaadiansmear]

Are you into other fandoms now other than South Park?

Yes. I am wasting my life into Genshin Impact lol. I also got heavily into pokemon. Those two things have taken all of my time. I also got a lizard who I'm obsessed with, so I spend a lot of time with her ❤️

[kaadiansmear]

You’ve been responding to a lot of asks lately

Does that mean you’ve returned to tumblr?

I've always been here. But I've been mainly lurking on and off. I happened to be online one time when I got a random ask, so I responded. Then I got more. I was honestly surprised that people still wanted to send me asks after all this time!

Figured it would be fun to reply 🖤

[kaadiansmear]

I really like your work and you too, you are the best author!

Author? 👀