juiceless underwear model

it’s kabru! she/he, 22. fictive system member who needs to know everything.

[kabrumination]

little intro

hi I’m kabru and i overthink things like it’s my job. fictive introject in a complex mixed system. I have autism and ocd (most prominently).

bigender, bisexual, grey-aro, i use she/her or he/him with a moderate preference on she/her! feel free to switch it up tho.

i have stupid trauma about parental stuff and about the mass casualty event from my childhood (pretty predictable if my name is at all familiar to you). if mom stuff bothers you block/filter “milsiril tag” if general ptsd stuff bothers you it’s “trauma tag.” I don’t talk that much about the other thing but if I do I’ll use “utaya tag.”

if you discourse at me I have to read it because I’m insane so please kindly don’t

[dykemessiah-deactivated20230125]

condola rashad as joan of arc i am free on sunday at 5 im just letting you know that i would be available on sunday at 5 if someone asked me to dinner on sunday at 5

[schonart]

Gift for my friend 💙❤️

[geckked]

canon labru interaction

[mmikmmik]

Underneath Kabru’s flimsy facade of being a decent guy who wants to get along with people and do the right thing, there’s his true self, a decent guy who wants to get along with people and do the right thing but with a really overwrought internal monologue

[t4timekeeper]

WE NEED TO START TELLING PEOPLE ABOUT BIGENDERISM

[t4timekeeper]

seeing people say “sometimes i wish i was a guy but i still want to be a girl too” or vice versa and it’s like YOU CAN!!! YOU CAN DO THAT!!!! TAKE MY HAND

[t4timekeeper]

i accidentally cracked a bunch of eggs with this post

[t4timekeeper]

“what do you mean accidentally op” I DIDNT THINK IT WOULD ACTUALLY WORK!!!!

[toricpride]

So sad seeing people say they didn't know this was an option or that this was 'allowed'. Firstly, there are no rules always do what makes you happy, but also this has always been one of the more common ways of being nonbinary/genderqueer its just forgotten in the "neither a man or woman" slogan. But nonbinary can also mean being both! You can be 100% both, or a 50/50 mix of both, or 30/70, or it can fluctuate, or you can be both a man and woman and third or fourth thing too, you can sometimes be a man and sometimes a woman, you can be a woman and something else but not a man, or a man and something else but not a woman! All of this can be bigender or a related label! Wanting to be something is often a sign that it is something you are, and you can be whatever you want! Be free!

[kabrumination]

he's really making it difficult for me to plan to have a fun time with laios and rin tonight because he's freaking his fucking leek about our plans. can you shut the fuck up

[kabrumination]

im gonna smother one of the other dickbags in here with me with a pillow i fucking swear to all that's holy

[dykemithrun]

autistic kabru real he told me. he told me

[ciderjacks]

What ppl don’t understand about Kabru (of Utaya) is that his natural state is not bitter hater. That’s Chilchuck. Kabru is only a bitter hater around Laios bc Laios has a unique talent for pissing other autistic ppl off. Kabru’s natural state is being a weird overly talkative charismatic freak who’s way too much in everyone’s business. He’s like a cheery yoga mom on 800mg of caffeine and no sleep.

[bixebite]

A picky eater through and through, you still have much to learn

[subatoism]

Love love love characters that present themselves as emotionally open social butterflies but the more you see of them the more obvious it is that they’re the most closed off fuckers in the story. Sure, they want to help you with your personal problems and messy emotions, but if you turn that shit back on them, they’ll shut down or deflect every time. Why are you sticking your nose in their business anyway? It’s not like it matters. They’re not a person, they’re just a role being played. They’re the guy who fixes things and saves people. Please ignore the man behind the mask, he’s fine. Everything’s fine.

[candiedfright]

immaculate surface

[kabrumination]

It’s equal parts being a girl now (some of the time/parts of me) and like, not just being but UNDERSTANDING being aro that makes me able to date rin now when I wasn’t before

[neverlove-anchor]

"but aces and aros can be in relationships"

Yes, I know that, but do YOU know that aces and aros in relationships are still aces and aros? Do you internalize that? Are you aware that we don't just suddenly turn straight, or gay or anything else?

Yes, even demis

Are you aware that a sex repulsed asexual will still be sex repulsed even in a relationship, and so, might never fuck you?

Are you aware that a romance repulsed aro will still be romance repulsed even in a seemingly normative relationship and might not like doing typical romantic gestures and activities?

Are you aware that a sex neutral or positive asexual might not actually be sexually attracted to you at all even if they do fuck you?

Are you aware that a romance neutral or positive aro might not actually be romantically into you even if they are comfortable with typical romantic gestures?

Are you aware that our identities are just as permanent as yours?

[lylahammar]

Kabru 💎

[cilceon]

I’m sorry but this is so funny