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and tonight i hate u // 19.1.18

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I think the worst part about dating someone while being incredibly insecure is that every person, no matter who it is, you never, ever feel good enough. You could be dating them for years, but every time an opportunity comes to get in your own head, you are reminded of that sick feeling in your gut. That they could have someone so much better than you. Even if you somehow overcome the feeling, you will always have that moment where you second guess yourself. Do they really want me??? What about that person they were talking to??? They’re attractive. Much better fit. It’s not even a jealousy thing because you never want to be that person that controls someone you love, and you don’t wanna tell them who they can and can’t talk to. So you’re just left trying to reassure the person that you trust them. And its REALLY NOT THEM. IT’S YOU.

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Places where reality is a bit altered:

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playgrounds at night

rest stops on highways

deep in the mountains

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early in the morning wherever it’s just snowed

trails by the highway just out of earshot of traffic

schools during breaks

those little beaches right next to ferry docks

bowling alleys

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unfamiliar mcdonalds on long roadtrips

your friends living room once everybody but you is asleep

laundromats at midnight

• any target • churches in texas • abandoned 7/11’s • your bedroom at 5 am • hospitals at midnight • warehouses that smell like dust • lighthouses with lights that don’t work anymore • empty parking lots • ponds and lakes in suburban neighborhoods • rooftops in the early morning • inside a dark cabinet

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galeries in art museums that are empty except for you

the lighting section of home depot

stairwells

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•hospital waiting rooms •airports from midnight to 7am • bathrooms in small concert venues

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I just got the weirdest feeling I swear

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OK LISTEN THERE ARE REASONS FOR THIS!!!

A lot of these places are called liminal spaces - which means they are throughways from one space to the next. Places like rest stops, stairwells, trains, parking lots, waiting rooms, airports feel weird when you’re in them because their existence is not about themselves, but the things before and after them. They have no definitive place outside of their relationship to the spaces you are coming from and going to. Reality feels altered here because we’re not really supposed to be in them for a long time for think about them as their own entities, and when we do they seem odd and out of place.

The other spaces feel weird because our brains are hard-wired for context - we like things to belong to a certain place and time and when we experience those things outside of the context our brains have developed for them, our brains are like NOPE SHIT THIS ISN’T RIGHT GET OUT ABORT ABORT. Schools not in session, empty museums, being awake when other people are asleep - all these things and spaces feel weird because our brain is like “I already have a context for this space and this is not it so it must be dangerous.” Our rational understanding can sometimes override that immediate “danger” impulse but we’re still left with a feeling of wariness and unease.

Listen I am very passionate about liminal spaces they are fascinating stuff or perhaps I am merely a nerd.