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sensual musings – series 19 part 1 – 2026-jun
-section 1- -s s19p1- -kaemusings-
-she finally made it to her hotel room -and all she wanted to do was lay down -she designated one of the beds as her lounge bed okay for outside clothes and naps -and saved the other bed for her santuary -it had the best view and she would wait until she did her shower before jumping in. -her lounge bed found her, wrapped her in as she set her bags on table, pulled out a blanket to lay on the bed and laid down. -she had been planning this day for years. -for the last two years it seemed as if obligations kept piling up and were never ending -she’d get to one stopping point and then it was another barrel of hay to tackle -she was exhausted -she had stopped counting and dying her gray hair, letting them fall like soft highlights -and she barely could keep her nails painted, let alone any kind of makeup even if just powder. -there was a sadness underneath of wondering why no one saw her as bare -but she always stifled that feeling down because it didn’t solve anything and either folks would marvel at how pretty she was anyway or they just didn’t hear her. -so she just planned for this runaway instead.
once she was finished with those thoughts -she zoned back in to the view of the sky that she was looking at but hadn’t seen. -it was then that she got a knock at her door. -she wasn’t expecting anyone and didn’t have anything to say to work staff so she ignored it. -she figured if it was something about the room they’d try and call or email -she did hear what sounded like someone sit something outside her door, and was reminded that she didn’t have a camera to check what it was like she did athome. -she decided to just leave it there and go back to her pillow and cat nap
-section 2 - s s19p1 - kaemusings
-she woke up -somewhat rested -but still impressive as she had only been asleep for an hour. -already things felt slower and less tied to a todo list. -she still did a brush check on her phone for any notifications but had already planned to ignore any unless they were emergencies. -next she was trying to decide if she’d shower now or do a quick check downstairs to see the amenities -her only real plan was for a massage almost each day she was there -moments by the water whether she got in or not -and lounging walks by whatever shops or restaurants were nearby without the pressure to buy -and then there was the always acceptable stay in her room for a nap whenever she wanted. -she decided to do a quick eye spray around to see if there was a bookshop she could call her own and to spot an open location along the water. -then she’d come back to the room and decide what to do next. -upon opening her door, she saw a bed of roses at the foot. -she was reminded that she heard them being set down before she went to sleep when she didn’t know what they were. -her first response was a smile at their sight and smell -but then there was a logic thought of her being watched. -‘or maybe it’s someone from home who knew i was here’, she thought trying to ease her concern. -she picked up the card and upon reading, ‘it was so nice to meet you…’, she remembered who it was and brought the flowers inside to read more comfortably.
-section 3 - s s19p1 - kaemusings
-between the hustle and bustle to get to the hotel, along with her nap, she actually forgot that flying in had its own hiccups along the way -everything she took in stride as she was just happy to have the destination almost near -but the flight out of her hometown was delayed by hours unexpectedly. -luckily she had planned an earlier flight with the thought of her first day being a throwaway day for rest and adjustment anyway. -but it was there that she met her now flower admirer -she knew he was flirting with her while they waited to board -and she may have been flirting back she didn’t know -or rather she didn’t restrict herself as she would’ve in the past -they shared an appetizer and beer and details of their trips, the reason behind them along with a few other life shares that feel easy to do with strangers when you’re delved in the moment. -she may have shared where she was staying, and as she snapped out of her memory to go back to the card, she realized she must have done exactly that. -the card continued on ‘…i hope these flowers find you well. -i didn’t know what room your were staying in but had them delivered to the front desk’ -that gave her a bit of relief after she wondered if she shared too much ‘…but i needed you to know how much of an impression you made on me’, -she scrunched her face at that part, wondering at what point could she have done that? -then still reading, ‘…it’s no pressure and i want you to enjoy your trip, but i’m in room 205 if you need me and hopefully you saved my number when we exchanged earlier. -anyway, take care and hope to talk to you again’ -she then looked at the small paragraph on the card as a whole -then looked off to the side -and wondered wtf was going on actually? -it wasn’t the words or even the expression that threw her. -actually most of the men she came across or at least kept around, were somewhat brooding but wordy and emotional once they let it out. -it was the suddenness of it maybe that she would not have expected. -also she didn’t know how she felt about being or starting a relationship -and actually, before she let herself take that thought further, she decided that she didn’t have to -that this was just a sweet gesture of flowers and she could enjoy it as that -she would be aware but for that moment, she found the vase included the box and set the roses in water to be waiting for her when she returned.
-section 4 - s s19p1 - kaemusings
-he finally made his way downstairs -not quite settled in his hotel room, but after his flight he went straight to a meeting and wanted some space for a little wind down. -partly he needed some room to soothe himself on his flower sending move. -he didn’t regret it and it was actually in line to what he was doing in life these days -being more in the moment -being bold in other areas, not just business -and he always added the caveat ‘when it makes sense’, and he had already been through his self dialogue that it did. -also ‘saying what you mean’ was also something he had learned from past relationships and wanted to put more in routine practice -and so far, letting the chips fall where they may, inclusive of who stayed and who didn’t, worked for him. -so with that last thought he decided to drop it -he didn’t think they’d see each other while out here -but wanted to plant a seed for when they were both in the city just in case -and if it was no case, that was going to be fine too. -so he went through his phone, scrolling to decide where he’d go visit tomorrow, when something compelled him to look up. -and when he did he saw her. -he let his eyes track her facial expression, making note how seemingly more carefree she seemed -then he laid his eyes down her frame, realizing he hadn’t quite grasped her full self as he could now from further away. -he was hoping he wasn’t visible to her -the last thing he wanted was for her to think he was stalking her -especially after writing too much on that card and reminding her that he knew where she stayed. -once he saw her turn the corner away from him, he moved and found a more discrete corner to chill in -deciding right then that he wasn’t going to mess with her during this trip -unless she came to find him herself.;
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