I just love seeing women get caught cheating...
Cheaters stay what they are, if you reduce it to the essence of it all... they cheat, they don´t know what real commitment looks like, because it´s easier to give in to desire in a moment. it´s sadening to see how many ppl cheat in life but infact, i was more suprised about numbers here... statistics say that over half of all men were cheating at... in least one point of their relationships. Most of them repeating their behaviour, since sex aparently has nothing to do with honesty or the ability to communicate before committing to a relationsship. Sadly and to not getting me wrong... women tend to have even sligtly higher numbers there... wich probably can be put down to the fact that menalways flock around their pretty little asses and regarding sexapeal and reasoning women have it a little bit easier to get layed... so what am i supposed to take from this...
Should i just assume that over 50% of all women would cheat on me or the other way around? OR maybe i sould just assume my gf will not, since she is such a great girl xD
I personally (and i talk from exp... ) hate beeing cheated on AND beeing cheated WITH... that´s just my opinion, since i had met this girl giving me the fucking best deepthroat of my life getting a call from her current bf... talking for 10 min and then sucking me again... that was just WRONG... well i did not tell her to stop but how could i take her seriously when she asked me to get together and try a relationship... if it doesn´t work with him... i mean srsly ???
To this day i had not one relationship where my girl didn´t fuck around at LEAST once, so that would in consequence mean i am just a shitty lover...
Supporting that would be my last gf... but well i didn´t even had the chance to learn her kinks since she wouldn´t open her f in mouth for anything but girlytalk and complaints... at least she looked good xD... BUT had more gfs´ so why not recall what was happening then...
The one before her... was alwas crying since my penis was too thick, so she couldn´t enjoy it after a few minutes... and since i generally take a lot of time and put lots of effort in foreplay as well... especially since i am a haptic person. The issue rather was just not fitting together on a personal level after a while and ofc sepperation trhough that long distance relationship when she started studying. Well she is much smarter than me... so she would have probably put it into better words.
My other and probably most significant relationship went for over 6 years through school and our first working exp. In the first year it was really hectic and i guess round about 3-4 times she went out on me by hj, bj or sex... since she was pretty much broken at the time we got together, well let´s just say EVEN if i don´t cheat... i didn´t give her a hard time then, since she never made me feel less of a man about it. AND even when we had disagreements about shit. Still it killed my desires towards her and i could just stay with her because she needed me AND i was in love with her. We actually had a pretty great sexlife with open discussions feeding our interests in our bodily selfes and after half a year she came back, but i shut it down.
so there you have it... 4 girls i am willing to talk about, were totally different from one another and still behaved the same way (exept the last and longest one... but we were each others firsts...) ... how am i supposed to take this and how am i to change my behaviour to Not get treated this way...
It seems to me... i generally have bad luck with this but well there probably should be something i can change...but
my personallity is what made us get together in the first place...
training my body would only give me more opportunity to get into more superficial relationships...
beeing always perfectly groomed and clothed makes me sick to my stomake... and to be honest that too just is a superficial thing...
I don´t want money and i don´t really believe in needing it, to be happy... girls who would like me for that would just be hoes... and not share my believe in problems affecting and disturbing human relations through gathering assets
should i be more attentive ??? but that would make girls suffocate...
should i write poems ??? well i do... but it didn´t get me a bj or even a hj so far xD but a thank you to my existence at least xD (that was nice)
should i be a better listener ? i pretty much was the best in listening and giving massages till my last gf...
should i be more active ??? but that would mean to do stuff i don´t want or like since i pretty much do everything i love already... exept fucking ofc XD
I thought and broke over this dilemma for a depressingly long time... and to me it seems the only way to get what i want... is just to life my life the best i can and give a shit about everything else. So maybe find a girl that is able to communicate with me openly while me finding her pretty and her finding me pretty in return... and maybe just maybe i can find a way to shed my resentment against these cheating habits... but the last thing will take me so much time to get rid of xD
communication is key... i am a funny guy, have a great laugh, good taste in music and arts, I cook relativly great, I am a little inconsequent at times(but i can change that), i am DEFENETLY no fuckboy or metrosexual dipshit that likes glittery vampires, a dumb jock or a pretencious half assed normal guy thinking to be someone you need something... there are pretty girls that like men with bellys that are still physically... so FUCK IT i will just love what i do and if noone likes me for that what i am... i will spend 1-2000 euros on a hooker on newyears to make her do all sorts of kinky shit and wake up to a girl i loved to spend the night and mony on she deserved. PEACE xD
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