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Fact #5

My JV coach did not give me playing time, he didn't believe in my playing skills and he put me in in every last 5 points of a game. It pissed me off because I would always do bad due to my nerves.

Fact #4

I play volleyball for Cesar Chavez high school. I am a varsity setter, but I am the starting right side hitter.

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I don't know how to express my perspective of life and feelings to people through spoken words, so I choose to write them here.

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Tuesday. February 3, 2015.

Woke up on the couch to my second alarm going off. Text babe, and Slowly getting myself up to get my clothes ready and get ready. Once again I am late to school, luckily today we went to HR not first period. Waited for the announcement around 7:50 to be released to our buses to head out to our college trip, #berkeley. On the bus ride there I sit next to Najah and catch up with her! We get to Berkeley but all I could think of was food. We Walked the campus just a bit and then was released to lunch, got to try Blondies and had a Thai tea with boba from teaspress. Amazeballs! We head back to the campus and do a Q&A and head back onto the bus at 2:30. I nap and wake up in Manteca. Getting back to school around 4:30, family picks me up and we head to mcdonalds for a bit. I learned today that even family can be fake as hell. Loyalty and trust isn't common in every relationship. Got to keep our circle tight. But everyday will remain a blessing. Goodnight world, 7:12pm.

Monday. February 2, 2015.

I wake up on the couch of auntie Ivette's house. I wake up to the sound of my 2nd alarm going off. I raise to grab my tooth brush, head to the bathroom and get ready. I head down stairs to check on my parents and find out the battery of the car is dead, again. Sending goodmorning text to babe. Not really being in any shock, quite used to it. I let the boys sleep til we figure out what we will be doing. Kuya kam stops by after work to give us a jump around 8:30am. Car is jumped and I run up to get the boys into the car. I get dropped off to school during 2nd period. As usual, I'm stated at til I get to my seat. The day goes on as usual, nothing new nor different. After school I head to the book room to return old books, it being a long walk from the front of the school to the book room the only thing going through my mind is "to live with grandma, to not live with grandma. Chavez or Edison?" Not knowing what I want to do. I walk to the park and wait til we leave. Family decides to eat at china palace so we do so. We eat, then head to Aliyah's house to chill. We chat up and then I FaceTime with bubby. Share laughter with Aliyah and slowly get tired. With so much on my mind, I just want to sleep and never wake up again.. Goodnight world, 9:58pm.

Sunday. February 1, 2015

I wake up on a couch at grandmas house. To the sound of pots and pans being pushed together, both grandmothers getting breakfast ready. As usual, I text babe good morning and ask if he still wants me to visit him. He said yes of course. I put the phone down and head to the kitchen table in which was set up for breakfast. We eat what so ever before we head out to go wash blankets and clothes. Of course, grandma takes her precious time getting ready. So I use the time wisely to pack the car up with the dirty laundry. After she gets ready, I then get ready! Then we head out to the laundry mat. Hours spent there, sorting, washing, drying, and folding. Then done. Rushing to put the laundry in the car so I can see my baby. But, grandma then makes me want to eat. Tries to make me eat at home, at triad, and then mcdonalds. I then have in and let her buy me whatever with out having a appetite. I then get dropped off to Joshua's house, helping grandma get around the car to the driver side making sure she pulls away safely. I say hello to everyone in the house and wait to get picked up... We arrive to uncle Glenn's and then we greet once again and I'm then given the baby, Noah. I fall in love with him because he's so cute! Being only a month. Super Bowl starts, and I'm handed the baby once again. Noah falls asleep and soon josh does too. Half hour or so later, Joshua wakes up slurping up his drool he's let out on my shoulder. That's love huh? Around 6, Kuya kam picks me up and I head back to auntie Ivette's. To my dad gone and my mom stressing. I feel bad as shit but I can't do as much as I wish I could. I tell my mom I can't take our life style any longer, so she leaves me with "you can go live with your grandma kahlea, you know that. I'll transfer you if that's what's best for you." Leaving me in shock but understand meant. Dad arrives, and I head up to bed. Goodnight world, 10:--pm.