Local Himbo

Kai | He/Him | 🏳️‍⚧️ Let me be a stupid love drunk idiot

[kai-dimir]

Master Post

I'm Kai! My blog is mostly dragon age right now but will probably fade into other fandoms too.

This is just a master post for ease of navigation for myself and anyone who's looking for something specific.

General link

Tag List - Tag games - Ask games - Ask game answers - writing - writing prompts - writing resources - writing tips - Friends writing - vampire - life and mood

Anything tagged life, mood, and vampire are me core. If you have a problem I could care less. I know I'm a freak.

OCs

Kai De Riva - Dragon age - Rook

Ezra Ingellvar - Dragon age - Rook

Konan Van Hellsing - My first OC - She's my baby

My Writing

AO3

Viago's Lock and Key - Viago/Teia/Illario - BDSM - Papa Emmrich's Gift Exchange

Our Bird - Rookanis - Monster Fucking - Kinktober 2025

Here Forever - Rookanis - Vampire blood play - Kinktober 2025

By Hook or by crook - ongoing Rookanis - Rodeo Crow AU

Close to home - ongoing Rookanis fic - Modern world with magic AU

And now we part - Prequel to Close to home - Viago week 2025 - Modern with magic AU

Two flames create infernos - Viago week 2025 - Emotional Drunk Sex - One shot - NSFW

Where crows roost - shameless Rookanis smut - obviously NSFW

A change in plans - Rook takes the Calivan contract instead of lucanis - One shot

A lesson in elvish - Rook dirty talks Lucanis in elvish to let off steam - One shot

Word with friends 8/29/25 - Primative Veilguard - Dinosaurs attack

Word with friends 8/24/25 - Rookanis arranged marriage AU snippet

Word with friends 7/18/25 - AU: Close to home - Lace and Rook moving in together

Reflection Reuseday 7/12/25 - Rook is drunk and overhears Lucanis talking to Spite

Thursday Banger 4/24/25 - Rook contemplating staying in the regret prison - One shot

A Word with friends 4/23/25 - The knife incident - One shot

Thursday Banger 4/17/25 - The day after the Crow graduation party - One shot

Rook Wednesday 4/9/25 - After the events of the game where do they live? - One shot

Rook Wednesday 3/19/25 - Mirror: what is Rook’s favorite thing about their appearance? The least favorite? - One shot

Rook’s pregnant on Tear stone island - Angst - it’s not cannon to my Rook - One shot

Rook Wednesday 2/12/25 - What first attracted your Rook to their love interest? What attracted the love interest to rook? & Is there relashionship a secret? Who knows about it? - One shots

Rook Wednesday 2/5/25 - What does your rook see in the fade prison? Does it follow the game or is it something different? - One shot

Rook Wednesday 1/29/25 - Rook’s relationship with his faction mentor - One shot

I might add more to this master post, but this is it for now.

[kai-dimir]

I’m not dead. Life is just being a pain in the ass. Enjoy what will eventually be a unicorn. 💜

[lotusfueltofire]

Help a trans man survive one more month

I’m not going to lie: I’m exhausted.

I’m tired of rejection emails. I’m tired of interviews that go nowhere. I’m tired of waiting for responses that never come. I’ve been job hunting for months and I’m struggling to stay afloat right now.

Usually I try to open emergency commissions before making a donation post, but I honestly don’t have the energy to push commissions properly at the moment. So I’m swallowing my pride a little and asking for help again.

Anything genuinely helps. Even a small donation or a reblog means a lot to me right now.

0/180 USD

Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/lotusreverie

PayPal: [email protected]

Thank you for reading, sharing, or helping in any way. 💜

[lotusfueltofire]

Help a trans man survive one more month

I’m not going to lie: I’m exhausted.

I’m tired of rejection emails. I’m tired of interviews that go nowhere. I’m tired of waiting for responses that never come. I’ve been job hunting for months and I’m struggling to stay afloat right now.

Usually I try to open emergency commissions before making a donation post, but I honestly don’t have the energy to push commissions properly at the moment. So I’m swallowing my pride a little and asking for help again.

Anything genuinely helps. Even a small donation or a reblog means a lot to me right now.

0/180 USD

Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/lotusreverie

PayPal: [email protected]

Thank you for reading, sharing, or helping in any way. 💜

[me-envenena-viago]

Deadly Devotion - Charity Release Information

Hi everyone!

We’re so excited to finally release Deadly Devotion - A ViaRook Zine, a collaborative fan project made with hard work, care, and so much love.

This zine contains 480+ pages of fanmade content created for the ViaRook community, including stories, artwork, and short written pieces centered on devotion in all its tender, dangerous, and complicated forms. We can’t wait to share it with you.

Contributors:

Mod Staff:

@lotusfueltofire @styxdysnomia

Artists:

@loustica-lucia @beachhotdog @sorcerousadventurer @mxssful @thimblings @artofcorinne @12thhouse-sun @magpiebee @dudouji

Writers:

@wolfmoonwildflowers @cheerysmores @misery-chic @hyperions-light @juniper-and-dragonthorn @inquisimer @handsignals @ladyofcrowsandcoffee @veil-song @wishforhome @lotusfueltofire @styxdysnomia

For the first two months of release, Deadly Devotion will be available through direct donation to the Transgender Law Center.

To receive the zine:

Donate any amount through the official donation link or their PayPal donation link.

Email your proof of donation to: [email protected]

Once we receive it, we’ll send you the digital PDF version of the zine.

You are welcome to censor any personal or sensitive information from your proof of donation. We only need to be able to confirm the donation itself.

After this two-month donation period, the zine will be made available for free, with donations still encouraged for anyone who is able to contribute.

This way, all donations go directly to the charity, and we do not handle, collect, or hold any of the funds ourselves.

Please note that this is a digital PDF zine only. No physical item will be shipped.

Content notice: This zine is rated Mature and is intended for adult audiences. Please review the content warnings included in the PDF before reading.

Thank you all so much for your patience, support, and enthusiasm. We hope you enjoy the zine!

Every like and reblog helps! So if you’re unable to donate, sharing the release post is already a wonderful way to support the project. 💚

More information about donations and regional access below.

Additional note about donations and regional access:

Before release, we looked into several possible ways to make the donation process easier and more accessible, including creating a PayPal option where we would collect donations first and donate the full amount to the charity at the end of the two-month period.

After testing, however, PayPal withheld the funds and did not allow us to donate using PayPal balance alone. Because of this, we do not feel comfortable collecting or holding donation money ourselves, especially for a charity project. We want this process to be as transparent and secure as possible for everyone.

We are also aware that the official donation options may be region-blocked in some countries. We are truly sorry if this prevents you from donating directly. We tried multiple possible solutions before making this decision, but the safest option available to us right now is to have all donations go directly through the Transgender Law Center’s official donation pages.

Please do not send donation funds directly to any mod, contributor, or personal PayPal account. To receive the zine during the donation period, please donate through the official charity links only, then email us your proof of donation.

If you are unable to donate because of regional limitations, please don’t worry. The zine will still be made available for free after the two-month donation period, and sharing the release post is already a wonderful way to support the project!

[me-envenena-viago]

Announcement

Hi guys!

We’re going to need to postpone sales one more time, this time by only one week. Instead of starting on May 10th (which is also Mother’s Day here in Brazil), sales will now begin on May 17th.

I’ve been dealing with some personal circumstances while also handling all of the formatting and final organization for the zine, and I want to make sure I can deliver the best possible final product for everyone involved.

Thank you all so much for the patience and support throughout this project. I truly appreciate it, and I hope you all have an amazing week.

See you on May 17th!

[lotusfueltofire]

Commissions open again - need support this month 💜

Commissions are open again this month 💜 I am still job hunting and need help covering bills. I am sorry to ask again - job and client hunting has been tough, but I am doing my best to keep things moving. Opening now so I’ll have time to complete commissions properly!

If you have ever wanted something from me, this is a really good time. And if you cannot commission right now, reblogs help more than you think ✨

I have gathered a Google Drive with all commissions and work I have done for people and events, that you can find right here. And you can see my professional behance here. If you need to add me to discord: lotusfueltofire.

What I can do for 15 dollars:

Virtual Photography Editing (Set of 5)

Gift Sets (Set of 2-3)

Wallpapers (1 each)

Tumblr, bsky and twitter banners (Set of 1-2)

Dividers for your tumblr (Light and Dark version)

Ficlets (up to 1k words or a bit more - for more of my writing: my AO3)

I can write anything for DATV and recently completed an Emmrook fic for a client

Graphics for your event (formats for twitter, tumblr and bsky)

My goal for this month is 200 dollars to help cover bills.

If you would rather donate directly, you can do it at my ko-fi here 💜

0/200 dollars so far.

Anything helps - even just a reblog means a lot 💜 thank you for being here

[lotusfueltofire]

25/200 dollars so far.

Thank you for all the reblogs. I'll get there eventually. Again, any donations are welcome to my ko-fi here 💜

[lotusfueltofire]

85/200 dollars so far.

Thank you all!

[lotusfueltofire]

Any help is appreciated, reblogs, tips!

85/200 dollars so far.

[lotusfueltofire]

Commissions open again - need support this month 💜

Commissions are open again this month 💜 I am still job hunting and need help covering bills. I am sorry to ask again - job and client hunting has been tough, but I am doing my best to keep things moving. Opening now so I’ll have time to complete commissions properly!

If you have ever wanted something from me, this is a really good time. And if you cannot commission right now, reblogs help more than you think ✨

I have gathered a Google Drive with all commissions and work I have done for people and events, that you can find right here. And you can see my professional behance here. If you need to add me to discord: lotusfueltofire.

What I can do for 15 dollars:

Virtual Photography Editing (Set of 5)

Gift Sets (Set of 2-3)

Wallpapers (1 each)

Tumblr, bsky and twitter banners (Set of 1-2)

Dividers for your tumblr (Light and Dark version)

Ficlets (up to 1k words or a bit more - for more of my writing: my AO3)

I can write anything for DATV and recently completed an Emmrook fic for a client

Graphics for your event (formats for twitter, tumblr and bsky)

My goal for this month is 200 dollars to help cover bills.

If you would rather donate directly, you can do it at my ko-fi here 💜

0/200 dollars so far.

Anything helps - even just a reblog means a lot 💜 thank you for being here

[lotusfueltofire]

25/200 dollars so far.

Thank you for all the reblogs. I'll get there eventually. Again, any donations are welcome to my ko-fi here 💜

[lotusfueltofire]

85/200 dollars so far.

Thank you all!

[lotusfueltofire]

Any help is appreciated, reblogs, tips!

85/200 dollars so far.

[kai-dimir]

I’ve been writing away on my dnd campaign. No progress on any of my fics, but I haven’t forgotten them. I have many ideas.

I want to share the escapades of my party to make up for that.

I’m running a dinosaur themed DnD campaign, less Jurassic park, more horror science.

My party at this time consisted of Dr grant and his velociraptor familiar, Ronin, the discount ninja turtle, and Lovenox, the marine who has been transformed into a triceratops.

After a failed attempt to kidnap Ronin, the party followed the kidnappers back to a magic laboratory. In a room with many unlabeled potions and pre prepared labels that have been erased and re written many times, the Dr is puzzling out what label belongs to what potion. Lovenox, proceeds to drink several with out a second thought. He drinks a potion of polychromy, a potion of poison, and a potion of divinity. (Divinity is a made up potion with effects similar to LSD) The party barbarian is not poisoned, passed the con save, can shift their color at will to blend into the surroundings, and is also having the best trip of his life while regaling war stories of taking lsd before battle.

The dr gets the remaining two potions sorted out and pockets them. More shenanigans. The party enters a room with an egg pie. Lovenox eats the egg pie. Lovenox quickly learns the egg pie was sentient and intelligent. Lovenox brefly gains intelligence before losing it all. He only retains a small amount of the knowledge because he has a very low intelligence score. He’s barely smarter than an actual dinosaur.

The party gets a few cursed items.

They find a room with just a jar of mushrooms in it. Lovenox eats them and sees visions on hell. His drill Sargent/comander is there. Lovenox talks to him while advising an infernal on his poker game.

Lovenox is played by my best friend and pharmacist. We’ve know each other since we were children. I expect nothing less from her.

[lotusfueltofire]

Commissions open again - need support this month 💜

Commissions are open again this month 💜 I am still job hunting and need help covering bills. I am sorry to ask again - job and client hunting has been tough, but I am doing my best to keep things moving. Opening now so I’ll have time to complete commissions properly!

If you have ever wanted something from me, this is a really good time. And if you cannot commission right now, reblogs help more than you think ✨

I have gathered a Google Drive with all commissions and work I have done for people and events, that you can find right here. And you can see my professional behance here. If you need to add me to discord: lotusfueltofire.

What I can do for 15 dollars:

Virtual Photography Editing (Set of 5)

Gift Sets (Set of 2-3)

Wallpapers (1 each)

Tumblr, bsky and twitter banners (Set of 1-2)

Dividers for your tumblr (Light and Dark version)

Ficlets (up to 1k words or a bit more - for more of my writing: my AO3)

I can write anything for DATV and recently completed an Emmrook fic for a client

Graphics for your event (formats for twitter, tumblr and bsky)

My goal for this month is 200 dollars to help cover bills.

If you would rather donate directly, you can do it at my ko-fi here 💜

0/200 dollars so far.

Anything helps - even just a reblog means a lot 💜 thank you for being here

[weekly-eons]

[emryx]

Modern Teia, for your consideration

[aonik]

[sathynae]

KNOCK... knock...

Smooth version for one particular person

[burnoull]

Crow sandwich

[weekly-eons]

amethyst eeveeolution?

(favorite gemstone, amethysts are so pretty 💜✨)

Porple

[weekly-eons]

Fairy-Dark eeveelution?? Or umbreon/sylveon fusion?

silly lil guy