no need to feel bad, we all feel like that sometimes. take care and don't worry about us. take as long as you need to come back, we really understand and really don't mind.
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i have no words, thank you so much. you all make me so happy 💗
hi anon! sorry for the late response i've been okay, just have no motivation to write 😭 i feel so bad about no fufilling requests and the lack of content 💔
Hello, Kaida! How is it going? I just want to make sure you're taking proper care of yourself... So, have you been hydrating, eating, resting and taking breaks? I really hope so, your well-being is very valuable. You should also remember how loved, valid, important and special you are. I love you! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
i'm crying thank you so much anon! you're so sweet and i hope the samething for you ❤
Hello Kaida!! just wanted to pop by to say hello, i jusrt stumbled upon your blog and I'm loving your writing! Do remember to have your rest and drink lotsa water!! <3
hi there! sorry for the late response and thank you for the kind words they mean a lot ❤
Just wonderin. Do you have a Dni list? (Aka do not interact list) and are your requests open?
no i don't, i don't write NSFW anymore on this blog but the few i do have are marked as DNI or NSFW/18+. And my requests aren't open at the moment i'm having major writers block and don't want to take any more requests when i have no idea when i'll be writing again (:
Hello, excuse me, do you have any requesting rules? More specifically regarding injuries, sad thoughts, polyam relationships, yanderes and homosexuality?
hi anon! the only rules i have are no NSFW and no character x character , i only do character x reader and i write the reader gender nuetral unless requested otherwise but i also won't write anything im not 100% comfortable with! 😊💭
"oikawa breaks up with you before he moves to argentina to continue volleyball and months later he is filled with regret"
oikawa tooru x gn! reader
kaida's note: my heart was breaking while writing this lol 💭
lower case intended.
“february 21, 2022 is a day i’ll never forget. on that day i made you cry, you cried so much that my shirt became drenched in your tears, your cheeks were pink and you couldn’t even speak without your voice constantly breaking down.
it aches my heart everytime i think of you and all i could really say is i’m sorry. i’ll never know if i made the right decision giving up on our relationship, could we have worked out even if i was in whole different country? i’m not sure and neither are you but that all falls on me doubting on us. no matter how far and how much i accomplish in volleyball, i think having you by my side will always be my biggest success in life.
i visit your social medias often, well after you unblocked me of course but who could blame you? i did break your heart and mine simultaneously but even so you look happy, really really happy.
i miss our ice cream dates and how they'd always end up with us wearing it rather than us eating it. i'm sorry for saying this when it's all my fault, you were begging for me to stay, that you'd change but it truly wasn't you it was me. i know you didn't believe me when i said but it's true, you were perfect and i let you go, my biggest regret.
you'll always have my heart.
- oikawa tooru."
oikawa rubbed his eyes to stop his tears from falling on the finished letter, even if you'd never receive it he still wanted it to be in perfect condition.
"yuno comes to realize what love truly is and that he is indeed in love with you"
yuno x gn! reader
kaida's note: this is a few weeks old and i hate myself for it, the next character i have lined up is an oikawa from haikyuu angst letter 💭
lower case intended.
"february 3, 2022 was the day i had finally come to the realization that i was in love with you and i’m continuing to fall for you, harder and deeper each and every day i spend with you.
no matter how much time has passed that beautiful face of yours still makes my heart race, no one has ever made me feel the way you do. you’ve made me the happiest i’ve ever been in just the few months we’ve been together and i thank you for that. you’re my biggest blessing in life and i promise to never break your heart or make you cry all i want is for you to smile and to be happy.
i just love when your hand is intertwined with mine at times i never want to let go, i never want to lose you. everytime i look at you the world stops moving, when i'm with you no one else matters, when i'm with you all my worries go away, when i'm with you it's magical.
you're my favorite part of my day and you're all i look forward to seeing. you'll always be mine and i'll always be yours. i look forward to our future together, all the laughs, happiness and special moments that are yet to come, i can’t thank the universe enough for putting you in my life. i’ll always be grateful that out paths crossed, you’re my everything, you’ll always be my everything.
with love,
yuno"
yuno smiled at the letter, he knows he's not the best at expressing how he feels, it's a little foreign to him. the easiest way for him to do it is by writing it down he just hopes you feel the love he has for you through his words.
Hello! May I ask for a fluff Yuno x reader where they bake (or try to bake) something together, please?
baking goodies for two.
"you and yuno bake cookies together while a mini food fight breaks out between you both"
yuno x gn! reader
kaida’s note: i’m a baker myself so when i saw this request with my favorite character i got so excited, i got so into detail when describing the ingredients so i had to erase most of it, like hi you’re here to read some cute yuno fluff and i’m giving you my chocolate chip cookie recipe anyway i hope you enjoy! 💭
lowercase intended.
it had come as a surprise to you that yuno liked sweet goods to you it just didn't fit his personality. his love for sweets is exactly how you got in this mess, no literally in a mess, flour on the floor, in your hair and on the counter while batter splattered across the sink and on yuno’s shirt.
“we can fix this” you smiled up at him while clapping your hands, yuno said nothing but smile back at you. he loved how much you were trying for him.
you first took notice of yuno’s love for sweets when you two were on a walk through the capital, he would stop every few minutes to see the sweet goods the multiple street vendors would be selling. he would always offer you a bite of whatever he bought but you would always decline but that was only because you loved to see the sweet smile yuno plastered on his face when he’d be eating his snack, it truly warmed your heart to see him so happy.
while you concentrated on the cook book in front you, yuno watched you closely observing your facial features, he noticed how you’d frown your eyebrows and bite your lip when you didn’t understand something or how you’d smile once you understand what the book is trying to tell you. how could you be perfect? he asked himself that everyday.
“yuno did hear me?” once yuno came back to his senses he noticed you staring at him with a concerned look on your face.
“yes, why wouldn’t i?”
“hm, okay...well could you get me the eggs and milk please?”
“of course” he kissed the top of your head before going to the fridge to get the ingredients you asked for, shortly after he returned to you having mixed all the dry ingredients together. “smells good” he said looking at the bowl in front of you, you giggle at what he said which made him frown his eyebrows.
“that was cute of you” you giggled, yuno stood behind you as he poured the milk in a separate bowl and you cracked the eggs. once you began to whisk all the wet and dry ingredients together yuno wrapped his arms around you and gave you a kiss on the cheek. “what are you doing?” you asked with a giant smile on your face and butterflies roaming wild in your stomach.
“showing my appreciation” he gave you another kiss on the cheek before walking away from you, he got the pans and buttered them so that the cookies wouldn’t stick. you were in charge of rolling the cookie dough into balls and handing them off to yuno to place on the tray. once you two finished and placed the cookies in the oven it was time to clean everything, you gave yuno a pout and he already knowing you don’t want to clean. “i know what you’re saying but we both made this mess, more you than me but i still need to help” yuno walked away from you before you could process what he said.
“h-hey i didn’t make more of a mess than you!” you took a handful of flour and threw it towards yuno who was just turning back to look at you but the second he was fully turned towards you the flour hit him dead in the face. you couldn’t help but burst into laughter.
“oh that’s funny to you?”
“not it’s not, it’s hilarious” you could feel tears on the corner of your eyes from all the laughter you were doing but that soon stopped when you felt flour in your mouth. “ew!” you screamed spitting out the flour that got in your mouth “yuno you’re so dead” you laughed grabbing a handful of flour and throwing it at him. you both chased each other around the kitchen only to be disrupted by the now ready cookies.
“they smell so good” yuno complimented following you towards the oven, he went to reach for one but you swatted his hand away.
“they need to cool down before you eat them, they’re hot” you said suddenly feeling a gust of wind enter the kitchen causing for the cookies to be at the perfect temperature to eat. “funny” you said smiling and trying to not laugh at yuno’s childish behavior that comes out every once and awhile. yuno gave you a cookie while he took his, you watched yuno closely as he took the first bite of the cookies you both made and there it was the usual smile he made every time he’d take the first bite.
“so good” he said with a mouth full of food, you were so happy to hear yuno say they were good. you both silently ate the cookies while enjoying each others company, this moment was perfect for the both of you.
characters included: yuno, mimosa, william, finral, nozel, fuegoleon, leopold, mereoleona, charlotte and jack.
gn! reader
kaida's note: i was suppose to share this on valentine's day but i got caught up and never got a chance to finish it until now 🥺💭
YUNO
yuno anxiously tapped his fingers against the table, he was waiting for you to arrive to your valentine’s day dinner he set up. he had a bouquet of roses set on the table for you and a tiny box decorated with a silver ribbon, inside contained a necklace with his name on it, he was going to officially make you his. once you arrived, you took his breath away, you were stunning and you were going to be his.
MIMOSA
valentine's day, a day filled with love and joy one of mimosa's favorite holidays. she couldn't wait to shower you in love and gifts, she handmade everything she was going to give to you, homemade chocolate, flowers she grew herself and a card filled with 1,000 reasons why she loves you. she couldn't wait to see your face when she gifted your her gifts. she couldn’t stop thinking about you all day and just the thought of you was enough to make her blush all day.
WILLIAM
william prepares weeks in advance for this special day, it had been obvious to everyone that their captain was not in the right headspace all he could think about was making this valentine’s day perfect for you. he planned a lovey candlelit dinner, the lights in the room were lowlit, rose petals were spread on the ground leading up to the table while classical music played in the background. the way your eyes lit up when you saw his surprise was enough for him to know he did a good job.
FINRAL
valentine’s day is finral’s big day to show you just how much he loves you even though he does that everyday already, he gets a giant bouquet of freshly picked roses and a giant stuffed teddy bear that he sprays with his cologne. he makes you a homemade card, he writes all his feelings for you in it and he makes you a photobook with all his favorite pictures of you both.
NOZEL
nozel was just terrible at showing you his feelings, you knew he loved you but he wasn’t the most romantic partner. you weren’t necessarily expecting anything for valentine’s day but that was not the case since being a royal nozel makes sure to get you the finest roses, imported chocolate and the most expensive wine. he got a little advice from both nebra and noelle, he was nervous about his gifts and he hoped this was enough to make you happy.
FUEGOLEON
fuegoleon ran around the crimson lion base like a madman, the entire squad looked at their usually calm and collected captain in confusion. some whispers and there asking if anyone knows what's happening with their captain. fuegoleon was panicking over valentine's day. after so many years together he still never knows what to get you but on this specific valentine's day he made the decision to propose to you, he felt it was the right time and he couldn't wait to spend the rest of his life with you.
LEOPOLD
after leopold finished blowing up the last balloon he let it go and stepped back to see his work. in letter shaped balloons he wrote ‘happy valentine’s day love’ he taped them across the wall of your bedroom while dozens of red, pink and white balloons float all around your room, he had bouquets of your favorite flowers placed around your room and a giant plushie sat on your bed. he smiled, satisfied with his special surprise for you.
MEREOLEONA
every year it’s the same thing with mereoleona, she doesn’t bother with valentine’s day to her it’s any regular day she never understood why there’d be a holiday to show your partner you love them when you should be doing that everyday regardless. even with the presents given to her by her partner, she still can’t be bothered with the holiday or so that’s what she wants everyone to think. you’ve come to notice that only on valentine’s day will mereoleona allow you to win in a spar match against her, to save yourself from endless torture you’ve never said anything about it but just enjoy the small things she does on valentine’s day.
CHARLOTTE
charlotte doesn’t know what to get you, she runs around the capital looking for the perfect gift for you and just as she was about to admit defeat her always reliable squad came to her aid. this was her first valentine's day ever and she wanted it to be perfect, thanks to some advice she got dressed in a tight dark blue dress letting her hair down and she treated you to dinner that she made again thanks to the help of her squad and she even said i love you for the first time that night as well.
JACK
all day long jack sees nothing but heart shaped everything around the capital, he tries his best to ignore it but everything lovey dovey keeps getting pushed into his face. you never expected anything from jack so when you saw your favorite snacks and a heart shaped card that you could tell he cut himself your heart filled with warmth and you couldn’t hold back the smile on your face.
“you and william break up after the elf invasion and all he could do is write you letters because seeing you in person will never happen again”
william vangeance x gn! reader
kaida's note: i always write william in these angsty scenarios i really have to stop he deserve so much love but next time..🥲💭
buy me kofi 💭
"january 27, 2022, marks exactly six months since we parted ways, my beloved how i miss you.
my heart aches for you every passing day but i have no one to blame but myself, i ruined us and i will never forgive myself for it. you were and will always be the best thing to ever to me, you being in my life is nothing but a memory now. i know i could say i’m sorry countless times but it’ll never be enough to repair our broken relationship. even if i could just have you as a friend would be enough for me but that again will never be a possibility.
you had such an impact on my life and i will always remember the memories we created together. from our first date to our last fight, everything good and everything bad i will always remember because you were there to share the moment. i know you’ll never comeback but i’ll continue to wish for you on every star in the night sky.
i have no idea where you are or what you’re doing but i hope you’re happy, that’s all i ever wanted for you. i’ve brought you so much pain and tears, no matter how much i want you back i’ve caused you so much suffering that i no longer deserve you’re loving self. i should’ve thought about you and i ask myself everyday why i didn’t think about you. you were everything to me and i took you for granted, i wish i didn’t do what i did but the past cannot be erased.
i miss you forever”
love always,
william
william closed the envelope and placed in a drawer full of other unsent letters marked with your name.
hiii, can i request some headcanons on asta, yuno, luck and noelle watching a scary movie with their s/o? Thank u sm, i love ur blog!! 💞
scary movie date.
"how asta, yuno, noelle and luck would act while watching a scary movie with their s/o"
characters x gn! reader
kaida's note: hiiii anon! sorry for being a lil rusty but i hope you enjoy! 💭
lowercase intended.
buy me kofi 💭
asta makes a blanket fort with all your favorite snacks and drinks so that you're comfortable during the movie
he reassures you that anytime you get scared during the movie that it's okay to hold on to him
don't be surprised if he's the one clinging onto you during scary or gory parts
he'd be the type to drape a blanket over you both and pull you in close
if yuno sees you are getting a little too scared he'll put his arm around you and pull you closer, he also reassure you that it's fake and if it weren't he'd be there to protect you
he secretly enjoys watching you cling onto him during scary or gory parts, he smiles a little at it but due to the dark room you can't see it
luck finds it amusing to see you scared but it finds it cute too but this also causes for him to jump scare you every so often during the movie
he comments on how fun it'd be to be part of the movie
he's movie talker, always interrupting during suspenseful moments, always asking questions, tugging on you to answer them if you don't
noelle will bring a ton of snacks, sweet salty, sour and sugary drinks, she'll have you bring blankets/pillows
noelle at the begining will act as if watching a scary movie is ridiculous and that she won't get scared, that's a lie and she's holding onto almost the whole time
no matter how long you two gave been together willian still gets scared about holding your hand or giving you a kiss
he makes sure you never go to bed angry or upset
he's very observant of your behavior and can always tell what mood your in so there's no point in lying to him about how you feel
expect flowers delievered to you when he's busy with his captain duties it's his way of saying he loves you and that he's sorry for not spending enough time with you
he is so touch starved, he gets happy when you give him a hug unexpectedly, give him all the hugs in the world he will never complain
his favorite thing to do is lay his head on your lap as you run your fingers through his hair, again it's him being touch starved
he was so excited to tell julius about you and he goes to him whenever he needs advice
your dates normally just consist of you both staying in and watching a movie or just talking but every so often william likes to throw in a fancy dinner
he constantly needs to be told "i love you" as reassurance, he thinks he'll always be in disbelief that someone could truly love him
he adores getting forehead kisses but he loves giving them more when his confidence is up of course, he feels they're more intimate and sweet
he always lends a listening ear to you, he doesn't want you to feel like you can't tell him anything
he will occassionaly just stare at you but don't worry he's just admiring your wonderful face
he has this thing where he pats your head when he's proud of you
