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Glimpse of God's miracles in my daily life.

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Day 1 ? Mayb ?

I'm a heartless person and it's time to journal out things to be appreciate of.

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Addiction

The opposite of addiction is Connection.

Addiction is where you put all your love into something that causes addiction.

In general, people do that because they are lonely, and there is something that we should fill up, something that needs to be filled up in order to fill it alive.

Social media can be an addiction;

Eating can be an addiction.

Pursuing untouchable achievements is my addiction.

However, none of these can satisfy the longing and the emptiness of your soul.

[kaiiier]

Failure is a good teacher.

I have been listening this all this while.

I should have pursue failure, but there's a constant fear of failure and kiasu inside of me that hold me back that become the better self. And to try new things.

OH NO!

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Holiday

It has been a long time i feel this excitement.

Not because of any awards nor achievement,

Not because of good food, and not because of good things happen.

It's just because tomorrow it's Agong's birthday and this probably is the greatest thing happen to a student-full-time-worker.

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When I say surrender, I’m not really handing over. 

When I sing joy, I’m not really happy. 

When I express love, I’m not really satisfied. 

When the sky is dark, the crushing wind blew over my bone and the hectic life took away all my breath, the agony is real. 

I heard of you, but now I see you. 

When I trust You I don't need to understand. 

You are so so good to me. 

How small am I? How gigantic you are.

Incomparable, invisible yet visible.

[thestudyfeels]

2019.

I hope 2019 can be the year we finally realise that we can’t forever keep falling. That we’ll have to rise, one day, and stand up for ourselves, proudly and loudly.

I hope 2019 can be the year we commit to our dreams, to bettering ourselves, to doing meaningful work and leaving an impact.

I hope 2019 can be the year we love ourselves, accept our flaws and focus on bettering those, instead of hating ourselves for having said flaws.

As much as I hope 2019 brings warmth and sunshine to all of us, I hope more that 2019 will be the year we realise suffering is inevitable to be legendary and pray that we break more, just so we can leave our hollow shells behind and rebuild better.

I hope 2019 will a year that we can look back upon with pride, at all the messes we created, and be proud of the person we became.

[kaiiier]

哭泣有用的话紫禁城早都被大水淹没了

璎珞【延禧攻略•5】

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人心存良善，更应懂得自保。

延禧2

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没有道德的政治

没有责任的享乐

没有是非的知识

没有人性的科学

没有牺牲的信仰

不劳而或的财富

不道德的交易。

[kaiiier]

Dare to dream

He loves me. 

The dreams inside of me are given by Him. 

I have always the confusion of why people are chasing after money, and I have been chasing on something else that did not make sense.

He gave you the dreams. It is Him who gives you the possibility to dream and allow you to dream. 

This is my very first time to picture everything that I have been longing for. 

The courage to dream is precious.

Ephesians 3:20-21 New King James Version (NKJV)

20 Now to Him who is able to do 

Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly 

Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly

Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask 

Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think

according to the power that works in us, 21 to Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen.

Thank God. 

[kaiiier]

1. 45kg

2. Online cert 

3. Freelancemode 

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bream

45kg

Getbetanbanonlinebinedegreebreecertbert.

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Allness

The world is infinitely complex. Recognising that there is more to learn, more to see, more to hear, you leave yourself open to this additional information, and you’re better prepared to assimilate it. 

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To be conscious that you are ignorant is a great step toward knowledge.

British prime minister Benjamin Disraeli

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what we know of other people is only memory of the moments during which we knew them. And they have changed since them....at every meeting we are meeting a stranger.

T.S.Eliot <The Cocktail Party>

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BIG FISH WITH PARTITION

The Interpersonal Communication Book, Global Edition

Alfred Korzybski (1933) used an interesting illustration in this connection: In a tank, there is a large fish and many small fish that are its natural food source. Given freedom in the tank, the large fish will eat the small fish. After some time, the tank is partitioned, with the large fish on one side and the small fish on the other, divided only by glass. For a time, the large fish will try to eat the small fish but will fail; each time it tries, it will knock into the glass partition. After some time it will learn that trying to eat the small fish means difficulty, and it will no longer go after them. Now, however, the partition is removed, and the small fish swim all around the big fish. But the big fish does not eat them and in fact, will die of starvation while its natural food swims all around. The large fish has learned a pattern of behaviour, and even though the actual territory has changed, the map remains static.

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The toilet and the panorama

This morning, I woke up early at 0630 realizing there were a heavy rain and cold weather. The panorama from the 11th floor is literally stunningly beautiful and I could see the clouds drifted by slowly in front of my eyes. 

God, what do you want to say to me today? 

I got into a toilet and repeated the question,

Daddy, what do you want me to learn today?

The toilet is cubicle and the moment I looked at the window, I realized there is a huge gap between the big beautiful city out there vs the cubicle cosy toilet.

That’s it.  

First, acknowledge your own ‘blind spots’ and deal with them, and then you’ll be capable of dealing with the ‘blind spot’ of your friend.' Matthew 7:5,21 

The world full of people with blind spots and you just cannot see the blind spots behind the beautiful faces. However, acknowledging your own blind spots of being unappreciated of things you have is better to allow yourself to set the eyes on yourself, not others.