i just want to be understood. as someone with bpd i can hardly understand myself sometimes but i know what triggers me and i know how i react. i make these things known to the people around me yet they don’t get it. i cant control my emotions and i’m trying so hard to be better. it’s not my fault, it’s the fault of my brain. i know people who also have bpd as well and they don’t even sympathize with my faults. what the freak.

















