𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨 𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙖 .

ind . priv . highly sel . rio kamichika of durarara !!    ♡   dash only .

[kamichikas]

*  coueture‌  .

          ❛     maybe  not  !  but  taking  𝐚𝐝𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐞  of  other  people’s  kindness  should  be  a  𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞  , dontcha’  think  ?     ❜

        ‘ I CAN’T   really argue with that  .  you’re right  ,  ramuda - san  .  may i see your  latest designs   ?    ah  -  if that’s alright with you that is  .   ’

[kamichikas]

  *  unstabletm  .

         ‘ i would never lie to you ; only speaking the way you do ! ’ /   @kamichikas·   ;   one - liner

     ‘ I TRUSTED YOU  .  .  .  ’   she states rather matter of factly   &   she did  !   not anymore of course but once upon a time  .  .  .    ‘  i don’t know how you sleep at night  ,  doing the things you do  .  .  you’re horrible  .  ’

[kamichikas]

hvocs  . 

shizuo’s   not   an   idiot   .   .   .   he   might   not   have   full   comprehension   on   some   subjects   ;   the   basis   of   all   of   his   knowledge   doesn’t   fit   the   criteria   of   society’s   so   smoothly   ,   but   he’s   not   stupid.   it’s   the   waver   in   her   voice   ,   the   shakiness   of   her   composure   ,   disoriented   and   unsettling   when   she   speaks   to   him   ;   it’s   not   okay.      ‘   ‘            ━━━      you’re   not   fine.      ’   ’      his   own   tone   steadfast   ,   yet   there’s   no   usual   anger   ,   not   a   hint   of   frustration   marring   his   speech.   strange   ,   perhaps   ,   in   the   grand   scheme   of   things   ,   of   who   he   is   ,   but   he’s   never   bothered   to   care   about   the   constant   fluctuation   of   his   own   attitude.   

she   sways   and   he   reaches   out   ,   hand   a   soft   grip   against   the   curve   of   her   shoulder.   (   mindful   of   your   strength   ,   fingers   barely   resting   against   her   ,   be   mindful   of   your   strength.   )      ‘   ‘            have   you   not   been   takin’   care   of   yourself      what   th’   hell   .   .   .   you   need   to   sit   down   ,   you’re   gon’a   collapse   ,   idiot.      ’   ’

     WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE’S FOOLING  ?    certainly not  the  shizuo heiwajima  ,  that was for sure  .  lids would threaten to close as she  ATTEMPTS  to hold herself upright    ;    a difficult task ultimately  .  she was just so tired  !   though she didn’t  exactly  know what from    ;    perhaps it was from staying up far too late studying or getting used to life after her father’s affair  .  rio doesn’t know for certain  what the cause is  .  chocolate hued cranium would shake  indignantly  ,  a stubborn one she was  .   ‘  but i am  .  .  .   ’   she insists  ,  A LIE  .   ‘  there’s no need to worry about me  ,  heiwajima  -  san  .  however  ,  i do appreciate the  concern  .  ’

    a light  gasp  escapes the petite girl  ,  him reaching out to her wasn’t something she had been expecting but she doesn’t  DARE  shy away  .  she sighs then  .  there was  truly  no point in hiding it any longer  .     ‘  i just  -  mnm   .  .  .   sorry  .  .  .   ’

[kamichikas]

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► Aesthetic

Dark colors. Bright colors. Neon colors. soft colors. blood. forests. space. mansions. ghosts. asylums. wastelands. fire. injuries. hands. bare feet. dolls. fog. storms. galaxies. snow. dawn. midnight. cold. animals. sharp teeth. Neck. shoulders. bruises. Freckles. legs.feminine. masculine. burns. weapons. colorful hair. witchcraft. Lips. webs. fields. corn fields.tears. sweat. glitter. flowers. plants. magic. fear. pain. murder. guns. blood in the snow.scars. missing posters. old paintings. strange eyes. explosions. creatures. weapons. Lingerie.kissing. playfulness. metal. diamonds. rust. iron. stealth. running away. steel. glass. wood.porcelain. paper. fur. lace. leather. synthetics. robots. monsters. childhood fears. cigarettes. alcohol. cameras. video cameras. Polaroid cameras. storms. angels. phones. computers. war. peace. decay. sadness. red lipstick. powder puffs. abandoned cars. skeletons. strangling. overcoats. puppets. torture. syringes. old cottages. loyalty. hospitals. teeth. scary basements. butterflies. prosthetic limbs. cats. dogs. dreams.

► Appearance

Thick ass. bubble butt. flat ass. toned ass. Thick waist. narrow hips. average hips. wide hips. curvy frame. muscular frame. chubby frame. petite frame. lanky frame. voluptuous frame. lean frame. skinny. long legs. stumpy. average legs. thick thighs. muscular thighs. toned thighs. slender thighs. beer belly. toned stomach. flat stomach. feminine frame. masculine. frame. six pack. Big boobs. small boobs. no boobs. harsh facial features. baby face. soft features. freckles. scars. moles. dimples. braces. tattoos. piercings. pigtails. messy hair. pixie-cut. bald. long hair. shaved. ponytail. clipped back fringe. shoulder length. bob cut. old-fashioned hairstyle. dreadlocks. Bun. braids. shaved side. mohawk.  buzz cut. Afro. Asymmetric. crown braid. wavy short. cotton buns. Fade. Comb over. Side part. Other.

► Wardrobe

Tight pants. Jeans. Shorts. Short-Shorts. Jean shorts. Pajama pants. Dungarees. Skirt-Dungarees. Leggings. tights. Yoga pants. Basketball shorts. Lingerie. Boxers. Briefs. thongs.knee-high socks. socks. Pencil skirt. Long skirt. Mini Skirt. Tutu. Corset. sports bra. T-shirt. Sweater. vest Sweater. tight shirts. leather jacket. lace bra. Tanktop. Blouse. Cardigan. Button-up shirt. V Neck. Crop top. Flannels. Hoodies. Polo shirt. Racer Back shirts. Boob tube.Sun dress. 1-shoulder Dress. Strapless. Jumper Dress. Apron Dress. Shirt Dress. Ball gown. Nightgown. Highheels. Ballet shoes. Jelly shoes. Sandals. Rain boots. sneakers. Stripper heels. Flats. Knee-high boots. Cowboy boots. timberland boots. Dr.martens. Slip-ons. Slippers. Motorcycle boots. Chukkas. Loafers. Dress boots. lots of layers. beanies. top hat. sunhat. cap.

►  has your muse ever…

Broken something. Had a Near Death experience. Killed someone (and succeeded). Killed someone (and Failed). self-harmed. attempted suicide. had surgery. kissed the same sex. had sex. had sex and regretted it. lost a loved one. had a pet. Gotten arrested. gotten married. Divorced. cheated. gotten shot. been stabbed. witnessed death. Taken Drugs. gotten Drunk. Played with an ouija board. been in a car accident. Gotten stitches. Invented something. Had a Kid. Had something slipped into their food / drink. Been kidnapped. Been Sexually Assaulted. Been Bullied. Bullied someone. Had a stalker. Been betrayed. Been a Traitor.been abused. Gotten away with crime.

[kamichikas]

wiltsaway .

          ‘ yes , of course ! it’s nice spending time with you & having a real friend . . i’ve never had many of those growing up . i only had izaya & my family . . but they weren’t healthy relationships at all . izaya was kinda a jerk & so were my parents . but you’re not ! ’

          ‘  HUH  ?     do you really think so  ?   i do try my best to be a  good person  .  .  .  i  -  i hope i’m a good  friend to you    &     not     .  .  .   selfish   .  .  .  i’m glad to hear that  !    likewise  !   you really  .  .  .  mean a lot to me  .  ’

[kamichikas]

hi rio’s birthday is september 5th  !  

[kamichikas]

wiltsaway  . 

         ‘ what’s that supposed to mean ? if i didn’t want to spend time with you , i wouldn’t . . or maybe i still would ! but i promise that isn’t the case . we’re friends after all , aren’t we ? friends want to spend time together . ’

         ‘  I SUPPOSE   .  .  .  that is  ,  i’d like to be .  considered your friend  ,  i mean .   i do like spending time with you .  ah  -  you like spending time with me as well don’t you  ,  saki ?  ’  

[kamichikas]

MARINA   &   THE DIAMONDS  - FEAR   &   LOATHING  .

          ‘  there’s no crime in being kind  !  ’    /   @coueture​

[kamichikas]

MARINA   &   THE DIAMONDS  - PRIMADONNA  . 

         ‘  all i ever wanted was the world  .  .  .  ’    /   @puppyhooded​

[kamichikas]

MARINA   &   THE DIAMONDS  -  LONELY HEARTS CLUB  . 

           ‘  do you want to be with somebody   like me  ?  ’    /   @wiltsaway​

[kamichikas]

who wants a one liner from the bb girl  ;;

[kamichikas]

unstabletm‌  .

       ‘ oh i know you did . . you tried to tell her . . but did you try your best ? did you try more than once ? did you put any effort into telling her about your father’s unfaithfulness at all ? ’   izaya drones on , arms crossed & he sways his head just slightly with every “ question ” he asks her . not that he’s going to give her chance to answer them , as he continues to speak before she can even open her mouth .

          ‘ putting photos through your letterbox , or something along those lines , right ? a smart idea , i admit — it gives your mother solid proof of his transgressions against her while keeping yourself out of the picture . but she ignored it , didn’t she . . ? she carried on as if she hadn’t seen them , & continued living a lie . you’re just letting her . ’   he gives her an almost judgmental look ;  though he doesn’t judge her at all ! izaya just wants to see her reaction .

         ‘ why ? is it your own selfishness that stops you from confronting your mother directly ? confronting your father ? perhaps you just want things to continue as normal , as if nothing bad had ever happened . ’

        ‘  I  ——————  ’     she may not have been given ample to give a reaction  ,  a response but the raven’s words held a great deal of truth  ,  even if it was  difficult  for her to hear  .    ‘   i  know  ,  i should’ve tried  harder    . . .   i just   -   ’   how rude  !   he was talking so fast she could barely even interject at all whatsoever  !  

       rio swallows a gulp  .  her fingers twiddle around nervously  &  her expression only grows more  &  more melancholy by the instant as nakura continues speaking  .  she can only  wish  that he’d shut up but that doesn’t  appear  to be happening anytime soon  .  she feels so guilty now  .  .  .  she wonders why he’d even sought her out in the first place  -  didn’t he have anything  better to do  with his free time  ? 

      ‘  i’m not selfish  -  ’   she exclaims though tone would remain gentle  ,  not piercing  .  there’s a lilt in her voice that’s soft  ,  almost as if she were choking back tears  .  she places her head  downcast  as he gives her a judgmental look  .   she was good  ,  she was   !    ‘  please stop . . .  i know i should have tried harder but that doesn’t give  you  the right to judge  . .  you have no idea what it was like  ,  you only pretended   . .   ’    suddenly  ,  she lifts her gaze  &  dares to look him in the eye angrily  .    ‘   i think you’re terrible  .   ’  

[kamichikas]

   MAGENTA  .    rio owns a pink mp3 player with various pop songs on it  -  she listens to a lot of marina  &  the diamonds  &  is a lesbian tysm 

[kamichikas]

dollarsmade said  :   “seems like a silly thing to say, don’t you think?” / he means well but sometimes he. the

    ‘ HUH  ?  MAYBE SO . . . ’     there she goes again  ,  thinking out loud  .  oftentimes she was  ignored   or other times  ,  she was relentlessly bullied  .   it’s not her fault she’s a dreamer  .  how else was she meant to remain sane  ?     ‘  sorry  . . .   that was  foolish  of me  . .   ’

late nights  .

[kamichikas]

dollarsmade  .

                  MARINA ━━━━━━ I AM NOT A ROBOT.

❛ it’s okay to say you’ve got a weak spot , you don’t always have to be on top. ❜

📱 » user @kamichikas liked for a lyrical starter.

      ‘  I GUESS YOU’RE RIGHT  .  .  .  ’   she replies blankly  ,   plainly  .     ‘  it’ll pass  .  .  ’    attention would then  shift   towards the boy in front of her  .    ‘  hey  ,  how are things going with anri  ?  ’

[kamichikas]

         ‘  I’M FINE   ——————  ’   she’d lie  .  but it was only a mere  white lie  so it was fine  ,  right  ?   that was what she told herself at least  .   ‘  you don’t need to  worry  about me  . . .   ’   dazed is she as she all but sways  .    /    starter    »   @hvocs​  .

[wickedlymeme]

[kamichikas]

wickedlymeme‌:

“I wish it could always be like this.”

“You’re always there for me.”

“The stars are the only thing that makes sense.”

“There’s more out there, you just have to be patient.”

“It doesn’t all have to be existential dread.” 

“You’re so much different when we’re alone.”

“I like it when the worlds quiet.” 

“There’s a place for us somewhere.”

“They’ll name constellations after you one day.”

“Your hearts beating so fast.”

“They don’t know what they want.”

“You don’t know what you want.”

“That’s what they’re supposed to say.”

“We really don’t know what we’re doing.”

“I miss the old you.”

“Nostalgias a trap.”

“Aliens are out there.”

“Did you hear that?”

“I really want pizza right now, think it’s open?” 

“What time is it?”

“But why would they abduct cows?”

“We’ll all be dead soon enough anyways.” 

“I wish we didn’t have to sleep.”

“What do you believe in?”

“What happens after we die?”

“Seems like a silly thing to say, don’t you think?” 

“And what’s your excuse?”

“You’ll get it together soon.”

“Sometimes I feel like I’ll never have it together.”

“It’d be better if people weren’t so afraid of their feelings.”

“You keep quiet and we both lose.”

“I wish I could save this forever.”

“When did you realize you were in love with me?”

“The rooms spinning.”

“I loved you long before you knew.”

“I’m not afraid of death, I think it’ll be peaceful.”

“The Universe is too big for that.”

“Do you think we’ve met in other lives?” 

“I’d come back to haunt you.” 

“Would you come back to haunt me?”

“What’s alternate universe you doing right now?”

“Tell me a secret.”

“Why haven’t you told anyone?” 

“I wish we knew each other sooner.”

“You’re a game changer.” 

“I’m a game changer.”

“Don’t ignore fate.” 

“Ignorance isn’t bliss.”

“What, is that a conspiracy theory?”

“It’s probably the Illuminati anyways.”