Starving to death & Homeless
Read this whole post before acting please / Sorry beforehand about the long post but I need to do this.
It took me a lot of strenght to make this post. Truth is I shouldāve made it way sooner but I always refuse to ask for help until Iām absolutely certain that I have no way out of a problem; and this is one of those cases. Mainly, all the times Iāve publicly asked for help in the past have ended up in people saying Iām a scammer and a thief with no prooof to back those claims up (my bitter ex, for example); thatās bullshit, Iām a person whose life never seems to improve despite my efforts, but I refuse to ask for help; until Iām certain that Iām going to die. And Iām certain Iām going to die right now.
Ā During the past 2 months, almost 3, my mother (I have no other family or anyone to support me), has been struggling to get her job back. She got fired unfairly due to administrative issues that happened at the time; and when we moved into this place, everything was supposed to work fine, until she was told she was fired. She has been coming and going trying to get her job back during the last months while applying to new ones, and not getting paid a dime; that means that we havenāt paid rent, internet or bought food, and we have pets, that are starving; Iāve put some for adoption and still have more to put up for adoption, but its simply awful to have to get rid of my animals because Iām unable to feed them.
This are picture I took of my arm:
December marked 5 years that Iāve been unable to find a job; the past 5 years of my life have been literal hell, my mother lost her job many years ago and it took her a handful of more years to get one that doesnāt even pay enough to pay the cheapest of rents. I live in a country where things donāt work the way they should, and getting into details about that is simply pointless; in all these years weāve tried EVERYTHING in our hands to get out of this hole but it was impossible weāve lost all of our belongings, got evicted of every place we lived at and went through things no human being nor animal (because my pets have been with me all of this time) should ever go through, I lived with drug dealers, survived a natural disaster, lived in strangerās houses until they ultimately kicked me out because I couldnāt find a job, and a lot of other situations.
I got hired this year; finally, but on a temporary contract, I only worked one day and havenāt been rescheduled and I donāt know if I will. At this point I can count the meals Iāve consumed in the past months with the fingers of my hands, my animals are starving too, and on top of that our landlord and his family are being absolutely awful despite knowing WHY we havenāt paid rent. They want to remove us by force by january 20st and they also hate my animals, so I fear for their lives.
Hereās some pictures of some of them:
And my fridge (that bag has some chicken wings I got asking for leftovers at a local shop, but shops here donāt do this so I cannot ask again):
Right now my mom is fighting her case and trying to find a lawyer to support her, but we cannot meet the eviction deadline; our internet bill is overdue and so is our rent and everything else. Iām running out of soap to wash myself, and Iām not exaggerating when I say that even writing this is physically straining because Iām too weak. Iāve tried everything I can to get out of this and when things started looking upā¦.wellā¦turns out it was just a delusion. I need more time and I cannot aford it.
If youāve read this up to hereā¦.thanks. I assure you I appreciate it. I wanna make absolutely clear that I have NOBODY to support me with this, no family, no friends, no government plans, no organizations, NOBODY. Iāve ran out of options so Iām taking the risk and making this post because I fear for my animalās lives and my own; I cannot take this any longer, physically and emotionally, and this post doesnāt even cover a bit of what Iāve gone through.
I need to gather 600 dollars before january 20st; but anything will help.
The biggest issue that I have here is that I canāt withdraw money from PayPa in my country unless I own a VISA issued card or a bank account. VISA cards are a luxury I cannot afford, and free bank accounts donāt exist either.
Iām taking donations through Western Union OR a friend momās paypal.
If you want to donate via PayPal itās mandatory that you include a memo saying ādonation for Ranshiiā with your donation, no matter how big or small. So my friendās mom will know that money is meant to go towards me. (She has a VISA and a bank account, so she can withdraw the money for me).
If you want to donate via Western Union please contact me privately for the information, since I have to give you sensitive info for the treansfer. I reccomend you to check beforehand how much youād get taxed to send money to me. Country: Uruguay. State: Montevideo. City: Montevideo. Thatās all you need to know to calculate tax rates.
If I never get back at you on this is because my internet went down; please donāt think Iām ignoring anyone; if I never reply consider sending the money via paypal.
No matter if you donate via Western or PayPal, send me a screenshot or photo of your proof of donation and I will draw you something.
I wish I could tell you I will have it done by a certain date but with how things are going I donāt even know if Iāll be alive tomorrow. I will do my best to fulfill my word.
Please reblog this, likes donāt do nothing, REBLOG, PLEASE; Iām terrified and I have no other options; I need to buy time so mom can work in her case and I need to get in touch with my supervisor and find out why Iām not rescheduled; I DO need help now; whatās 600 dollars for the internet? Nothing, guys help me, please.
PS- My blog contains adult material so if you plan to take a look and are upsetted by such contents block the nsfw and batkm tags.
PS 2- Pleaseā¦donāt ask me if āiāve tried this or thatā believe me, Iāve tried everything already, I donāt even have the energy to go over everything that Iāve done, I appreciate your good intentions but right now this is the only way to helpā¦
And finally, people judging my situation by what I draw, stay out of this, no matter if you donāt like my content or think itās cringey, Iām a living being thatās struggling to survive and help out my animals, they have nobody, that should matter more than some dicksā¦
Thanks from the bottom of my heart everyone and sorry about the space this post takes in your dashā¦
