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anyway since an is being stubborn i’ll air out her dirty laundry for her /j

gekokujo is about her anger after her uncle dropped the bomb on her that her aunt’s been dead for three years and no one told her and then immediately called her a disappointment

oh ok so we’re just airing out everyone’s trauma i see how it is

we.. don't have to talk about it, if you don't want to.

i mean. i’m over it. i think.

...all due respect, i don't think that's something you just. 'get over'. but. i wish you the best with. that. none the less.

i am over it, though! it happened, it’s done, i don’t need to think about it anymore.

...okay, shiraishi.

…what’s that look for?

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i..

i don't think there's anything left to talk about. as it stands.

shiraishi is not immune from the horrors either listen to gekokujo

uh oh.

....i think all of my friends need therapy.

whattt nope that song has no personal feelings attached to it at all nuh uh nope. 👍 i’m fine

yeah, and i most certainly didn't write becoming potatoes about anything personal to my life either..?

semi regular wonderands x showtime cover recommender. they've not dropped the full version of this yet, but loveka?

gimme a bit.

kamishiro is gonna make me angry WHY CAN HE SING LIKE THAT

..sorry?

Rui, I am in need of attention for I have been left alone for far too long. It is suffocating :(

-@wxs-tsukasa-official

oh..! welcome, tsukasa! you can hang out with us, if you'd like :]

Fantastic! Thank you so much, Rui!

By "us", I assume you mean Akito? Hm.. before I forget to ask, what is it like living with Akito so far? I've only just recently heard you decided to let him stay here for a while, and I can't help but be curious.

yeah, shinonome!

he's fun company, i like getting to hang out outside of a school environment, as well..!

he has been a bit of a worrier.. he's gotten concerned about my sleeping habits, fufu~..

It's good to hear you're getting closer to him! It's a relief someone like him is able to lighten up your mood this much.

Eh? A worrier? Hm... in his defense, your sleeping habits aren't exactly, erm... beneficial for your health, let's put it that way.

ah, yeah.. but really, i'm used to this, i don't mind it..!

but he really wants me to sleep in an actual bed tonight so.. i guess i will do that..

Still, just because you're used to it doesn't change the fact it's not good for you...

Wait, you are?! You're going to be sleeping on an actual bed?!

IT'S A MIRACLE!

..sorry..

Huh- oh no no no, it’s alright! You don’t need to apologize, really! It’s just that I don’t want you to do anything that may have a negative impact on you later down the line, and I really want to be able to live a long life with you because I care about you so much and you mean everything to me and I-

Just.. I’m sorry if I gave you the impression I was upset, I promise I’m not.

oh..

..fufu~ that's really sweet of you, tsukasa.. i promise i'll try to take care of myself, i don't want to worry my star, after all..

it's just.. a bit overwhelming. i'm still not quite used to having so many people who care this much.

...! That's a relief to hear.. if things get a bit too difficult, though, feel free to let me know and I'll be right over here in the blink of an eye. There's also Nene, Emu, Akiyama... you could even rely on Akito if you wanted to, since it sounds like he's trying to look out for you already.

Hm.. but it does feel nice too, right? To have so many people care about your well-being?

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thank you.. and you're right. i do have plenty of people to rely on now, don't i..? i truly am blessed.

it is.. quite nice. to have you all who care about me.. i promise i'll do my best to not worry you all too much.

Rui, I am in need of attention for I have been left alone for far too long. It is suffocating :(

-@wxs-tsukasa-official

oh..! welcome, tsukasa! you can hang out with us, if you'd like :]

Fantastic! Thank you so much, Rui!

By "us", I assume you mean Akito? Hm.. before I forget to ask, what is it like living with Akito so far? I've only just recently heard you decided to let him stay here for a while, and I can't help but be curious.

yeah, shinonome!

he's fun company, i like getting to hang out outside of a school environment, as well..!

he has been a bit of a worrier.. he's gotten concerned about my sleeping habits, fufu~..

It's good to hear you're getting closer to him! It's a relief someone like him is able to lighten up your mood this much.

Eh? A worrier? Hm... in his defense, your sleeping habits aren't exactly, erm... beneficial for your health, let's put it that way.

ah, yeah.. but really, i'm used to this, i don't mind it..!

but he really wants me to sleep in an actual bed tonight so.. i guess i will do that..

Still, just because you're used to it doesn't change the fact it's not good for you...

Wait, you are?! You're going to be sleeping on an actual bed?!

IT'S A MIRACLE!

..sorry..

Huh- oh no no no, it’s alright! You don’t need to apologize, really! It’s just that I don’t want you to do anything that may have a negative impact on you later down the line, and I really want to be able to live a long life with you because I care about you so much and you mean everything to me and I-

Just.. I’m sorry if I gave you the impression I was upset, I promise I’m not.

oh..

..fufu~ that's really sweet of you, tsukasa.. i promise i'll try to take care of myself, i don't want to worry my star, after all..

it's just.. a bit overwhelming. i'm still not quite used to having so many people who care this much.

you wanna see some gay shit? look up rui and tsukasa's choreo for king

…. @kamirui-official i’m calling your ass out what the fuck is going on here

no comment.

Hello there, uh... other.. me..-

((@25-ji-rui-official))

oh? hello there, you're a alternate self of me i've not met before.. what brings you here, my friend?

#rui answers

hey, rui…? i think i’m gonna stay later at the stage tonight. that’s ok, right..?

- @nene-kusanagi-wxs

..it's okay, but.. are you alright? you don't seem to be doing too good, my friend..

yeah..! everything’s fine. just… a part i wanted to work on a little more with robo-nene, hehe..

..

i want to believe you're telling me the truth, i don't want to think you'd lie to me..

so why.. do i not believe you..?

i-i’m not lying, rui. i promise, ok…? i just… need to do a little more work. that’s it.

nene..

please, be honest with me okay? what's wrong? did someone say something?

you're one of my dearest friends, alright? you can tell me anything. i'll always be here for you, no matter what.

n-no! it’s nothing like that…

nene, please.. who upset you? what happened? this definitely isn't nothing..

i just… had a realization. that i’m not— not taking this as seriously as i should be. i’m not working as hard as you, or tsukasa, or hell even emu.

i shouldn’t say it like that… emu’s the most passionate out of all of us.

nene.. that's not true at all! you're working just as hard as the rest of us! if anything it's my fault i didn't work with you on your singing before.. i failed you as a director. that's not your fault.

you're one of my dearest friends, and i wouldn't lie about this: i think you're an amazing performer. i am so, so proud of you!

so please.. don't hurt yourself because you think you have something you need to prove, okay..?

i can barely even go on stage without robo-nene there. and when i do, i don’t put in half the energy that you all do. that’s a fact.

you’re just trying to make me feel better because you’re my friend. if i asked tsukasa to be honest with me, he’d say the same thing he did that day…

nene, look at me. please..

i'm not lying to make you feel better, okay? i..

..

you weren't at 100% when we started as a troupe, but you were trying to find your footing again and getting used to performing on stage again. you have grown so much. nene i mean it when i say i am so proud of you..!

you're doing amazing. you're doing so well, nene..! all of us have room to grow still, but you aren't any further behind than the rest of us are. we're all growing as performers together.

i just.. want you to be able to see yourself the way the rest of us do.

i… rui…

…ok. i’ll try to believe you. i just… i want to be someone you’re all proud of. i-i know i can come off as quiet or rude or snarky, but… i love all of you. so much. and i love doing shows with everyone. i… i don’t want that to end.

we love you too.. and i love doing shows with everyone, too.. my greatest fear for.. ages now. has been the thought of losing that.

and.. hopefully, that day won't be coming for a long, long time..

i'll say it as many times as i need to. i- all of us, we are so proud of you, okay?

ok… i won’t stay late tonight, then.

and… i think we’ll be ok. with this whole freelance thing, i mean.

alright, then..

i do stand by what i said, if you really feel like you need to work on your singing, i can be there to help you practice- i'm sure tsukasa or emu would be down, as well..

and yeah.. i think so too.. i hope so, atleast..

regardless, i'll always be here. i promise.

thank you, rui… i’m not sure what i’d do if you weren’t here, if i’m being honest.

ah, it's such a troublesome thought, isn't it..? i often wonder where i'd be without you all myself..

but fortunately, we're both here, and we have each other.

hey, rui…? i think i’m gonna stay later at the stage tonight. that’s ok, right..?

- @nene-kusanagi-wxs

..it's okay, but.. are you alright? you don't seem to be doing too good, my friend..

yeah..! everything’s fine. just… a part i wanted to work on a little more with robo-nene, hehe..

..

i want to believe you're telling me the truth, i don't want to think you'd lie to me..

so why.. do i not believe you..?

i-i’m not lying, rui. i promise, ok…? i just… need to do a little more work. that’s it.

nene..

please, be honest with me okay? what's wrong? did someone say something?

you're one of my dearest friends, alright? you can tell me anything. i'll always be here for you, no matter what.

n-no! it’s nothing like that…

nene, please.. who upset you? what happened? this definitely isn't nothing..

i just… had a realization. that i’m not— not taking this as seriously as i should be. i’m not working as hard as you, or tsukasa, or hell even emu.

i shouldn’t say it like that… emu’s the most passionate out of all of us.

nene.. that's not true at all! you're working just as hard as the rest of us! if anything it's my fault i didn't work with you on your singing before.. i failed you as a director. that's not your fault.

you're one of my dearest friends, and i wouldn't lie about this: i think you're an amazing performer. i am so, so proud of you!

so please.. don't hurt yourself because you think you have something you need to prove, okay..?

i can barely even go on stage without robo-nene there. and when i do, i don’t put in half the energy that you all do. that’s a fact.

you’re just trying to make me feel better because you’re my friend. if i asked tsukasa to be honest with me, he’d say the same thing he did that day…

nene, look at me. please..

i'm not lying to make you feel better, okay? i..

..

you weren't at 100% when we started as a troupe, but you were trying to find your footing again and getting used to performing on stage again. you have grown so much. nene i mean it when i say i am so proud of you..!

you're doing amazing. you're doing so well, nene..! all of us have room to grow still, but you aren't any further behind than the rest of us are. we're all growing as performers together.

i just.. want you to be able to see yourself the way the rest of us do.

i… rui…

…ok. i’ll try to believe you. i just… i want to be someone you’re all proud of. i-i know i can come off as quiet or rude or snarky, but… i love all of you. so much. and i love doing shows with everyone. i… i don’t want that to end.

we love you too.. and i love doing shows with everyone, too.. my greatest fear for.. ages now. has been the thought of losing that.

and.. hopefully, that day won't be coming for a long, long time..

i'll say it as many times as i need to. i- all of us, we are so proud of you, okay?

ok… i won’t stay late tonight, then.

and… i think we’ll be ok. with this whole freelance thing, i mean.

alright, then..

i do stand by what i said, if you really feel like you need to work on your singing, i can be there to help you practice- i'm sure tsukasa or emu would be down, as well..

and yeah.. i think so too.. i hope so, atleast..

regardless, i'll always be here. i promise.

WOAH!!!! you look like the other guy who showed me one of his robots!!!! do you make robots too???? :D

-@young-emu-official

oho..? hello there, yet another smaller friend of mine has arrived, i see!

yes, i do make robots~! would you like to see some of them?

young-emu-official

I DO WANNA SEE!!!!!!!! :DD

alright~ come with me then, i can show you!

young-emu-official

YAYYAYAYAY!!!!!!!

what’s your name?? i’m emu!!! emu otori!!!

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rui kamishiro~! and i do indeed know who you are, for your older self does shows with me in my troupe~

hey, rui…? i think i’m gonna stay later at the stage tonight. that’s ok, right..?

- @nene-kusanagi-wxs

..it's okay, but.. are you alright? you don't seem to be doing too good, my friend..

yeah..! everything’s fine. just… a part i wanted to work on a little more with robo-nene, hehe..

..

i want to believe you're telling me the truth, i don't want to think you'd lie to me..

so why.. do i not believe you..?

i-i’m not lying, rui. i promise, ok…? i just… need to do a little more work. that’s it.

nene..

please, be honest with me okay? what's wrong? did someone say something?

you're one of my dearest friends, alright? you can tell me anything. i'll always be here for you, no matter what.

n-no! it’s nothing like that…

nene, please.. who upset you? what happened? this definitely isn't nothing..

i just… had a realization. that i’m not— not taking this as seriously as i should be. i’m not working as hard as you, or tsukasa, or hell even emu.

i shouldn’t say it like that… emu’s the most passionate out of all of us.

nene.. that's not true at all! you're working just as hard as the rest of us! if anything it's my fault i didn't work with you on your singing before.. i failed you as a director. that's not your fault.

you're one of my dearest friends, and i wouldn't lie about this: i think you're an amazing performer. i am so, so proud of you!

so please.. don't hurt yourself because you think you have something you need to prove, okay..?

i can barely even go on stage without robo-nene there. and when i do, i don’t put in half the energy that you all do. that’s a fact.

you’re just trying to make me feel better because you’re my friend. if i asked tsukasa to be honest with me, he’d say the same thing he did that day…

nene, look at me. please..

i'm not lying to make you feel better, okay? i..

..

you weren't at 100% when we started as a troupe, but you were trying to find your footing again and getting used to performing on stage again. you have grown so much. nene i mean it when i say i am so proud of you..!

you're doing amazing. you're doing so well, nene..! all of us have room to grow still, but you aren't any further behind than the rest of us are. we're all growing as performers together.

i just.. want you to be able to see yourself the way the rest of us do.

i… rui…

…ok. i’ll try to believe you. i just… i want to be someone you’re all proud of. i-i know i can come off as quiet or rude or snarky, but… i love all of you. so much. and i love doing shows with everyone. i… i don’t want that to end.

we love you too.. and i love doing shows with everyone, too.. my greatest fear for.. ages now. has been the thought of losing that.

and.. hopefully, that day won't be coming for a long, long time..

i'll say it as many times as i need to. i- all of us, we are so proud of you, okay?

WOAH!!!! you look like the other guy who showed me one of his robots!!!! do you make robots too???? :D

-@young-emu-official

oho..? hello there, yet another smaller friend of mine has arrived, i see!

yes, i do make robots~! would you like to see some of them?

young-emu-official

I DO WANNA SEE!!!!!!!! :DD

#reply #rui posts #// <- i’ve been meaning to bother your rui too and only just remembered to send an ask. and didnt realize angst was going on HELP SDKFJHS #<-- (//PLEASE BOTHER HIM I LOVE IT HERE 🙏🙏🙏)

alright~ come with me then, i can show you!

hey, rui…? i think i’m gonna stay later at the stage tonight. that’s ok, right..?

- @nene-kusanagi-wxs

..it's okay, but.. are you alright? you don't seem to be doing too good, my friend..

yeah..! everything’s fine. just… a part i wanted to work on a little more with robo-nene, hehe..

..

i want to believe you're telling me the truth, i don't want to think you'd lie to me..

so why.. do i not believe you..?

i-i’m not lying, rui. i promise, ok…? i just… need to do a little more work. that’s it.

nene..

please, be honest with me okay? what's wrong? did someone say something?

you're one of my dearest friends, alright? you can tell me anything. i'll always be here for you, no matter what.

n-no! it’s nothing like that…

nene, please.. who upset you? what happened? this definitely isn't nothing..

i just… had a realization. that i’m not— not taking this as seriously as i should be. i’m not working as hard as you, or tsukasa, or hell even emu.

i shouldn’t say it like that… emu’s the most passionate out of all of us.

nene.. that's not true at all! you're working just as hard as the rest of us! if anything it's my fault i didn't work with you on your singing before.. i failed you as a director. that's not your fault.

you're one of my dearest friends, and i wouldn't lie about this: i think you're an amazing performer. i am so, so proud of you!

so please.. don't hurt yourself because you think you have something you need to prove, okay..?

i can barely even go on stage without robo-nene there. and when i do, i don’t put in half the energy that you all do. that’s a fact.

you’re just trying to make me feel better because you’re my friend. if i asked tsukasa to be honest with me, he’d say the same thing he did that day…

#reply #rui posts #(//💥💥💥💥💥💥💥)

nene, look at me. please..

i'm not lying to make you feel better, okay? i..

..

you weren't at 100% when we started as a troupe, but you were trying to find your footing again and getting used to performing on stage again. you have grown so much. nene i mean it when i say i am so proud of you..!

you're doing amazing. you're doing so well, nene..! all of us have room to grow still, but you aren't any further behind than the rest of us are. we're all growing as performers together.

i just.. want you to be able to see yourself the way the rest of us do.

WOAH!!!! you look like the other guy who showed me one of his robots!!!! do you make robots too???? :D

-@young-emu-official

oho..? hello there, yet another smaller friend of mine has arrived, i see!

yes, i do make robots~! would you like to see some of them?

#rui answers #(//OH BABY EMU WE'RE REALLY IN IT NOW..)#(me when i separate timeframe bc i angst thread)

hey, rui…? i think i’m gonna stay later at the stage tonight. that’s ok, right..?

- @nene-kusanagi-wxs

..it's okay, but.. are you alright? you don't seem to be doing too good, my friend..

yeah..! everything’s fine. just… a part i wanted to work on a little more with robo-nene, hehe..

..

i want to believe you're telling me the truth, i don't want to think you'd lie to me..

so why.. do i not believe you..?

i-i’m not lying, rui. i promise, ok…? i just… need to do a little more work. that’s it.

nene..

please, be honest with me okay? what's wrong? did someone say something?

you're one of my dearest friends, alright? you can tell me anything. i'll always be here for you, no matter what.

n-no! it’s nothing like that…

nene, please.. who upset you? what happened? this definitely isn't nothing..

i just… had a realization. that i’m not— not taking this as seriously as i should be. i’m not working as hard as you, or tsukasa, or hell even emu.

i shouldn’t say it like that… emu’s the most passionate out of all of us.

#reply #rui posts #(//BLOWS UP)

nene.. that's not true at all! you're working just as hard as the rest of us! if anything it's my fault i didn't work with you on your singing before.. i failed you as a director. that's not your fault.

you're one of my dearest friends, and i wouldn't lie about this: i think you're an amazing performer. i am so, so proud of you!

so please.. don't hurt yourself because you think you have something you need to prove, okay..?

hey, rui…? i think i’m gonna stay later at the stage tonight. that’s ok, right..?

- @nene-kusanagi-wxs

..it's okay, but.. are you alright? you don't seem to be doing too good, my friend..

yeah..! everything’s fine. just… a part i wanted to work on a little more with robo-nene, hehe..

..

i want to believe you're telling me the truth, i don't want to think you'd lie to me..

so why.. do i not believe you..?

i-i’m not lying, rui. i promise, ok…? i just… need to do a little more work. that’s it.

nene..

please, be honest with me okay? what's wrong? did someone say something?

you're one of my dearest friends, alright? you can tell me anything. i'll always be here for you, no matter what.

n-no! it’s nothing like that…

nene, please.. who upset you? what happened? this definitely isn't nothing..