i headcanon the BLU medic to be a devoted pediatric surgeon, and contrary to the RED medic the reason why he chose to be a battle medic is because he needed funding for studying more about transplants so kids would have a higher survivability rate after risky surgeries.
i wasn't planning on posting this, but i wanted to make sure my farewell post is something nice and heartwarming. it's kinda sad that i decided to leave both the community and the platform as soon as I hit 1k followers, but i promise you it wasn't planned :')
i don't want to act like I'm a huge name, or that i am as important as some might think I am, but i know for a fact that my art have influenced a lot of people both emotionally and artistically. hurts me to say this but keeping up with this blog and the community has been a huge burden, not only because my studies keep me away from doing more art or communicating with others, but also because of the treatment of comfort characters in the community. i hope whoever reads this takes it light-heartedly, but I found myself literally sobbing because of specific fanarts. medic is not my entire personality, nor that he's the only thing I can think about, but as most of my autistic peers might know, having a comfort character put in situations you don't enjoy crushes your heart into million pieces. it's like finding out your childhood toy has been given away 5 years ago even though you didn't even think about it for like a decade. so please don't spread hate whenever you see triggering/upsetting things that is only that way for a minority, just make sure to distance yourself from what causes you discomfort.
but of course, I'm not leaving just because some people have drawn tiddy or whatever one might expect from what the previous paragraph implied, but I've come to an era in my life where i enjoy doing art for myself and my own pleasure only, and the idea of posting anything makes me physically upset. I'm starting pathology and pharmacology soon as of right now, and I'm tired of worrying about what my next post is going to be during every study session.
if you are wondering whether I'm going to wipe myself off the face of earth, please don't worry; I'll be keeping this blog and visiting from time to time to interact with my favorite artists. you guys cannot get rid of me that easily >:)
but yeah, if you've read this far, thank you so much for sticking up with me and my bs, and know that i appreciate you having supported me throughout my short-lived niche internet microcelebrity era. take care 💫
also, do you guys think the girl with the red bow is familiar? to me it is but can't pin it down. help 🙏
