kapradii

[kapradii]

It's perfectly okay to feel bad. Lately, I have the feeling that it is too much for me and I have no absolute idea how I intend to solve it. Maybe I'm also bothered by the fact that I don't follow my own will and don't make my own decisions, because it wouldn't be in line with today's society. I don't know what to do, and that's okay because it makes me think creatively and think about values. Feeling bad is a process and it's okay to go through it, just please give me peace of mind with nonsense and masturbation over who is better and more amazing in things that are literally only interested in the people who do it. Thanks

[kapradii]

It looks like sun is trapped in a cage. Does it ever make it out? Does the old bench ever make it out? Everything what I can see is behind that cabel wall - how strange.

[kapradii]

Sometimes I am just thinking about life as a cycle. Everything is transforming and changing - age, space around us, ours feelings to the others, sales at Amazon and Ebay, health... You will never be same as you are right now, like literaly. Your body is changing every minute. Your cat is changing every minute. Your lily is changing every minute - growing, living, dying. And even after dead it's still transforming. So be glad for having opinion, imagination, thoughts - because you can use them to change. And you will.