why do you want to deactivate :(
sigh. i'm on mobile so this can't be under a cut, i'm sorry if it's long.tumblr really used to be my escape from reality, a place i could have fun and maybe make friends. but i also used it as a outlet for creativity, but since i've been in such a rut as a writer. i can pull a fic out of my ass every once in a while, yeah. but they're never good. and i always have way too many things i want to get donei have a shit ton of fics i want to write, but i can't get past the first paragraph. i feel like i got my followers for fic, and I'm disappointing them. i don't want to disappoint anyone who genuinely likes my work. and just in general my life's been pretty shitty for a while. i just feel sort of like tumblr's pulling me down instead of lifting me up now and that's definitely not something i want.i mean, don't worry about it. i most likely won't deactivate. tumblr keeps pulling me in, but it's just kind of unhealthy at the moment, for me. the most i'll do in actuality is take a break like i always do and try to better myself or some shit before returning to the deep dark depths of tumblri always do, tbh. so that's the gist of it? i could write a lot more and go into detail on certain things, but i'm honestly just exhausted with tumblr in general














