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"Ice cream"
Jeju Island Summer Vacation. Day 1.
(The milk spilled...)
P.S virgin In Ho goes on vacation with his friend Gi Hun on vacation. In Ho masturbates every time on the object of her adoration, Gi Hun, in the bathroom of their shared room. In Ho can't admit his feelings in any way while Gi Hun is unknowingly provoking him...
Playing on Swings
*a wild drink appears*
In-ho: Thank you?
Bartender: Compliments of that gentleman over there. *points to a smile-y, blush-y Gi-hun waving at him*
*In-ho waves back and turns away; what should he do now?*
Gi-hun: *next to him* Um, hi!
In-ho: *Oh, G😮d, oh f🫨k; oh, G😵💫d, oh, f🫠k-* Hello.
Gi-hun: Hi 😅 I'm- I'm Gi-hun.
In-ho: *he smells so good; what do you DO when guys hit on you?* In-ho. *shakes his hand*
Gi-hun: I just wanted to say, heh, y-you're really beautiful and I wanted to know what you were doing after this 👉👈
In-ho: *Ahhh, I wasn’t prepared for this!* Oh, I don't swing that way. Sorry. *WHY did I say that?!; sips drink*
Gi-hun: *giggles* You don’t have to "swing". All you have to do is sit~ 😘
In-ho: *ChOkEs!*
Me and my sister roleplayed gihun spiking inhos soup with laxatives and we roleplayed with my plushies and it was very silly
Sometimes I think my obsession with them has lessened. Then I look at them, and I realize it’s impossible
Heeeey👋💕💖 Haven't heard from you a while and just wanted to check if everything's going well?💕 I know u you've said you had lots to do, so I'm hoping everything's going well💕💖😭✊️
Hi Tumblr friend 👋 and other Tumblr friends I haven't talked to lately. Thanks for checking in!! 🫂 I've been very busy. As some of my Tumblr acquaintances may know, I've been in the process of searching for a job that suits me, and it's been... well, I live in the smack-dab middle of the USA in a city full of red-leaning voters, so you can imagine how that goes. Especially for a sensitive lil autistic lass like myself. (I could go on at length about the various bullshits of job hunting here and now, but I'll leave it at that.)
Futhermore, I've been really focusing on decreasing my screen time. Reducing hours and hours of my everyday experience to a small, flat box that made me anxious was destroying my health and wellbeing. Also, I find I can no longer trust in the internet to be a genuine representation of the thoughts and creations of my fellow humans - it seems to me that there's an overwhelming amount of company-created AI or disingenuous slop, which comes from angles of advertising, persuasion, and even propaganda. It's getting harder and harder to tell what's "real" and what's AI, or lies, or whatever else. So I'm choosing to disengage from the digital world as much as is feasible. I understand that this is where a lot of current human communication happens, and there is still value in that. But in a time when the machines I use can and do decide for me what I will see, what I will learn, how I will view the world - and what information is hidden from me - I choose to step away from the machines.
I've been making a concentrated effort to download the media I care about onto my own storage devices, cancel subscriptions, physically alter my routines and environment to encourage the use of physical items and vintage tech rather than relying on my phone and computer for every single task and moment. I bought a shitty little digital camera for $15 at Five Below and I've been carrying that around to take pictures of things I like instead of my phone. Is the quality the same? No, but I find that the vintage look actually adds to my enjoyment of the resulting photos. I got pocket-sized little mini composition books at the dollar store and I've been carrying one and a pen in my pocket or bag at all times so that I don't have to rely on my phone to jot down notes. I got a paper planner that I'm not good at keeping up with yet, but I'm practicing. I dug out an old radio alarm clock to use instead of my phone for waking up in the morning. I made my phone a little bed - yes, really - and I put it "to bed" in its little box at 10pm, and I don't get it out until after breakfast, to physically prevent myself from being on my phone at night. I've been going to the library to print out screenshots of my absolute favorite Pinterest Boards so that I have the information and inspiration I saved there, without having to get onto Pinterest to see it. I downloaded my important Google Docs to a flash drive so I can delete them off of the CLoud. Etc. Etc. (Did you know Google uses everything you save in Google Docs to train its AI, without telling you and without permission? Yeah. Might wanna get your writing off of there.)
Small steps, but it adds up. I'm grounding myself in the physical world by creating environmental alternatives to phone / computer use, and/or creating environmental blocks to using them at all. And honestly, after just like a few months of working on this bit by bit, I feel TREMENDOUSLY better. I cannot overstate how much less frazzled and depressed I feel on a daily basis when I'm engaging with the actual real physical tactile world for most hours of the day, instead of just looking at the same spot and imagining the world. (Usually, imagining a negative and scary world, due to News. Not to say we shouldn't be informed - just, like, not ALL DAY.)
I very much recommend this YouTube video about some of the effects of being indoors (and on screens all the time) on your mind and body. I also suggest doing your own research. Turns out, sitting still and staring at a screen for as long as we do, as often as we do, affects basically every single part of our existence. Like, did you know that keeping your eyes fixed on one spot for a long time tells your brain and body that you're being hunted? It puts you into stress mode because it's like you're watching a predator. So many things about phones and screens are fucking us up in so many weird, sneaky ways that we didn't consider when we made this tech. Anyway.
Also, I've been doing a fuckton of inner work and engaging with inner child shit and working on my relationship with my body and the way I react to others due to my complexes, etc. Working on reparenting myself. I want kids in a few years and if I'm gonna be a better parent, I gotta first parent myself better. So we're spending some time practicing talking to ourselves nicely and verbally guiding ourselves through hard feelings and tucking ourselves into bed on time, etc.
But here's the part people probably actually care about: no, I haven't abandoned my fanfics forever. I'm not in a season of creative production right now. I think I kinda burned myself out on that last year, unfortunately. I'm in a rest, recovery, and healing stage. But that won't last forever, and I do want to finish the stories I began in the Squid Game fandom. Because I'm a bad liar, I'll just tell you straight up that I do not know when that may be.
Now I'm gonna go back to downloading some of my favorite Youtube videos onto my thumb drive so I don't have to get advertised to in order to watch Shane and Ryan Ghost hunt. Toodles.
Gi-hun hid In-ho's hair gel so he'd stop styling his hair like a cliché villain
Why does my phone keep autocorrecting In-ho to Ingo
That is the name on his fake German passport.
Ingo Wagner
Lmfaoooo 😭
Sudden Squid game old man yaoi for my friend's birthday! ❤️
Casual thoughts
Gi-hun: *breathes*
In-ho:
Excuse me Inhun fandom, but we need to do better.
I thought I'd do pick for the @fanartfrenzy mini event.
My first spin was "blind date." Do you know how many fics came up?
One.
Just one.
AND I BLOODY WELL WROTE IT.
Oh well. I spun again. Got "there was only one bed." Surely better luck here?
Well, yes. But still...
There are only 21 inhun only one bed fics?
And again, one of them is mine.
We need to do better folks 🤣
i updated that nasty nasty fic
hi hello
Gi-hun is pissed because he missed the last subway and has to wait for the bus. But some vandals broke the sign, so he has to hope the driver sees him, or he’ll have to walk back.
However, a car slowly pulled up next to him, and Gi-hun was already afraid something was going to happen. But the window rolled down slowly, and the stranger looked him up and down, sizing him up. Finally, he opened his mouth and asked how much it would cost.
In-ho finds out that Gi-hun knows how to ride a motorcycle
He finds out by chance from one of the mercenaries Kim brought along, who mentioned—while drunk—that Gi-hun had used one of their motorcycles for something. This really surprised In-ho, but he’d do anything for his Jagiya, so he bought Gi-hun a motorcycle! A brand-new one, straight off the lot—the best brand.
Gi-hun definitely DIDN’T EXPECT THIS. But he was so happy!! He’d never actually owned one; he’d only ridden on others. In-ho had also bought two helmets so they could ride. And who knows, maybe they could go for a ride right now?
On that ride, In-ho discovered that:
1- Gi-hun DOESN’T have a license to ride a motorcycle. He learned illegally from some gangsters in Ssangmun-dong
2- Gi-hun rides like he has nine lives
3- In-ho isn’t ready to be anyone’s passenger, much less Gi-hun’s. He had to take a taxi back
My bf has been naughty and I need some new ways to punish him. Tying him up and fucking the shit out of him doesn’t work. I need new ideas. Help!
shoot him
#inhun
There’s a lot of fan art about this, but it would be hilarious if the ghosts of those who died were watching Gi-hun and freaking out
Sangwoo watching him get tricked by In-ho, Saebyeok looking annoyed, Ji-yeong glued to her. Ali looking worried but trying to calm Sangwoo down. And the Recruiter having a blast (and feeling a little jealous
And with every death in the game, the number of spectators just keeps growing
someone had the worst opinion on twitter about fanfiction authors (surprising no one).
i wont share it, but i want to say that i love each and every fanfiction author. whether you are developing your writing skills, doing it for fun, or aiming to be a professional writer — you ALL bring invaluable talent and passion to your fandoms. Don't let anyone kill your passion for creation.
There is no such thing as a wasted effort.
