spitfire

"Don't mistake my kindness for weakness, because I will choke you with the same hand I. fed you with."

[chloeheroo]

[chloeheroo]

[sturgiepod]

and you have my permission for that

[karoondathelucy]

I’m gonna miss you, you know?

[sturgiepod]

just make sure you’re first instinct isn’t violence. you’re good at kicking ass, but it’s not always the answer. remember that

[karoondathelucy]

It used to be. Not anymore, though. Now I only kick ass when people really deserve it.

[chloeheroo]

[sturgiepod]

Well, I’m glad you’re not angry any more. I don’t like seeing you miss out on things because of that

[karoondathelucy]

Yeah, I know. But you don’t have to worry about me getting pissed off unless I have a good reason for it.

[sturgiepod]

Oh I’m sure that’s not true

[karoondathelucy]

It is. I didn’t stop all that shit until you guys stopped me. If it wasn’t for you, I’d still be angry and by myself.

[sturgiepod]

you’re a really great sister, you know that Luce? Not just sister but person. Like this amazing young woman that I am so proud of.

[karoondathelucy]

Only because you helped me get this way. You and Eden. If you hadn’t, I’d still be some angry little girl that no one wants to talk to.

[sturgiepod]

I-

[karoondathelucy]

You just... you don’t have to be anything but you to make a difference.

[sturgiepod]

and what difference did I make?

[karoondathelucy]

What difference did you make? Are you fucking stupid? 

I didn’t have anyone before you and Eden. If I had friends, they left because I was so self-destructive that it was starting to take a toll on them too. No one wanted to be around me, but you did. You wanted to be my brother. You gave me family. And you gave Tabitha so much before she died and, for fuck’s sake, what about Dirk and Sybil and everyone else you’ve so much as talked to? But whatever, right? You can’t count how many Death Eaters you’ve thrown in Azkaban so that doesn’t matter, right? 

[sturgiepod]

I kind of feel numb about everything, honestly. I’m just ready to get my Auror training started. the sooner I’m an Auror the sooner I can start making a difference in this world

[karoondathelucy]

As if being an Auror is the only way you’ll ever make a difference. You made a difference, Sturgis, and you don’t need to become an Auror to do that.

[chloeheroo]

[sturgiepod]

alright. one drink

[karoondathelucy]

Thanks. [takes a sip of some of it and then sets it down] You excited to finally get out of here?

[karoondathelucy]

Come on! It’s one drink and it’s the end of the year. Let me live a little.

[chloeheroo]

[alioninthemirror-blog]

“Which wouldn’t have happened if you hadn’t opened your mouth. I was perfectly fine never telling him.” She retorted, taking a deep breath to try and calm herself down. “Look, I’m working on his and my friendship, so you don’t have to worry about it.”

[karoondathelucy]

“Right. Well, the thing is, if you fuck with him you fuck with me. You don’t want to fuck with me. I’m not building a friendship with you or whatever the fuck you’re aiming for. Not after the way you treated him.”

[chloeheroo]