I'm done with this.
I hate boys right now. I just can’t do this shit anymore. THEY DRIVE ME INSANE. Like I’m literally going crazy right now because of this stupid little boy who can’t fucking make up his mind. I don’t know what to do. He says he likes me, doesn’t want a relationship, but when he’s with me, he acts like he’s in one.
I feel like I’m Tom from 500 Days of Summer.
You know what sucks even more? I work with the dude. Don’t ever get involved with someone from work.
You know what’s even better? I made a list. A list of his pros and cons, and there was like a gagillion cons and only like two pros, but yet I’m still trying to figure him out and I’m still attached to him. I looked on his facebook and he’s already moving on. He still invites me over, but it’s different now. He still flirts with me at work, but it’s different now. He never texts me or anything. It’s stupid. I need to move on, but for some stupid reason, I can’t. I’m hooked.
I’ve been in this spot before. I know how this goes. I just never understand what the fuck is going on in this boy’s head.
I’ve been in his position before too. In fact I was in it a couple months ago, but I still don’t get it.
I just need to get over it. But I can’t. I have another boy who likes me and I sorta like him too. I have my ex as well. But no, I like this other guy more for some reason I can’t figure out.
I think it’s just because I can’t have him. That must be it. Has to be it. He’s something I can’t have and hold when I want to. UGH.
I need to just calm down.
I’m sorry for another rant, it just needed to be said.
I feel better so whatever.
lmao I married this guy a couple weeks ago!
it’s true, he drove me absolutely crazy for almost 4 years for various reasons and I did the same to him…a relationship never seemed like it was in the cards honestly. for that 5th year, we didn’t speak at all. then wouldn’t you know it, timing finally was on our side. we’ll have been in a relationship for two years this coming sunday.
we grew up so much in that time, we needed it.
true love does have a habit of coming back.
















