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Dhifa and her monologues journal

[agirlwithimaan]

You complain about not having someone to talk to but you still don't pray. You feel like no one understands you but you still don't pray. You sit and scroll for hours trying to fill the emptiness but you still don't pray. You cry on your pillow but you still don't pray. You have blessings that others are crying for but you still don't pray. Your Rabb waits for you to respond to His call but you still don't pray.

Prayer is life, but you still don't pray.

[katadhifa]

Sampe kapan aku didiemin mama gini ya🙃🙃🙃

[katadhifa]

Anggota omay nobar sepak bola nambah satu niiiyy🤗

[katadhifa]

Melanjutkan kembali episode beda dokter beda yg diobatin wkwkwkwk kamu bolos kontrol+terapinya kelamaan sih dhif hadeeehh

[katadhifa]

Setahun.... harus aku tunda setahun ternyata ya utk bisa lulus😀 gakpapa, rencana Allah selalu paling baik mari kita husnudzhoon❤️

[katadhifa]

Ok udah cukup istirahatnya dhif ayo kita selesaikan apa yang dulu kamu tunda😊

[katadhifa]

Yesterday was fun and feeling soooo pweeetty yeaaaaayy first time kondangan as suamik istri😆🫣 dilanjut mam sushiiiii 🍣 diakhiri dg almond choco & hibiscus fore as mandatoryyy🥰 alhamdulillaahilladzi bi ni'matihi tatimmushalihaat

[katadhifa]

Wow astaghfirullaahal'adziim

[katadhifa]

D-5

Masiiiihh terus diuji, dateng ujian baru lagi dan lagi😅 emang seniat ini syaithan mau ngegoda kita manusia yang punya niat baik😇 kacauuu😊 sampe akhirnya keluar juga kata-kata ini ya wkwkwk

padahal udah saling sama-sama nguatin, jujur ini gila banget sih bertubi-tubiii😭👎 tapi dibalik itu semua, semoga semua do'a yg terus terucap bisa jadi senjata utama yaaa!

WKWKWK aamiin! Allahumma aamiin🥹❤️

[prawitamutia]

[katadhifa]

D-12

Masih harus bolak-balik rshs😊👍 gapapa, kamu selalu punya Allah, Dhif!

[katadhifa]

D-14

Driving from place to place, I had another mental breakdown. I had to pull over and let it all out for a few minutes before I could continue. This whole marriage preparation thing is no joke - it's incredibly stressful. Laa hawlaa walaa quwwata illaa billaah

[katadhifa]

2015

"Did we make it?"

2024

"Oh well yes, we did!"

[katadhifa]

Semakin hari semakin jelimetttt wowowoooooooo perintilannya yg bikin makin jelimettttt

[katadhifa]

Archiving some photos from my last healing trip here because why not?🙆‍♀️

[katadhifa]

Siklus 3 ini jujur yang paling nyiksa, setiap kembali menghadapi hari Senin & Rabu rasanya subhanallaah pengen skip aja😭 tapi sehat itu harus di-ikhtiar-in, Dhif! Jadi ayooo tetep semangaaatt🤧💪

[katadhifa]

Selamat tanggal 2 Mei ya, aku☺️