Spilled Thoughts... Toxic Friendships.
I don’t know why. I’ve just felt very alienated a lot lately. Mostly from my friends. Almost to a point where I feel as if I have no friends whatsoever. I’ve reached out to some. To either have silence returned or excuses as to why I basically don’t have a right to feel this way.
Let me tell you. I have every right to my feelings. Don’t tell me I don’t just because you need to feel better about how badly you’ve been treating me. Friendships are a two way street. Equally given in to by both parties. Not a highway and a bike path. Where one is to give more than the other.
I don’t want toxic people in my life. But if you have a friend that’s been there so long how do you let go...? I’ve done it before and we became friends again. With said person saying that will change... People don’t change. Not unless they want to and they care enough for you to. After this long I would have thought I meant enough for you to care. Honestly I think I know why said person came back into my life. And now that that part is over they don’t feel more reason to stick around. So I guess that makes me the toxic one...?
