A Peek into My Brain 🧠
~Story time~
Someone once told me that, “the reason why most of us suffer is because we have been doomed to be a prison of flesh and bone that confines the soul; and the only time we are aware of this tragedy is when the scream of the captive resonates with the one let out by the captor.”
Obviously, I was a little surprised (cause the only time when he says anything remotely profound is when he has not slept in 2 days). After processing all that (aka punching him), I’m still not able to shake this weird feeling.
It kinda makes sense, but at the same time, I don't want it to.
Anyways, those are the kind of idiots that I usually hang out with so if I ever end up writing something along those lines, it's going to be cause of a random 3am conversation about life and death.
It's not gonna be because I'm feeling sad or depressed.
Nor because of the constant contemplation on what the meaning of life is, and how the lack of any such meaning increases the appeal of becoming a lifeless entity.
So
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A fun fact about me is that I am good at convincing people into believing my lies. I like to talk about normal things and 'dark' things, like murder, death, and conspiracy to take over the world; and I love dark humor. I'm not a big fan of horror movies, but I wouldn't mind dressing up like 'the nun' for a harmless prank.
A good song would brighten my day, even if the entire day was filled with negatives. Similar results can be achieved by reading a manga with a happy ending or watching a movie that doesn't make me cry at the end of it or just talking about random nonsense for a while.
I'm a romantic at heart who values honesty. If I get the slightest clue that I'm being deceived, I will write you off in a second. In a conversation, I'd rather be the listener than the talker. If you ever need someone to just sit with you and listen to you for hours on end, then I'm your gal. The only time when I would happily be the talker is when I feel like filling any awkward silences. I don't really know why I do it, but I'd say some of the most bizarre things just to keep the conversation going.
I have a TBR list that's a mile long, but the only thing I read these days is a research article. The worst part is that the former brings me happiness (if the author was a nice person and didn't kill any of the characters) and the latter just makes me want to claw my eyes out 90% of the times. As for the remaining 10%, I would usually end up liking the topic and the methods used to get to the conclusion and then search for a few more articles that are linked or used as references for that one. I'm also working towards becoming a polyglot.
As much as I love to take charge of my life and do the best that I can every day, I would kill to just be free of it all for a day. Just one day wherein I'm not worried about anything, and all I must do is relax, drink a piña colada, and stare into nothingness. I might read a book, buy a book, or watch a movie adaptation of a book. But the one thing I wouldn't stop doing is relaxing.
In this space, I would be posting something original . There might be some instances wherein I might end up reblogging all the things that I found to be cute, interesting, amazing, or fascinating, but I wouldn't hold my breath if I were you. There will be some NSFW posts as well, which would be labeled as such, but I would still prefer it if you wouldn't follow me if you weren't 18+. Any blogs that don't have an age specified in the description will be blocked.
I would love to use this space to connect with people who could help me with my journey to become a polyglot. In order to do that, I would be occasionally posting things that I would be writing in the language that I'm learning, so please feel free to correct me if I'm wrong.
I'm not sure if this is enough/TMI to be considered as a good intro, but I'm gonna stop here. Asks are open, in case you feel like talking or asking something. You can DM me as well. Just please be respectful and not outright rude. If you do that, you will be blocked.
For everyone who has stumbled across my page, I hope you have a good day! And if you're planning to stick around for a while, then it's nice to virtually meet you!
