gone.

“we all have our scars from loving someone too deeply, to wanting to protect someone too much.”

[kathxjung-blog]

Gone || 02.07.14.

It’s been two weeks since Kathrin didn’t step outside of her apartment. Locked inside with all her emotions and thoughts, her pain and rage almost drove her insane. Sitting in the corner with a wooden stake in her hand she’s shoot a glare at the clock that was ticking loudly, breaking the deadly silence that’s fallen to the small room in the past few days. Her luggage packed and closed next to the door, it was time for her to decide. To decide if she’ll end it all with tearing her heart open or switching her humanity off and leaving Korea.

She pressed the sharp edge of the stake against her chest, letting out a hiss as it’s scratched her skin. A small teardrop ran down on her cheek, she was way too weak to do it. She wanted to live.

But what life is there for her to live?

 Her eyes fell shut as pictures of her friends appeared in front of her. Will they miss her? They probably will… But what about him?

What about the man who she loved unconditionally, whom she smiled at oh so brightly even when he’s shattered her heart with the words that left those plump lips? Will he miss her?

The question was left unanswered, and she’ll probably never know. Without any further hesitation she’s got up from the ground and threw the stake on the bed, grabbing the luggage instead and only putting in down in front of the main door. Kathrin took a last glance at the living room, then walked to the kitchen to grab the pen that she was keeping next to the fridge all the time, to write a short message on the sticky note that was taped on the wall beside the door. She knew Kibum would check up on her again the next day, but she didn’t want to wait any longer. There was nothing left here to stay for.

“I’m gone. Don’t look for me, by the time you’re reading this I’m somewhere far from Korea. It’s for the best. I’m sorry. I’m turning it all off. I love you, Kibum.

Goodbye.”

[kxbutt]

Kibutt is love.

Kibutt is life.

[widowmakxrs]

[kathxjung-blog]

"Has your mom ever tell you that it's rude to stare at people?"

Cause if she has, fuck being polite. Go ahead and stare as much as you want, though you can't touch more than my buttons. If y'know what I mean.

Reblogs and likes are both appreciated, c'mon, help a bored vampire out.

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[dingdongjae-deactivated20200630]

[kathxjung-blog]

Kathleopatra ( @boobmonster )

Just another photoshoot. @daddy k I'm keeping the outfit, just so you know. ;)

[kathxjung-blog]

1. Wooo the song homie pls help me and like what sort of devil remix is this I love it 2. Aigooo you took the heart down. How sad~ I still haven't taken mine down. 3.U suck (never going to let this joke go tbh)

1. Here.2. I've put it back, go check it.3. Fix my link you fag, I've changed my url like two weeks ago.

[always-jonghyun]

[kathxjung-blog]

"Wow... that was uncalled for. And rude."

[itzlily-deactivated20251020]

Kath, hey! Long time no see! How you doing? -beams with a wide smile on her face- 

[kathxjung-blog]

I'm doing great, what about you cupcakes? (/she flashes a bright smile, tugging a strand of hair behind her ear) 

[jaredlxto]

"Bear with what? You sitting on my face?" A soft chuckle left his small grin as he watched the girl move her hair. "I’d rather not have that when we do go"

[kathxjung-blog]

"I meant my spontaneous comments about sitting on your face, though if you keep on smirking like that I might just seriously sit on your head." She laughed, hiding her face behind her glass of water. 

[021094-blog]

Slight curiosity filled him as the female sitting in front of him spoke, setting her cup down gently on the table. Thinking about him? Well, that was an entirely new thing someone had told him, and in all honesty it threw him off. “You were thinking about me? I should fill honored then. I think just about the same as you do, but most times when I come to this place it’s a bit crowded for my liking. I think my luck is on my side today to have it be this quiet.” He spoke in a casual tone.

The male looked up at the other, a single brow raised as he wondered what was going through her head when she said that. “Was the party that bad, or is it something else?” Jongin asked the other, surely it was about the party. It wasn’t the best one he’d been to, it was probably the worst. Formal parties were something he dreaded more than anyone else who were forced to go, but that’s where most of his customers were. The more customers the better, in his opinion no matter how tiresome it got to see them on a daily basis.

"It would seem that neither one of us had the time of our lives that night." Leaning back against his seat, that night hadn’t cross his mind since he left. The only thing he remembered was the female in front of him.

[kathxjung-blog]

Kathrin couldn't help but let out a soft chuckle at his statement. Only if he'd known that she's compelled out at least ten people from the cafe about fifteen minutes ago... The young vampire was arrant about abusing her powers these days, and forcing people who annoyed her to be less annoying was one of the things she's done at least fifty times a day. "Maybe I scared people away." She said in a playful tone, and even though it sounded like a joke, every spoken word was true this time.

"Formal paries aren't my forte, but it brought me an Adidas campaign and a potential friendship, so in the end I can't complain." The smile plastered on her lips didn't fade for a moment. Bringing the cup to her lips again she took another sip of her coffee.

"Talking about the friendship, I'll have to ask for your number. Maybe we could go out together to a less formal party and have some more fun than last time." Kathrin put the cup on the table again, reaching for the mobile in the pocket of her leather jacket. Though she might've sound a little pushy, she never was the one to bother about people seeing her being inappropriate. Flashing a bright smile she's put the phone in front of him. tapping on the screen with a finger. "Please?"

[jaredlxto]

It’s not nasty, just… Y’know, if that’s what you’re into. I won’t judge.

[kathxjung-blog]

"You better not!" She flashed a grin, running her slim fingers through the blonde locks that were resting on her shoulder, slightly arching both of her eyebrows. "You'll have to bear with this on our next trip."

[axxden-deactivated20141115]

Ayden knew that both of them had the same characteristics so he didn’t await her to be any more open to him than ever before so he just shrugged his shoulder “People still hatin’ on ya’?”

[kathxjung-blog]

"As they've always done since I was five, ye." She nodded, shrugging a shoulder as a slight smirk appeared in the corner of her lips. "Even got shot not too long ago... perks of being a vampire. At least half of my enemies think I'm dead already."

[jnicoley-deactivated20140705]

Decisions and Interventions | Nicole and Faith

"Should I just leave the whole bottle here?" the bartender joked as he served Nicole her fifth glass. He was a dear friend of hers and he was actually the one who gave her a pass at this exclusive bar. It’s the type of bar wherein you had to be a member or an elite to go in. It was perfect since in this place, Nicole wouldn’t be followed by paparazzi. And with the pressing issue that was bothering her for days now, she didn’t really feel like dodging aggressive photographers or faking a smile. Besides, if she was caught drinking and smoking, that might stir up another dramatic issue. "You know, that’s the best idea I’ve heard today" she shot back with a lazy smile. "Yeah but..nahh I’ve been working overtime already, I don’t really have the energy left to drag your drunk ass out" he said with a mocking grin. "Touché" was all Nicole could reply before she gave him a dismissive roll of her eyes. 

To begin with, Nicole wasn’t really here to get drunk. She had a huge problem alright but she wasn’t a strong believer of the ‘drink my problems away’ gig. She was actually here to meet up with a friend who’m she knew would be best to give her advice. This specific friend of hers was known to give no-bullshit opinions and that’s what she really need right now. She was dwindling and soon enough she had to make a decision. What option to choose was the problem that was burdening her exhausted mind for weeks. Taking out her phone from her purse, Nicole sent another text to her friend -[SEND TO: Faith J.] Yah, I don’t really plan on growing old here so if you hurry your butt up, that would be highly appreciated.- Her friend wasn’t really late per say. It was Nicole who was actually very early since they agreed to meet up at 8pm and it was only 7:30pm. She only arrived earlier because she got so bored at home. Now, she was also bored with waiting so she decided to bother Faith and make her come faster. It was a  dick move for sure but she was in no mood to feel sorry for it. 

Taking out a stick of cigarette from her pack, Nicole switched from her wine to her menthol addiction to pass the time. She was six sticks down when she finally got a glimpse of her friend as she enters the bar. She didn’t turn around to greet her, she was too much of a coward to face her irritated friend.

[kathxjung-blog]

There weren't many people lucky enough to call Kathrin their friends. Sure there were a lot of buddies around her, but only a few of them got the privilege of getting to know Faith. Nicole was one of these few people; they've known each other from way back when Kathrin was still a human. Though no matter how hard she tried to recall the first time they've met, she couldn't remember the details.  Maybe it didn't really matter at the first place. The important fact was that no matter what, she could count on the other, and it was the same at the other way round.

Kathrin snorted when reading Nicole's message, of course impatient as always. She didn't bother running up, though she was already in front of the club. Instead the blonde lighted a cigarette, and leaned her back against the wall, watching the people going inside. The place was an extremely elite bar, not something she was used to. Not because she couldn't afford it, but for the mere reason of hating rich and stuck up people. 

After a good twenty minutes of just hanging around, she decided to step inside, running her gaze around the pub before spotting her friend, sitting at the table in the company of a half-empty bottle and a pack of cigarettes. A slight smirk appeared in the corner of her lips as she’s made her way towards the table, resting both hands on its edge as she leaned in a bit, pointing at the stubs in the ashtray. “That’s not very idolish of you, darling.” It was only a tease, they both knew it. Kath instantly flopped down beside the other, waving for the waiter to bring another bottle and glass for her before she pulled her own pack out of her pocket, bringing another stick of Marlboro Gold Touch to her lips.

“Now tell me, what bothers you this much?”

[kathxjung-blog]

The Most Patient Roleplayer Award

This goes out to all the people I'm roleplaying with. You guys are fab for bearing with me. Thank you.

[notyourjyp-deactivated20160905]

Alright so I don’t know. Sorry if I publish things? But I do consider that conversations between two people are between those two unless anybody else is invited to participate in. Like, I don’t know if a scene happens between two people, be it on dash or not, it is between them. Otherwise it would be godmodding. This is how I work, this i my opinion

[blackjack-gzb]

MaisonMartinMargiela x seoul #6