Healing

Kathy • 18 • Seattle • Feel free to message me for anything you need

[boy-so-pale]

[healinglilia]

i've had 5 breakdowns today

[soracities]

me, at 3 am, in the middle of yet another personal crisis: i need to learn 2 instruments, 1 craft and 5 languages. immediately.

[seqments]

*downloads duolingo and calls it a day*

[recked]

[danger]

[peace-and-awe]

[defvsing]

[reputing-deactivated20231019]

[timbllr]

from weheartit

[vegasbride]

[magnetization-deactivated202002]

[timbllr]

via weheartit

[timbllr]

via weheartit

[girlpowers]

[disclosur]

[ojibwa]

[kathypoosays]

i sometimes feel like a single parent. I love my boyfriend and he’s a great dad but he just doesn’t help. He doesn’t even work right now and has spent the past three months taking from his savings and avoiding job interviews. He doesn’t offer to take out daughter when i’m home from school unless he sees im visibly upset. I understand he never did chores before living with me but c’mon he’s 21 and can’t pick his jeans off the floor? He can’t make himself breakfast or lunch or dinner? I go to school 30 hours a week, I clean, I feed our daughter and pump, i do laundry. He’s in our messy room right now just sitting in bed “sick” probably playing video games. When i’m sick I still get up and clean. Only time I didnt was when I had laryngitis and a fever of 103. Our daughter is going through sleep regression and waking up every hour at night. I’m tired, i’m broke, and I need a shower. I love him so much but i’m hitting a breaking point.