*Katie isn't crazy

My name is Katie Bell, I used to be a student at Hogwarts... but a lot changed since that. People say growing up and start a life on your own is hard. But it's even harder when you have to fight the most cruel wizard of all times, next to your other responsibilities. Now it's not a question of which direction your life will take, it's a question if you will even live?

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

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[katieisntcrazy-blog]

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Ray-Ban Sunglasses

[caslouisegreen]

"Okay, that’s great. This is going to take our minds off of things for a while hopefully."

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"We could ask around a bit and when we know who would actually join, we could plan the rest."

[caslouisegreen]

"That is true. I miss being on a broom. Hopefully we have enough of us to play."

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"I am pretty sure the twins wouldn't miss an opportunity like this and I could ask Matt and I think I have seen a few more people who would probably join."

[just-somebody-with-a-dream-blog]

"That’s a good way to think. I wish I was more optimistic like that. I used to be… it’s kind of hard now though. Its been hard. How do you think Hogwarts is doing right now?"

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"I used to be more optiistic too. Not much left, but what did, that I try to focus on this one thing. Without Dumbledore? Not very well I guess."

[just-somebody-with-a-dream-blog]

"Maybe. I’d like to think that. I just… I hope everything ends soon. I want to go home already."

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"I know it can be difficult, but I try to believe in this. That keeps me going on... Well, I hope I will still have a home where I can go back after this."

[just-somebody-with-a-dream-blog]

"Exactly! It’s like there is this invisible wound that just won’t close. I feel like I’m suffocating a lot of the times. It scares me because I just don’t want to feel this way. I don’t want the rest of my life to be scared of everything."

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"I know what you mean... But maybe... when this war is over and things change then maybe the fear will gradually disappear. When we are able to build up a safe and comfortable life... I don't know."

[caslouisegreen]

"You think they’d let us do that? Because I would so be up for that."

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"I don't know, but hey, who says we can't try even if they say no?"

[just-somebody-with-a-dream-blog]

"Yeah, I know how that is. I wish I could say it gets better but well, I mean it does but it’s a really slow process. I’m okay. I still wake up thinking that this is all a dream. I kind of feel like someone is going to come out and say that my curse is still here. You know?"

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"It doesn't really. It has been... over a year now and it's not getting better. I mean of course I healed and all, but there is just a part that will never heal, I guess. I don't really know how to explain. I know, I am terrified next time I wake up, I will still be at St. Mungo's and this all was just a dream."

[caslouisegreen]

"Yeah of course. I tried my best too and I guess that wasn’t enough for our captain. I miss playing, I wish I could do it here somehow but I don’t think we can.."

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"Oh? Well, I guess we could try...? Just not to fly too high and all. I bet there are a few people who would like to join. And it would be a good distraction for at least a little while."

[just-somebody-with-a-dream-blog]

"That’s pretty much my thought process right now. How are you doing by the way? I know it can be tough after having an attack and being cursed and everything."

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"I am much better now, though sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and am in pain. I guess you are one of the fews who actually understands my situation... How are you? Matt said you are better now, you know, over the dangerous part and all..."

[caslouisegreen]

"Well I always thought you were a great chaser."

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"Thanks. I had to be good, I couldn't let my team down, right?"

[just-somebody-with-a-dream-blog]

"Yeah, no kidding. Finding the distraction is the hard part. Do something like what exactly? I know, I just want to go back to when my biggest problem was finding out whether or not I had feelings for my best friend. Or even worrying about an exam. I liked the simple things."

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"I really don't know... I wish I would, but I don't. Oh right, the good old boy problems. What would I give to have them back now. Back then I thought it was the end of the world that the boy I liked didn't like me and then suddenly there was the one accident came after the other and I found myself in St. Mungo's."

[caslouisegreen]

"Yup, that would be me. And you’re Katie, I remember you from a quidditch match or two."

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"Yeah, everyone always remembers e from quidditch."

[caslouisegreen]

"Hey… I’m not interrupting am I?"

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"Hey. Erm no, you are not. Cassie... right?"

[just-somebody-with-a-dream-blog]

"Exactly, he has never been the serious type. I’m used to him being silly and making jokes left and right. Everyone is always so serious though. It makes me wonder if things will ever be the same. I wish the same thing. I don’t want to lose anyone else."

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"We all need a little distraction from this war ad everything... Maybe we can do something... I don't know, this is silly. I don't know, I wonder about the same thing, but I hope. I hope it can be the same. Not even better, just the same as it was."

[just-somebody-with-a-dream-blog]

"That’s good. It’s not that I think he’s bad company… he just I don’t know. It’s weird seeing him all serious for me. I hate feeling as if we’re all waiting for the other shoe to drop. But yeah, I know what you mean about us all being stressed. I’m just wondering how long it will last."

[katieisntcrazy-blog]

"I kinda understand that. In all my years at Hogwarts it wasn't often that I saw him serious. It's so different... everything is so different. I hope this all will be over soon. And that nothing happens to our families and friends."