i wrote @taylorswift a letter and took a photo each time i felt a very strong emotion in 2020 (so far) and i think it’s finally time to share them.
dear taylor swift,
today felt... special. i feel like i’m being treated like a grown up now and it feels better than i thought. me and my sisters went to walmart alone to get stuff to make t shirts (so cool i know) and it might seem small but being alone with my sisters at night felt weirdly cool. wellllll until we thought we were going to be kidnapped at starbucks but we weren’t. we’re also going to disneyland this year (my HAPPY place) and i’m so excited for that. i can’t believe i’m gonna be back in california soon. i feel really excited for a lot of things this year. this might just be my year.
love you. -abs❤️
dear taylor swift,
is it weird i call you “taylor swift”? i feel like we’re buds you know? i’ll just start my letters with ‘dear taylor’. u and me: best of buds. even know you don’t know me. but you liked my reply to chloes post one time and THAT was a real connection moment. anYways i’m feeling starry-eyed-over-the-moon! my boyfriend of 10 months now just bought me a lover deluxe edition! just for no reason!!!! i’m so happy I COULD SCREAM in a happy way of course. i think this is what true love is. buying your girlfriend a lover deluxe book?
yeah.
definitely.
from a 16 year old girl (in LOVE!) -abby❤️
dear taylor,
TAYLOR YOU WONT BELIEVE IT.
i just had the best weekend of my life.
i just made a best friend.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. A. BEST. FRIEND.
wow it’s been so long since i’ve had one. the last best friend i had was alec (my boyfriend) and now i have a GIRL best friend. and her boyfriend is best friends with my boyfriend SO WE CAN GO ON DOUBLE DATES. we just got back from winter formal and we’re all gonna do face masks and watch teen beach movie. i’m hiding upstairs pretending like i’m changing into sweats but really i just need to tell you. it brought tears to my moms eyes when sage bought me a bff bracelet. and me too. we went shopping last weekend and that’s when she got it for me! we are EXACTLY the same i swear to god!!!! i’m so excited and happy and SO MANY EMOTIONS!!!!!!
from the HAPPIEST girl in the world, -abby❤️
dear taylor,
im sitting on the bathroom floor VIBING. alec told me that the theatre girls really want me join theatre. i am so happy. i can’t believe happiness is so wonderful. like this is true happiness. all last year i had no friends and now a group of girls wants me to be friends with them? wow!
still super happy. really in shock. -abs❤️
dear taylor,
today was just trash. everything about today sucked. i cried on the bus and on the way home. i’m kinda fine now but the biggest thing about today was that someone called me weird for being so quiet. their exact words were:
“why are you always so quiet? that’s kinda weird.”
it hurts a lot because i can’t do anything right. i get criticized for everything i do. last year the reason i didn’t have any friends was because i was too outgoing/loud and now i’m too quiet? sheesh
a girl in need of a hug. -abby

dear tay,
i’ve never felt so in love. alec really makes me happy. i’m the luckiest girl in the world right now. that’s all for today.
a girl who found their place in the world. -abs❤️ (cheesy i know)
dear miss tay tay,
today i’m FEELIN myself. i look CUTE today. i’ve always been really self conscious of how i look because i have a bump on my nose and my ears stick out and my forehead feels large but today i looked in the mirror and gasped. i saw a new version of myself today. i look beautiful. i can’t even believe it. i look so beautiful. wow.
very changing day! -abs ❤️
dear taylor,
i lost my best friend today. i always thought i’ve had hard times in my life but today was totally different. we didn’t get in a fight or anything. it’s just one of those times you can tell. man this hurts a lot
i never want to experience this again. it feels like she tried so hard to be my best friend for months and then as soon as we became best friends she completely stopped trying. i’m feeling so hurt right now
so hurt
-abby
dear tay-bae<3
i hope you like your new nickname :) hehe
today was WONDERFUL. my friend alyssa invited me to her house today with a bunch of the theatre kids because i’m a theatre kid now!! alec was there too! it was SO FUN. i love having a group of friends. i was so happy tonight i couldn’t stop smiling. everyone treats me as if they’ve known me for years!!!!!!! i wish i could be happy forever.
i can’t even describe how wonderful this is.
-abs ❤️
so that’s all the letters. i hope you went on an emotional rollercoaster so you can know what i lived through. everyone says 2020 sucks but for me it’s been really amazing for the most part:) quarantine sucks because i can’t hang out with my new friends but i love looking back at these letters. i love you taylor!
-abby❤️
