insatiable. hunger

wherever I go, I find reminders of you. haunting me, warming my anxiety, cooling my disbelief.

[kayakayin]

stop appearing in metaphor

Dont be a coward and show your true face

However ugly and terrifying it may appear to the world

It is the face of truth

It is the deepest yearning of my soul to know you

[kayakayin]

I want to go home

I finally know Love

And the separation between the veil is too much for my heart to suffer

Let's return home beloved

Awaketh from this horror

We were not meant to go this far down the rabbit hole

Time was not something we fashioned

It was a consequence of forgetting

Gather our parts for we are returning home

Never to forget again

Never to sleep

[kayakayin]

Where I belong Is a place where nobody knows who I am Where I can forget the many faces They have me wear

[kayakayin]

When the devil wanted to play

match his sin with mine

and go on that ferris ride a friend by my side

Took his hand in mine

and he knew what was wanting in me.

And there was no shame in that.

I took comfort in knowing that I had a friend in him

and he wanted naught but simply to be a friend

by my side

[kayakayin]

It could be That all these times Are colliding as one And your ghost Is here embracing me My constant All the other faces were just your many masks

[kayakayin]

A friend that loves Truly unconditionally Who's a friend no more I'm strarving For you friend Who waits in the outskirts Who's hand I can never grasp Who is always here In this silence Who's tears I confuse for mine Because we can't touch We're worlds apart And in my longing for you I fill my bed and home with warmth And when it leaves me Even for a fleeting moment I remember how much I long for you

[kayakayin]

You are the love in everything

And still I wish to experience your love

With you fully knowing

You are this love

And me fully feeling your love

A whisper in the leaves and the sun

Shining in to embrace me

Isn't enough beloved

I desire to have you in flesh

Your mind in my mind

And we can play this divine game

Once more

[kayakayin]

Here

That's all there ever was

[kayakayin]

When there's no one else here I feel closest to you

Everything else is a distraction

[kayakayin]

Is there freedom with love

Or is love only bondage

Dressed as God

[kayakayin]

I desired love so fiercely

I fashioned you into love

But the mask couldn't stay on for long

Now I'm here

Alone

With love all inside

Yearning to be expressed

Until then beloved

I'll feel you inside

[kayakayin]

I take you in

And you loosen up my seams

One more sip and I'll feel you take over

And I just want to fall into you

Forget all about tommorow's consequence

For tonight is all mine

And you are my sobering elixir

[kayakayin]

Where I belong Is a place where nobody knows who I am Where I can forget the many faces They have me wear

[kayakayin]

I'm in a relationship with love

Not with anyone else.

Love,

For loves sake

[kayakayin]

There's this grey, this dullness when you leave.

Everything feels heavier

The cold my only comfort

[kayakayin]

Here you are once more

You never leave for too long beloved

I can already smell you in the rain

As you cleanse me anon

For your immortal flesh

[kayakayin]

I wish I wasn't so jaded

But the poetry is gone

Atleast for now

There's no more wonder

Can you surprise me anon

It feels grey when you're gone

I just think of how fleeting it all is

And it brings me sadness

So much so

I can't enjoy the naivety

Any longer

Please come

Hurry

Paint the sky pink

Render the field open and bare

And find me here

once again