kaybeye

another moodboard

[kaybeye]

please take your shoes off before entering my blog

[gritzzz]

[stuckinapril]

I think part of getting better is complete ego death. Like you’re not above setting a timer for 5 minutes and focusing on a task. You’re not above doing a very simple 3 minute workout to start. You’re not above reading for 10 minutes a day when you first get out of your reading slump, even if you used to read for hours. You’re not above starting slow and then building up to where you want to be/where you once were. What you are above is total inertia. Doing something really is better than doing nothing. Radically accept where you are, radically accept your limits, and go from there. Don’t let your ego get in the way.

[kosmogrl]

[gentlekiss]

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[kaybeye]

“Running To Pain” is about what happens when you stop trying to escape something difficult and instead move toward it. Pain, grief, longing, truth… whatever it is that keeps following you, that follows all of us. It came from facing pain as not only something that wounds you, but also as something that can reveal you. All those ruptured moments - the resistance, the surrender, the doubt, the longing, the eruption, the liberation.. they’re all relevant, they’re all fleeting, but I showed up for every single one and so help me god ..I don’t plan on stopping any time soon ..so I hope that this song can provide the fuel that’s needed in these moments and more xxxxoxoxox - Kelsey Lu, 18.03.2026

[aidashakur]

[rianphin]

[kaybeye]

We, as humans, are constantly searching for happiness, fulfillment, wisdom, perfection, love—something. There is always some kind of desire. chasing (2021) asks us to practice radical acceptance, to catch our breath and breathe, breathe, breathe.

Director: nwaobiala

Editor: nwaobiala

Co-Director: Natasha Ayoo

Colorist: Natasha Ayoo

Actor: Nyokabi Kimari

Music by: Nyokabi Kimari

Words by:

-Susan Sontag, from As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks 1964-1980

-Rainer Maria Rilke, from The Voices in The Book of Images

-Sarah Schulman, from Conflict Is Not Abuse

[glockinmyundies]

Jacob Lawrence

[remanence-of-love]

[pussymargiela]

[allexpensivethingz]

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[bloombound]

[lengurz]

[sixgrl]

[msrthst]

the art of sleeping in church while hundreds of people around you are chanting and praying.

[lourensz]