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K. 29. Androgyne. Quaker. INFJ. Lawful Good. Leo. Internet and RL fancy pants. Also was cassandra-leeds of lj. Now The Circadian on Ao3. they/their/them if you pls I'm an artist and a writer and I like a show a lot. This blog is fandom/personal, occasionally NSFW, and I often reblog posts from horror/scary shows. I tag both nsfw and possibly upsetting posts for ts. I tag most of my posts about depression and gender dysphoria as well. Let me know if you need anything else tagged. Icon by my dear Jules!

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1st anniversary!💖💕🙆🌹🌼🌻💖💕🙆 (at The Huntington Library, Art Collections, and Botanical Gardens)

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The Path season finale early screening at Hollywood Forever Cemetery. What a treat and with good company too. :3

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So I don’t come on tumblr much, twitter is mainly my forte. For those that don’t know, I am twitter user @AshHawkshadow.

I’m here to talk about what happened today with Travis Aaron Wade.

You’ve probably heard by now, or caught wind of someone of the “wank” going on in the fandom. You may have seen the storify, you may have been directed to my pinned tweet, you may have seen the ONTD article, you may have read Travis’s facebook post, or twitter post. You may have seen the Change.org petition to keep him off of cons.

I’m not here to tell my story again, or to share more evidence. If you havent heard and are curious, go to my twitter. I’ve already shared i wont do it again here- it’s all over twitter, facebook, even here. 

Today, I received in the mail, a cease and desist letter from Travis’s lawyer. Well, actually, MY PARENTS received the letter, since that’s the only address Travis has of mine. Travis sent them out to three other girls, (that we know of). It’s not my place to share their identities either.

Heres the thing. The letter is demanding I take down any post I’ve ever made, on any social media platform, and legally sign that I will not mention him again- due to “libel” and “slander” and “defamation of character”. I need to remove all posts within 10 days or “Mr. Wade may be pursuing legal and monetary repercussions” (or something like that).

Which is bullshit.

I have not told lies, none of us have, in addition to the sexual harassment Travis has lied, stalked, harassed, manipulated, intimidated, slandered, gaslighted and all around used any tactic he could to silence us. 

I won’t be signing. I won’t be stopping. I have the truth on my side. Travis cannot keep silencing his victims. He cannot keep using his power and his fame into keeping us quiet. I’m in the process of trying to find a lawyer. I will once again be filing a police report. 

Travis Aaron Wade cannot keep getting away with his sexual harassment of these girls, and he will no longer silence his victims. 

I am a victim of Travis Aaron Wade and he will not silence me. 

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My father’s mother died when i was 15 I put him to bed one night, small skinny kid walking their lanky, sleep deprived father downstairs from the study to the master bedroom. Found PJs, and held them out to him, as he stared blurry eyed into the foggy dimness of his grief.

Ten years later when i was visiting back east he’d wake me, ask me to get out of bed and talk, because he was terrified the marriage was falling apart. I’d calm him, explained to him why his sleep issues that went hand in hand with his dementia meant he had to sleep separately from Mom while she healed from a surgery for a little while, and that eventually, yes, he might have to go to a home because Mom couldn’t care for him alone. He processed it slowly but eventually agreed that he understood it was all out of love.

I often wonder how he felt in those moments. I hope it was a grateful acceptance of his child playing at parent when they didn’t know what else to do. I hope it was a gentle blessing in his perspective and not a haunting or embarrassing thing. I think I was happy to do it. It’s hard to remember how I felt when I just miss him so much.

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CONFIRMED

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Susan Sarandon shutting it down. “I have nothing good to say about Woody Allen.”

Woody Allen is a sexual predator who at best seduced his 17-year old step-daughter and at worst molested his child.  

What he did is wrong and working with him means you condone his behavior and would rather side with an accused predator than the victim of a sex crime.

Disgusting. 

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Shout out to all y'all who get cramps so excruciating they go all the way to your knees!

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I love having art from my past that I’ve done and I can look back on as touch stones. I think when you’re gender fluid there is a sort of questioning that goes hand-in-hand with just living life in one phase of gender identity or another. Like right now I’m in a very femme phase. And I feel like I look back on a couple years ago and I think, did I actually feel that way? did I fool everybody into thinking I was masculine? Or did I really feel that way? Was that real? And then I can look back at the work that I was making and I can recognize and I was asking the same questions about the same things I was experiencing before that. I was asking those same questions in my head about the way I had identified very femme before. That symptom of questioning your validity as a person with an identity that you’re very aware of being a shifting thing, it’s kind of like constantly keeping balance and I don’t know… I’m grateful to have work that I can look at and be like, yes. This was real. It’s real to be me whatever season I’m in. It’s okay to question, but it’s not worth stress because if anything it’s assurance I’m searching deeper.

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PSA for everyone seeing civil war early: PLEASE DO NOT SPOIL CIVIL WAR FOR ANYONE!!!!! If not for their sake, for your own, because if you start spreading civil war spoilers on this website you will most likely not survive the experience.

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THE UNION DEFEATED THE CONFEDERACY

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LINCOLN DIES

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Okay I laughed harder than I should have.

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🙌🙌Amen

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My new favorite shirt is here.

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Why aren’t their more gifsets of Bucky begging and slamming his head around and turning into the Winter Soldier all over my dash? I’m disappointed in all of you and you’re terrible.

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Why are you kids all into the daddy stuff all of a sudden? Like I just don’t buy it. Is this the same as when I was growing up and we all pretended we were into butt stuff because it was edgy?

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a tiny emoji spell to cleanse and protect one’s blog from negativity.

a like charges it, a reblog casts it, the more notes the stronger it is for the community. ☄

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if Bernie wins Cali strongly, he wins..if you know people out there or you live out there and support him..please keep spreading the word! we’ve got this still

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Tfw your tech issue has unexpectedly been given a number. Oh.