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[rivaneset]

Idk where I am in my head and I don't think the person that SHOULD know has any idea.

[anargisteafrikaner]

One of the things I struggle with as an alcoholic with a year of sobriety under my belt is remembering all those things I did before I got sober. The arguments and fights I started, the lies I told, embarrassing myself and everyone around me in public, all the time I spent driving so drunk I only half remember how I got to the destination and so much more.

I was a force of chaos moving through life, ripping everything apart. Ruining everything good for other people and blaming them for my life being a mess.

I can't begin to explain the amount of shame I feel. How much I wish I could go back in time and stop myself from doing those things.

Anything can trigger a memory. A smell, a scene in a book or series, a photo on my phone. It makes me cringe so hard that I feel like I'll collapse in on myself like a black hole.

But you know what? At least I cringe now.

I never cringed at my behaviour before. I'd offer up excuses and half-baked apologies to get people off my back about it, so I could go buy another bottle of vodka. I feel that shame now, and I allow myself to feel it because it reminds me why I am sober. It reminds me why I need to stay sober. It's like a mechanism built into my brain that keeps me from making those same mistakes again.

I will not drink with you today.

[empty-sigh]

Making out with your pretty pussy before I kiss the fuck out of you

[tacit-semantics-deactivated2024]

I have been meaning to get water. For three hours now

[spiritualseeker777]

[noelbadgespugh]

[kaynashink]

Ritalin

Written in innocence

Revving my engine & putting 2 cents in it

[freshtattoo]

Sick snake . Up for grabs ! Shoot me a dm! For more designs by… https://ift.tt/byVpIAg

[trauerbube]

Some cattos ❌❌❌

[steadyhandpokes]

Flowers.

[trueshredguitar]

i love that post thats like “never trust how you feel about your life after 9pm” that shit changed my life. every time i feel bad i look at the clock and i’m like Aha It’s 10:26 PM You Cannot Fucking Fool Me

[loviely]

i wanna be loved……. like overwhelmingly loved….

[noelbadgespugh]

[evertestati]

Protect me from what I want

[barbietearz]

americana by Luke Paine, an London tattoo artist.

Americana Traditional

Career day in school never be a policeman



[akindplace]

Sketchbook_jpeg on instagram

[sarcasticphilosopher01-deactiva]

A large group of people is called a “no thanks”