between week 9 & 10 of quarantine...
and we are finding a groove. daddy is back to full time, after fixing, painting and creating; cutting boards, picture frames and house repairs. he is learning to grow in health with diet and excercise and continuing to sleep well and easy. jack is becoming more comfortable with songs that have swear words, playing luminosity to enhance his cognitive skills and on day 34 of meditation with "waking up". jack is finding better ways to communicate his frustrations and what he needs from us as parents and from his relationship with his brother. eivan plays chess now and can identify when you need a hug to feel better. his emotions are big but like his brother, he is learning how to communicate with words how he is feeling. he plays well alone but misses his friends. i, myself am learning to regulate more and more. understanding the true slowlness this life needs for me to see, seek and listen. practice is maintenance and my curiousity remains. unveiling, revealing and learning to dance and play while time exists. the outdoors continue to be our sanctuary and we will take what we can get, whether that be our .6 acre lot or borrowing space from friends and family. we miss hugging people but our backyard fires have brought community over to remind them of our true nature. we are social beings, connected to nature and it's more relevant than ever.
