Hope.

25. Australia, my ask is always open. 🫶🤍🦋 TW

[fairycosmos]

i would describe myself as fun and light hearted and unburdened. please ignore the blood in my mouth

[panteneprovcommercial]

oh no cigarettes for me thanks i just wanted to be in this dank alleyway with you

[kosmogrl]

unstoppable force (wanting to be the kindest version of myself) vs immovable object (all the anger and hatred I have inside myself)

[michellegun-deactivated20230629]

BECOME UNMARKETABLE

[michellegun-deactivated20230629]

MAKE YOUR PAIN UGLY MAKE YOUR LOVE GROSS MAKE THEM WINCE AT YOUR EARNESTNESS MAKE THEM LOOK AWAY

[sweatermuppet]

being in yr 20s is abt experiencing the worst thing you can imagine & then having to go to the grocery store

[sweatermuppet]

im like no worries & then feel so upset i get chest pains

[catchymemes]

[hanaofthenorth]

a girl does start to feel optimistic in a patch of sun

[girlstressed]

@ashstfu

[seraphimrot]

i’m not any kind of survivor, i didn’t survive anything. i’ve been burning alive since i was six years old

[raen1-deactivated20240910]

milf (mother i'd like to forget)

[444thinmints-deactivated2022080]

yeah, i might like eating

but i love losing weight.

[thebeebitchsblog-deactivated202]

[tobi-w1th-an-i-deactivated20220]

Where is the weight loss

[sickdelights-deactivated2023091]

cant talk rn i'm busy being a danger to myself

[cinnamonswan]

[uncharged-airpods]

me

[euo]

do people miss me I can’t imagine myself as a person others think about

[helenasurvives]

i am asked about my favorite color.

i am seven

and my reply is

pink

because i am a girl

and pink

is a princess color.

i am asked about my favorite color.

i am ten

and i like

green

because a boy told me that pink

is lame and girly.

i am asked about my favorite color.

i am thirteen

and i tell them

purple

it is unique and spunky

like i want to be.

i am asked about my favorite color.

i am seventeen

and i just say

red

i do not say

it is bright and angry at the world

as i am

i cannot form the words to express

all of my frustrations

so i paint my lips with

rage.

i am asked about my favorite color.

i am twenty

and it’s pink

i remember the joy

of being a child

i reclaim the freedom

of femininity

because i cannot remember

what my shoulders felt like

before the depression

hung from them.

i am asked about my favorite color.

i am twenty-six

and my answer is

brown

it confuses most people

they don’t see it

they may think of dirt

and dust

and dead things

but it is coffee with friends

and the chocolate chip cookies

my mom used to make.

it is my hair

and my eyes

amber and gold

in the sun

and i love myself

again