I hung out with the āMā girl the other night.
I went to a family friends bbq for dinner, my boyfriend came along. We all had a couple drinks. He left around 8:30, precisely when I stopped drinking. āMā didnāt get off work till 10 so I started chugging waters, playing off not drinking for the fact that I did have to work at 8:30 am the next day.
At 10:00 I walked from there to my Dads house where my car was parked. I convinced him and my boyfriend that I was sleeping there. I got in my car and drove 10 mins along the highway to a provincial park, where āMā works and sleeps.
I get there at 11:00, meeting her at the gate and we drive to the staffhouse where she stays, weāre alone. For the first few hours we just talked, knowing we both wanted to get closer, but still too nervous and unsure to make the first move.
Around 12:30 she says, āI wish I had my weed and bong,ā and I say āI have a joint in my car.ā We head out to light it up, I pull out my car keys when weāre done to lock it but she thinks Iām leaving. I say āno unless youāre tired and want to go to bed,ā which she denies. We go back into the hangout room of the staffhouse which has a TV to watch.
We both slowly try to sit closer without being to obvious. She has a sleeve of tattoos on her arm and I begin looking it over. Theyāre all so beautiful, containing colours and blacks. It includes a horse/unicorn (not 100% but donāt think sheās the unicorn type), an image of her own dog, a wolf one orange in profile, and one multicoloured in portrait. Her arm is so smooth and soft due to the tattoos, I start literally petting her arm and she laughs saying sheās used to that cause everyone does it.
She comments on the length of my nails, saying that I might need to trim them up (cause ya know those mfs are sharpppp). I give her a few scratches on her arm and sheās says with her breath hitching āokayyy maybe not,ā as she was enjoying the scratch (later on I think to myself Iāll trim one hand for the obvious and leave one hand long for scratching her;)
I ask if sheās ticklish and she denies but I find that her armpits are. Sheās stronger than me and over powers me trying to tickle me, Iām ticklish basically everywhere. We end up basically cuddled on the couch somehow her face on my breast. I shift and she says āAwh I was comfy there.ā We get close now and share our first kiss.
We make out for a bit, my body instinctivly moving because Iām so turned on. I start golfing and have to admit to her āIāve never fucked a girl before,ā thinking she has some experience, but she admits āneither have Iā which honestly surprised me. She says she canāt just bang someone she needs to get to know them. This makes me feel better cause Iām still trying to learn how to turn a girl on good.
We take a break and watch some more tv; tosh.o , spoungbob, South Park to name a few. We talk about anything and everything. It was always so easy from the moment we started hanging out but even more now since we got our nerves out of the way. We have a few more make out sessions and sheās such a turn on.
Kissing, neck kisses, chest kisses but not tooless whatsoever. Sheās grabbing my ass, rubbing my thighs, getting confident to touch me there. Our last makeout was intense and fun. We were getting wayyy turned on, swearing cause we want more but we know itās not going there tonight. Pushing eachother back and forth with our kisses, kind of fighting for dominance, both wanting to dominate but both really enjoy being dominated. I on top of her, she on top of me.
I say I need to leave at 2 or 3 am so I can get enough sleep to go to work tomorrow. Hours keep going by; 4am, 5am. I debate sleeping but sleeping for 2-3 hours would only make me more tired at this point. She basically convinced me to pull an all nighter, so I stayed there making out with her until 8am. I drove home and got changed into work scrubs, praying my boyfriend would be sleeping. He was awoken by the dog so he saw me come in but luckily didnāt ask where I had been staying lastnight.
I went to work at 8:30 and thought I was going to pass out while in the oporatory by 9:15, kind of honestly fallin asleep; eyes drooping, sight going a bit foggy, having to really think about my words and noticing my own movements are delayed.
I make it through the 5 hour shift until my relief comes in. I have so much to do, pack for a trip, visit a friend who just had a baby, and visit a friend who just moved into a new house. By 4:30 my body shut down and I just completely passed out. My boyfriend tried to wake me up to pack but I just wouldnāt get up, my body had been awake for 34 hours and just shut down.
Itās crazy how amazing being with her made me feel, and I wish my boyfriend could accept my bisexuality and let me have the best of both worlds; what I need to feel complete honestly.
We were talking about my work and she says she thought the dentist was gay or bi. I say she has a boyfriend. I say itās funny you thought that cause I have a bit of a crush on her. And she agrees sayings āsheās really cute aināt she, got that Asian spiceā (Iām like wow this girl knows whatās up). I say sheās really funny and smart and she mentions that intelligent women are more difficult to catch.
Also āMā said she could totally tell that I was into girls. I āshow up wearing hats, bucket hats, pics of me at schoolā (she totally creeped my page haha). Iām like damn Iām that obvious really.
We talked about pride parades said we should go together as a bit of a joke but kind of serious. She wants to get drunk and make out with hot girls. I would feel so amazingly free there.
We talked about my mom saying she thinks one of her kids were gay but wouldnāt tell us who she thought it was because we need to figure it out ourselves. Hi mah itās me!
She talked about a guy she banged once and how he got so attached they thought they were in a relationship and sheās like lol wtf? So she told me to basically not get attached to her since she doesnāt want to be in a relationship, but fuck sheās so cool I want to spend all my time with her. But I donāt want her to think Iām getting clingy. She leaves soon anyways. But she talked about next summer that sheāll be back and I can ride on her motorcycle with her then. So weāll see if sheās single or not by thenn !
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