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almost two months in
the new year is almost two months old... time really flys by these days. Haven't been doing much lately, but I discovered some amazing new albums / artists in general. Besides being stoned and using my last few days relaxing before I have to start revising again, nothing really happened. But somehow I feel really happy and zen, don't know why. Have been tracking my mood and so far my anxiety and depression decline steadily. A few weeks ago I thought I might relapse, but luckily that was just a few funky gloomy not-gonna-leave-my-house-kind-of-days. I want to get back to writing more again, I slacked off over the past MONTHS. Really, I am such a lazy slob, I just tickled my language learning streak back up to a measely three days - damn.
Papa Emeritus III in Buenos Aires.
Who did you get? 🎃
Everything seems okay when I’m with you.
Kann seit Tagen schon spüren wie der Rückfall näher kommt. Es ist wie eine kleine graue Wolke die mir überall hin folgt und langsam immer größer wird. Ich hasse dieses Gefühl so machtlos zu sein. Kann das jemand verstehen? Verstehen, dass ich es kommen sehe, aber nichts dagegen tun kann? Ich fühl mich einfach hilflos, unfassbar hilflos..
4:00am
Humans spend their entire life searching for love
But what if you never find it?
But what if you do?
Will it leave you feeling empty inside?
Would love make you whole again?
I often wonder what it feels like to love.. be loved?
But why???
Would this love I crave cause me more pain than good?
All I’ve ever experienced is pain and heartbreaks
What if I told you, you have my heart?
Would I be stupid to trust you?
Im scared.. yet intrigued
Why do you bring me to such high highs
But yet make me feel like a pointless cell floating in outer space
The apology I’ll never receive
Yours is the apology I’ll never receive
You’ll never see the damage you did and even if you would see it, you’d be proud. You’d feel like you were right to punish me for misbehaving, for feeling the wrong things, for thinking thoughts I shouldn’t have, for having my own opinion.
You punished me for being and breathing and living.
You never loved me; only when I was of use for you or when I obeyed your abitrary rules and was ‘good’ enough for you you’d respect me, treat me like a human being for once. But you’d make damn sure to make me feel that I was on very thin ice - one mistake, one small step, breathing in too much air and it would break, you’d let me drown in bitter cold water again.
I was destroying myself to try to please you, I was the puppet, you were my master. But it never ever stopped. I was never good enough to be truly respected and worst of all: I was never loved.
I was never loved for being curious and clever. Instead I was punished and hated for talking back, for asking questions ‘I had no right asking’
I was never loved and cared for when I felt angry or sad. Instead you’d abandon me and punish me because my feelings bothered you.
I was never loved for being happy about anything, instead you hated me for not directing those positive emotions towards you.
I was never listened to when I needed your advice or just an open ear. Instead you made me feel unwanted and like a burden.
You mocked me and belittled me and treated me like shit. But still you expect me to respect and go or you?!
Fuck you.
Fuck you and your apology I’ll never get.
I don’t need you anymore. I needed you back then, but I’ve grown up without love and now I don’t feel anything but disgust and hate for you.
You aren’t even worthy the time I took to explain myself to you.
So fuck you and your apology. I’ll apologise to myself, I’ll love and care for myself. I’ll be me and you. I’m so much more than you could ever be.
Fuck you
This makes me so uncomfortable
Because most of us spend the majority of our time indoors, NASA conducted a Clean Air Study to determine which common houseplants are the best for filtering harmful toxins like ammonia and formaldehyde from the air.
**Please note: Several of these plants are known to be toxic to cats, dogs and other pets. If you are a pet owner, please do check the toxicity of plants before introducing them to your home.**
Source Source 2
There’s a good site to reference when trying to make sure you don’t accidentally poison your fur children!
http://www.tailsmart.com/11-detoxifying-plants-that-are-safe-for-cats-and-dogs/
Okay but I was just talking about this because I worry about air quality more than a normal person should.
So I’m reblogging this for everydamnbody.
~Winter
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