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hippie possessed and band obsessed

[kennyfrenzy]

🖤nola

[kennyfrenzy]

125 april 29

[kennyfrenzy]

145 lbs March 8 22

[kennyfrenzy]

155 lbs- Feb 22 2021

[pultakhen]

[kennyfrenzy]

I SPENT SO MUCH TIME READING THIS. FOR THAT?!

[bingutop]

You are trapped in an elevator with the person on your lockscreen. Who is it?

Reblog with who you get stuck with~

[ask-the-almighty-google]

Desmond Miles from Assassin’s Creed, along with Shaun, Rebecca, and Lucy. Yep. The elevator loses; we’re already out.

[roguestarr]

Carrie Fisher as Princess Leia! She blasts a hole through the ceiling and gets us out before we even had time to panic.

[lessattitudemorealtitude]

Kanan and Hera… 😍

[silentsaebyeok-deactivated20200]

I literally just changed it like 20 mins ago. It was Ahsoka but now it’s Ezra. Regardless, I think I’d be A OK.

[lesbiankiliel]

depending on whether it’s my phone or my tablet, either lando and luke or carrie fisher

not complaining since it’d be either my space dads or my space mum 😊

[deepmilkshakecoffee]

Jimin and Yoongi💖

[weareallevilmotherfuckers-deact]

Michael Langdon

[kennyfrenzy]

my dog rip.

[kennyfrenzy]

she looks so done w/ me oml

[kennyfrenzy]

idk..

i recently started gaining weight back. it isn’t fat from eating, just muscle from working out along with the fasting. I was bragging to my boyfriend about how i actually liked how i looked and loved toning up my body rather than being twig skinny. This was a big point in my life. His reply is “muscles are too manly. I don’t date girls with abs” so naturally i become upset and think he doesn’t like my body. then he tries so hard to say that i’m perfect and i don’t need to change. blah blah blah. idk what to think.

[kennyfrenzy]

still 115. parents have started to notice and force me to eat://

[kennyfrenzy]

weight loss progress

135 at the start of may. 115 now. goal weight is 105.

[ob-sess-ivee]

reblog to lose between 7lbs and 11lbs before august begins

[bemymonument]

My best friend had a horrible top surgery experience, and his surgeon doesn’t seem to care. He is raising money to get a second opinion and (hopefully) another surgery to fix what his first surgeon did. Anyone can look at these pictures and realize that is NOT right.

So even if you cannot donate, please reblog and share this. My best friend is entirely broken over this and is strongly fighting a deep depression because of it.

He deserves happiness, and was so close to finally reaching it before this happened. I want nothing more than for him to love himself when he sees himself, including with his shirt off.

Thank you in advance for taking the time to read, share, and/or donate!

http://www.gofundme.com/5s6wm6o

[bemymonument]

PLEASE SHARE, it’s not even just about the money. Eli wants to get the word out and possibly prevent this happening to others!

[fragilefox]

[ID: Two pictures of Eli’s chest post-op. The results are not typical for a transgender mastectomy, as there is no masculinization and the shape of the original chest is visible. it is not typical cancer mastectomy or breast reduction results either; the nipple grafts were done directly on top of the incision site, and the sutures were done poorly. there is a great deal of scarring. end ID]

here is the text from the gofundme, with spaces added for accessibility:

So as most people know I recently got top surgery on March 13th. I have waited my whole life for this surgery and I couldn’t wait to see the final results.

I was supposed to get my surgery done with Dr. Doreen Ganos, a transgender specialized surgeon at Henry Ford Hospital in Detroit, MI, she was amazing at what she does and had great results. Sadly two weeks before my actual surgery she ended up passing away.

I got passed onto a surgeon who was taking over her patients. I met with him and he had nothing but great things to say, one of which was “my goal is to have minimal scarring for you, so when you are on the beach no one will question your chest”.

Any trans guy would jump for joy at that remark so I felt very confident still going through with surgery with him. However, the outcome turned out not what I expect nor have I ever seen before, as pictured.

The surgeon chose to not use drains after the procedure, he stated that it was not necessary. He also didn’t leave me with any sort of binding after the surgery other than this sticky tape over my chest, that I had to remove myself at home. And when I removed the tape at home after a week post op, I had never been so let down in my entire life.

I had no words, other than “what the hell”. I’m not sure what procedure he was trying to do, but clearly if I was on the beach, certainly I would get questioned with my chest.

Since March I have been on antibiotics three times due to having infections. Along with having to get a revision that didn’t really do much other than make my chest flatter(which is nice) but still very deformed, as also pictured.

I also have been through multiple shirts due to leaking fluid…which could’ve been avoided had he put drains in. It has come to the point that the best surgery of my life has turned out to be the worst thing to happen to me.

My mental health has declined severely, and I have come to conclusion that I need to get a second opinion, along with a new surgery to fix this outcome.

Another surgery, taking off time from work again, and more medical bills will be very expensive and I cannot afford it myself. So I am reaching out to the public and hopefully me finally sharing my story may help a little, rather than me hiding the severity of it.

Any little donation helps or even reading my story and sharing it, I truly am so thankful in advance for anyone and everyone who comes across this page.

edit: the surgeon that did this is Dr. Herman Houin at Henry Ford, Fairlane Dearborn location

[purplecrowbar]

Pawfficer Donut is my aesthetic

[kennyfrenzy]

[inkskinned]

it’s father’s day. the man’s man day. we will sit and grill and get father ties or shaving cream because we’ve never made a true emotional connection with him and he doesn’t know how to ask for things that show actual vulnerability. we will pretend that our father did not “be the bad guy” one or twice (we deserved it, we say, holding up our hands, showing no-harm-done, i’m glad it happened, do you see what kids who don’t get spanked are like?) and our mothers will wait on our fathers hand-and-foot while he watches tv, which is different than any other day because it comes with a card our mothers bought (at mother’s day, he did not, by the way, buy hers). we will make a fire or we will go see that movie or we will all watch him sip beers. we will pretend we are a jovial family who gets along, and it will feel thin, like a fingernail that is about to break. we will say, “oh, let’s let him decide” about things, even though he usually is the one who decides things. 

and today is a day where the dads who-are-good dads and the dads who are good-enough-i-guess dads and the dads who are around-at-least dads and the dads who are i’d-rather-he-was-dead dads will all bump elbows and get mugs that say “#1 dad” on them and we will tell them all they are good, good dads. we will talk about good, good dads and how good, good our dads are, even though we know they might not be, but at least anywhere he hurt you isn’t a place that really scars. and the good dads deserve it. they deserve a day to say; okay, i wasn’t perfect, sometimes i messed up, but i was a good dad. but they all think they are good dads and in all probability they will die thinking they were good dads, against the evidence, against the nights some of us will be nursing a vodka and saying i mean but if he never seriously hit us. and the mediocre dads won’t know they’re mediocre because they’re at least better than the bad dads, and the bad dads won’t know they’re bad because they’re at least better than absent dads, and the justifications we will find for our fathers and our fathers will find for themselves will loop back around and we’ll say. all things considered, he was my father, and i might cry every time a father is nice on tv, but he was just a person, wasn’t he?

and tomorrow he’ll go back to not really talking during dinner and we’ll go back to calling anybody else before we call him and it will feel less forced in the family again. but today is father’s day. we hand him a fishing kit.

“happy father’s day” we say. and, terribly, because that’s how love works, we mean it.

[brokenheartconfessions]

Warm Summer air breezes in,

Bringing with it the scent of pollen and grass,

Wildflowers and salty seas,

And they bring me memories of you.

The scent of your hair in the wind,

Wildflowers behind your ear,

Running along the waterfront,

Sand and laughter flying in the air,

All with you.

You might think that I hate Summer now,

That it reminds me of you and us,

And what we had and all we were.

But really, I still love Summer.

Because I understand that your faults,

Your mistakes and even your successes,

Don’t hold any sway over my life anymore.

I understand that,

Even though the thought of you,

Still brings bitterness,

Still brings anger,

Confusion, sometimes tears,

That Summer is still beautiful.

With or without you.

And gradually,

My memories of you fade away into nothing,

Only to be replaced by beautiful new ones.

With or without you,

With or without you,

I’ll make my own way through this life,

With or without you.

-A

[thinerbytheday]

The best feeling in the world is seeing the number on the scale get smaller each morning.

[kennyfrenzy]

i had a little girl at work tell me today that i was “so pretty and small” and i looked “like a fairy”.. my heart smiled so much