⦻Kesshou_Yuki⦻

Yuki💜 | she/her Genocide EL's Creator

[kesshou-yuki]

I am deeply sorry for my sudden dissappearance once again,,

I believe I am going through lots of things lately for the past few months. My motivation is extremely low and school isn't helping with that.. I couldn't really study like I used too earlier this year which leads to me struggling to even do my homework. My emotions are all over the place and I've been really exhausted all the time.

I'm sorry to my moots who I accidentally ghosted, I couldn't reply without having these second thoughts of mine. It's a struggle when you wanted to interact but at the same time, you don't want too or just can't at the same time.

Artfight just started and I wanted to join, maybe I'll be back just for it but who knows for how long..

-Kesshou Yuki

[breadnbutterplz]

BOOST!!

[nanamisbakery]

This user wants their f/o so bad it hurts

[kesshou-yuki]

TW: Hints of religion trauma

"I've been feeling this... Rage and I kept on getting irritated and- and angry"

"Elysia, the satan probably made you feel this rage."

"... Don't use religion comfort on me"

"What did you say?"

"I said, don't use religion comfort on me. I hate it. It won't help me"

"It's the truth-"

"It's not."

[saipapito]

Draw your favorite character with your problems...heh..liu with exams comig up...(KILL ME BRAH.)

[kesshou-yuki]

This is so real....

[noctivart]

hi everyone <3 i am opening up my art coms until further notice!! it’s a tough world out here and ur girl can’t pay rent lolllllll

in case it’s difficult to decipher my writing, I’ll put it here too!

All simple sketch drawings are $5, regardless of size

All full colour drawings are $15, regardless of size

All drawings w/ multiples characters are $20 - max 4 characters

OC info sheets are $15!

Fully rendered pieces are $35, headshots or half-body poses only <3

If you’re interested shoot me a dm on here, or message me on discord!

huge thank u to everyone who even considers lending me a hand, love you all <3

[also ps: I’m opening art coms and not writing coms bc it takes me a lot less time to draw than write. Writing coms WILL be opening up again soon tho <3]

[kesshou-yuki]

Genuinely I kinda feel bad at myself for wanting to do something for someone and then it'll take WEEKS to do so due to procrastination and school...

If my midterms wasn't announced AFTER school holiday, that would've been nice. But noooooo, they wanted to do AFTER that when it's supoosed to be on MAY or JUNE. It's called "mid"terms for a reason not "early"terms 😭

Fuck the system honestly

[kesshou-yuki]

why in the world is your oc named “genocide” el. WHY would you pick that word

Mainly it's because I used to be in the danganronpa fandom (I pretty much had left it nowadays but I would go back once in a while) and I like this one character name Toko which has an alter of herself named Genocide Jack/Syo/Jill.

When I created Genocide EL, the name Genocide Jack/Syo/Jill came straight to my mind and I got inspired(?) and decided to name my oc as that.

I couldn't really think of any other names at that time and when I thought of an idea, it's gonna stuck there. That's all I can say, I'm sorry if I didn't explain it very well🙏

I believe the reason you're asking this, it's bcs of what's happening right now?

[a-mimic-and-a-jester]

My children :(

[kesshou-yuki]

"They're autistic, Elysia. Non-verbal even, they're not like you. Normal"

"That doesn't excuse for them to throw the trash on the floor after eating like it's nothing before leaving, rip the pages of my favourite storybooks that I once loved and constantly making the atmosphere worse"

"God, first of all, you left those books a while ago anyway and besides, they're the ones who are guaranteed to go to heaven despite how they are"

"Sure, how about the ones who aren't non-verbal, doesn't really need that much support yet still do at the same time and some of them still do inhumane things? Do they still go to heaven after what they've done?"

[cursed-casanova]

use this post as a free pass to infodump about your self ship lore! I'll do my best to read em all :3

proship/darkship/neutral DNI

[kesshou-yuki]

I've never got the chance to share my yumeship and now's the time soooooooooo....

Liam aka X-virus wanted to grab something that is near EL and noticed that she's eating a snack. When he gets near her, he quickly grabbed the thing he wanted but EL immediately took a step back and holding her snack closer to her, completely misunderstanding the situation.

And Liam just stands there in confusion and so is EL. Both just staring at each other LMAO

Liam: I... I'm not gonna take that

EL: ...Oh.

Context: EL had two autistic younger brothers which one of them would constantly eats whatever food there is and constantly snatches other people's food from their hands aggresively, that includes EL too.

[sinn0hh]

[kesshou-yuki]

I'm just gonna put this here...... I'll maybe pin the ref sheet sooner or later

[kesshou-yuki]

Tbh, I might need to rewrite Genocide EL's personality bcs I want to her to be more like me...

I'm thinking of making her a very emotional and expressive person but not to the point of a crybaby (girlie will def get mischaracterised so badly if she gets popular...) obviously yet still insane when being violent at some point.

I like to think of her not fitting in anywhere even as a proxy when obviously being surrounded by insane serial killers like her but unfortunately, the answer is no. It's like she's not insane enough or her emotional self is being way too much.

She may be giving "Idgaf about the weird looks" at first but once you get to know her better, it's true that she's struggling with this insecurity of being too much.

I really love this idea bcs I kinda barely see any creepypasta who are like this.

Emotional yet still enough to become a killer.

Though I admit, I'm kinda scared to create a creepypasta oc / self-insert like this bcs it's not creepy enough but rather more emotional and never fit in,,

[crp-confessions]

I want to brought up about something that came across on creepypasta tiktok community, y'all already know what's going to happen what I'm about to say

So recently I've seen people saying:

"Creepypasta fandom is dead because new creepypasta ocs are ass and made to be shipped with their creepypasta character and made their whole personality based on their creepypasta character"

which I found funny in my own opinion because creepypasta isn't dead because of this, the community is toxic itself especially on tiktok where you can't be happy sharing your oc x canon ship without getting bombarded with hate comments and second creepypasta characters are creepypasta ocs, right? Everyone can agree on that so why do we care why creepypasta ocs was made? I mean it's not your oc, it's not anyone's oc, it's the creator's oc and at the end of the day the creator can choose to make a creepypasta oc to be shipped with another creepypasta character or make creepypasta oc's personality about and not about their creepypasta character is shipped

And to give you a proper example is Nina(I'm talking about the Nina one which most of us consider her as a yandere and Jeff the killer's fangirl back in old creepypasta times where we didn't know the info from Nina's creator that Jeff and Nina have a sibling relationship) and Jane(Jane Arkensaw not the Jane one who's lesbian)

Nina the killer: Yandere, Jeff the killer's fangirl and her personality is about loving Jeff the killer because you know she's a Jeff's fangirl

Jane: Jeff's enemy, Her whole personality based on hating on Jeff the killer because Jeff ruined her life

And yet people love them which it's not wrong or bad but don't talk about creepypasta ocs having their whole personality based on creepypasta character or have that similar opinion while you love Nina or Jane

That's quite my own observation and want to give my own opinion about this, correct me if I'm wrong in some parts and sorry for my English grammar btw

[kittysselfshipz]

i am unwell about this fictional man

[kesshou-yuki]

Bro became my study buddy JSJDJSJS

I doodled X-virus in my chemistry notebook :>

X-virus belongs to @/mamaporcupine !!

[kesshou-yuki]

Heyyy, I published a book abt Genocide EL :> (my Creepypasta oc)

It's going to publish in chapters bcs her lore is pretty long, so I hope you'll enjoy her story!! ^^

"I would rather become a killer than going back to that hell" Once somebody's dreams got taken away, that same person must pay the price in