Kez

25 | Queer

[kezarus1]

Bringing this back as a mind space

I think I’ve destroyed the best friendship I could’ve ever had. I pushed too hard and now they’ve gone. I don’t know if anything I do can make up for it. The pain, the anxiety, the stress, it’s too much. But I’ve reached out for help this time. I wouldn’t normally but I can feel myself falling into a darker space, darker than I’ve ever been. And I’m scared.

[nocontextgoodplace]

[the-poor-decision]

This is an underrated joke

[dynamax--grookey]

You say joke but

[inactive244224522-deactivated20]

That's right I've heard the story over and over again

Gee, it's swell to finally YEET her other friends

[caitlinluvsmanga]

One of the reasons Spinel’s story breaks my heart so much is because I’ve been in that one-sided friendship where I was the one who was used.

Spinel was the best friend and that was her job, to make Pink happy. But Pink never told Spinel she could go or anything. She tricked her with a game and said “you say it will be fun, I’ll be back”. Those friendships where you put in energy and discover you were the only one doing so.

I broke down in tears hearing her story because it became a matter of Spinel felt like a useless, pointless thing. And Pink giving that look of embarrassment of her made it worse because she later told Steven “at least you thought I was funny, right?” She felt annoying and like a joke once she realized why she was felt behind.

As a person who constantly feels annoying and has experienced what is basically being ghosted. It kills you instead because you feel pointless and that angry destroys you.

The lyrics to her song kill me because I’ve loved them. Spinel being left behind and tricked and showing what it’s like to be in that situation. The lyrics reflecting what it’s like to be in that one-sided friendship.

“You keep on turning pages for people who don't care

People who don't care about you

And still, it takes you ages to see that no one's there.

Isn’t it lovely?

Isn't that cool?

And isn't that cruel

And aren't I a fool to have

Happily listened

Happy to stay”

Her entire backstory struck a cord. Breaks my freaking heart because everyone deserves better. I’ve never hated Pink Diamond because she was naive and didn’t realize her selfishness but poor Spinel. Who would have done everything for her best friend and became what she calls “a bad guy” because of how cruel it was what was done to her.

Thanks for coming to my ted talk.

(All gifs did not come from me)

[kezarus1]

^Took the words right out of my mouth

[pinksdiamonds]

Steven Universe: The Movie + ‘Game’ references. 

[kezarus1]

Magenta is a crush of mine from the film so for Santana to be playing her... damn 🥵

[kezarus1]

I love the Time Warp number but if they kept Sam as Rocky, why not keep Mercedes as Frank-N-Furter? Like, they weren’t performing for anyone else and plus Mike played Eddie in the number so they might as well thrown all the characters in 🤷🏻‍♀️

[kezarus1]

I’m so happy about a Rocky Horror episode of Glee. So obvious that Rachel and Finn were gonna play Janet and Brad, Sam as Rocky and Brittany as Colombia

Also, Santana singing Science Fiction at the beginning of the episode... ooof 🥵

[kezarus1]

Sue talking about Santana’s boob job is a mood 😂

[kezarus1]

Telephone duet in the toilets was amazing and even though Sue interrupted it, her shouting “shut up” was fantastic 😂

[kezarus1]

“Oh Sue, I think you can manage 6 national titles without two confetti cannons.”

“You think your kids can manage life without their daddy?”

Oh my god 😭😭😭

[kezarus1]

Sue actually voting for New Directions for first place and Vocal Adrenaline last is so cute 😭

[kezarus1]

Santana did not get to sing enough in season 1. Her voice is absolute perfection 😍 there was just too much of a focus on Rachel and Finn’s voices cos they are the leads. What’s the point in having a highly talented group if your just only gonna have two as the focus?

[kezarus1]

They really made Olivia Newton-John a bitch in this show 😂 even Sue thought she was going to far about what she was saying about the kids

[kezarus1]

Okay, but why in the hell did Schue think they’d win Regionals by doing a Journey medley? I like Journey but its definitely not good enough to win. Also, coming in from behind the audience again? Because you guys didn’t do that last time 🙄

[kezarus1]

Jesse is such a fucking twat. Like, why the hell would Rachel end up fucking marrying him in the future? I’d never forgive him for that

[kezarus1]

Mercedes offering Quinn a place to stay is so cute. I like them two as friends 🥰