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wlw || Active Aug 2024 || she/he/they idgf.. || Trauma core

[cyberxbattalion]

[burned0utstar]

I miss him.

But not because I still love him, but because I could trust him. Because he made me feel safe.

He is the first and only person I ever told everything to.

And today when I had flashbacks and a panic attack, all I wanted was him to hold me.

Because to me he means safety and trust.

Still.

Even if he is not here anymore.

[detached0l]

[detached0l]

[deathchains-deactivated20250109]

[unorcadox]

[deathchains-deactivated20250109]

[hel7l7]

I don't want to keep these secrets anymore

[fexntyl]

[bacteria-x-x]

[abyssalmaki]

10.08.19

[wielkiimarzyciel]

[70-nn-13]

[tearsfallout]

[expressingexperience]

[lhazaar]

i, personally, love to straddle that fine line between “fandom blog” and “record of complete psychological breakdown”

[i-was-only-a-dream]