Czech queer F/20s ^.^ Looking for other girls to chat with ๐ In an open relationship! Gay af, she/her, sw: 50 kg, cw: 75 kg, feedee/feeder/FA. Read pinned post before you text me ;) Minors DNI
I need a break, I'm sorry. Will let you know here when I am back ๐ Might be few days, weeks or months, honestly I have no idea. Just need to listen to my body rn. Thank you and have a nice day ๐ฅฐ๐ง
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I was thinking i could introduce myself a bit so... It'll be long, you don't have to read it, but if you're curious:
Hi ๐โจ๐
I'm Tess or Tessie, a queer cis girl in her 20s. I study physiotherapy, love nature, animals, music and witchy things ๐ฑโจ
This blog is obviously mainly about feedism and my life as a feedee and feeder. I'm quite open about my kink irl (many of my friends know, even part of my family). I have few feedist friends in reality too ๐ฅฐ I enjoy the fun that this kink brings to my life so much ๐โจ๐ And feel the downsides too... Over all it is a huge part of my existence ๐ง
It's been few years since i started to be active in this community. I have an account on FantasyFeeder, had on Feabie but it's deleted, and also on one Czech website. I'm on Instagram now too (_tteessiiee_)!
But for now you can't find me anywhere else ๐
Something more about me:
I absolutelly LOVE bigger women ๐๐๐ Defenetly not just in the kinky or sexual way! The shape of these bodies is just so so so aesthetically pleasingggg. You are so gorgeous... โจ
So im also turning my body into this shape slowly... ๐๐ But still fighting with it - if i should or better should not. Mental vs physical health, you know... Started gaining when i was around 50 kgs in 2020, i'm 161 cm tall. If i don't intentionally try, i don't gain a single pound (honestly i usually lose weight like that). So you may be sure that every kilogram of fat that is on my body was added on purpose ๐โจ๐
My dream lifegoal is to look like a kind witch that gives the best hugs, will always protect you against the exhausting world (from a spider to misogyny) and you may be sure that there is a great home-made snack in her pocket to make your day a bit sweeter in every occasion โจ๐ฑโจ
Orientation?
I'm so much into girlsssss and girly bodies. And im in a long term relationship with my beloved gf (wanna have kids with her, so yeah, it is serious) ๐ However it is an open relationship, she's polyamorous and i can't stay without people from this kink โจ It's a curse...
Even though i prefer women, i'm also into non-binary people and trans people (mostly ftm). But for some reason im getting more and more attracted even to cis men? Idk what happened, i've never been but...sexuality is fluid, you know โจ (It is still only like few percent compared to my attraction to women though).
So i just label myself as queer af. It always mostly depends on the personality of the other person ๐
I also have two irl feeders and a feedist platonic partner ๐ They are amazing and so so important for me and im very thankfull for having them in my life ๐I am NOT looking for any new partner, not even feeder, sorry and thank you.
My kinks?
Oh... I have many of them ngl. Ofc feedism ๐ง My main and most important kink. Speaking of... I don't like anything about being messy where i also count burping etc - deffo not for me! On the other hand i love so many things on the whole spectrum from soft feedism to death feedism ๐ค Something just in fantasies, something irl.
I also do have many more kinks, mainly from bdsm area. Love sub/dom dynamic (way more subby but sometimes can dom too. Oh and kinda bratty they say... ๐), bondage (and the aesthetics of shibari?? Omgโจ), praise kink but also humilation and objectification (if i know it is just a game, not reality), pet play (related to feedism - way more piggy, can't relate to cow tbh), conditioning and training. From the darker side there is something about addiction and intox, kidnapping, free-use and cnc... And so on ๐
(Finding a kind and kinky dominant feeder lesbian is such a dreammmm, especially living near me! But this probably won't happen... You'd notice though - i'd gain so much for her... ๐ง๐ค)
I'm very frinedly, talkative, cheerfull, love people. Kinda active honestly - never get bored. Love to chat, feel free to dm me ๐ And please especially text me if you're from Czechia! Love to find new folks โจ Buttttt! I apologise for not responding regulary 'cause i'm trying to live my normal life and not to be so addicted to tumblr... It isn't personal! I just don't have enough time, i'm very sorry for this ๐ฅบ๐ Also i go here in periods - some weeks every day, some months not at all... While chatting with me just be casually respectfull. If you are not i won't hesitate to stop the conversation. And please don't send me any pics if i don't know you - that's not a good start ๐ Consent is very very high value for me, don't cross my boundries (if you worry, better ask me! I'll appreciate it), i'll do my best to not cross yours ๐
I guess that's it! "Brief" info about me โจ
I hope you have fun on your adventure through the world of Tumblr ๐โจ๐ค
Have a nice day ๐ฅฐ
- Tess
Post scriptum: Oh and thank you very much for every like, comment and reblog, it always makes me smileeee so much! ๐ฅบ๐
PPS: I need to stress that this account is 18+ even though there isn't anything explicit. I understand you, teens, i was the same. But i still post sexual content so please MINORS DONT INTERACT ๐ For all profiles - write your age in your bio otherwise i won't reply to your messages.
I desperately need a shibari session in these days ๐ฅบ The suspension... ๐ค But I don't have the opportunity for it so... I have to tie myself up on my own.
At least I wanna learn how to make harnesses with ropes. Look how cute my belly looks in them ๐โจ๐
What if your feeder decided to maximize your gaining, to speed it up as much as possible. You are already used to being stuffed 24/7, sure. Three wg shakes each day, 5 meals and snacks inbetween, waking up in the middle of the night to stretch your growing belly with more food. Your life is only about consuming. It is pretty much impossible to eat any more, there just isn't enough time in a day.
Butttt... There is a way to force your body to gain even faster. Have you ever thought about parenteral nutrition? What if your feeder pushed more calories to your body via your bloodstream... No need to eat more, the infusion will take care of it. You won't be more full, it does not go to your stomach so you can overeat as usual while gaining faster...
Plus you have no controll over what substances the infusion contains, only your feeder does, They would have full power over you. Could drug you, make you more hungry, more horny, more anything. Manipulate you not just your mind but also your body.
You'd literally be their toy with no chance to leave unless they'd allow you to.. โจ๐คโจ
I know this isn't usual content for my blog but...
The lesbian urge to sleep with a girl is insane rn. I want to hug you, tight and close, feel the warmth of your body. Breath with you, connect with you. Look in your beautiful eyes, kiss your cute lips, carres your smooth cheek with my thumb. I wanna lay you on your back on our bed and get on top of you. Kissing your sweet lips more till the tension builds up and we fall into the blissfull neverending moment. Your eyes sparkle, I move your hair to the side, smile and slowly put my hand on your throat while getting closer to your ear. So close you can feel me breathing. โBe a good girl for meโ I say as i kiss, lick and lightly bite your ear. The moment you moan I strenghten my grip around your neck restricting the blood and oxygen to make you less think and more feel.
And then I just start kissing you all over your body, touching you, grabbing the insanely soft and attractive curves you have. My goddess. Undressing your shirt, lick and suck on your beautiful breasts. Telling you how gorgeous you are and how much i love you. Get lower, kissing your belly, running my finger in circles here. Run along your side with my nails till you shiver and laugh. Immediatelly carresing you here to release the tension i've just built up. It is a game. My favourite game to play - tease you.
Starting to touch your tighs while i get back up to see your face and ask if you like it this way only to find you blissfully smiling. I get to kissing your inner thighs then. Smelling how horny i made you, cant waint to give you the release you need. I start touching your p* over your panties observing what type of touch you like the most. After a while, i finally undress you and get my mouth closer to your sweet spot. You know the feeling you gonna get in few seconds and you crave it incredibly much.
I start to comfort you easily, just one finger. Getting you needy more and more. You got so nicely wet for me, i cant handle it anymore, need to taste you. As you feel the first light kiss you automatically moan again, you want more.
So i give it to you. I start eating you out. Gently. Easily. I want to give you as much pleasure as i can. As much, as you can take.
And that was just a foreplayโฆ First 20 minutes. Wanna hear about the next 2 hours?
How do you mean i'm "unfit" and should hit the gym?!!!
Starting to enjoy making content like that. Im a physio, you know, I really should be a gym girl! ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ But I prefer being a fat girl instead๐คฐ๐
TW: feederism, feedism reality, medical issues, explicitly explained medical conditions
Hi! This post gonna be long, it is a bit more medical again. We are feedists, right. Many of us are overweight or obese, some also have high blood pressure and many other comorbidities. We overeat a lot, stuffing so much sugar and fat into our bellis or bellies of our feedees so that we gain as much as we want. Therefore we are at HIGH risk of developing diabetes.
I am a student of physical therapy, NOT A DOCTOR. But I kinda feel the need to educate our community a bit ๐. So there are some facts (from medical literature which i study for my exames) about diabetes that I think should be commonly known. It may scare you, it may make you horny (we are weird, especially death feedists, hi guys ๐ค), I just want you to know this, if you feel strong enough:
What it is and important vocabulary:
It is a disease caused by malfunction of insulin secretion from pancreas, or by insulin resistence of target tissue (such as muscles) or combination -> in every case you have a problem with insulin and glucose in your body.
There are two types, type I (DMI) that is caused by autoimunne reactions and you can not prevent it. And type II (DMII) which is hella important for our community because you can literally eat yourself into it. The more you over eat, the more you weight, the less you move, the higher the probability of developing that disease. This post is mainly about DMII.
Glycaemia = how much glucose (form of sugar) is in your blood
Norm is 3,9-5,5 mmol/l. After eating usually max 7,8 mmol/l
Hypoglycemia = less than 3,3 mmol/l
Hyperglycemia = over 11 mmol/l
Insulin causes that glucose goes from blood to your cells so it can become part of your metabolism. On the other hand there are hormones that causes the opposite - more sugar in your blood (by various mechanisms) and those are adrenaline, kortisol, growth hormone and glukagon.
How to get diagnosis of diabetes mellitus type II:
Doctor takes a sample of your blood plasma and tests its glycaemia:
If it is done in two different days and in both cases your glycaemia is over 11 mmol/l
OR if it is over 7 mmol/l after not eating for at least 8 hours*
OR if you undergo oral glucose tolerancy test and it is positive (you drink 75 g of glucose in 200 ml of water, wait for 2 hours and your glycaemia is over 11 mmol/l)
...in any of these cases they probably give you a diagnosis of Diabetes Mellitus. This apllies for my country in the middle of Europe, idk about your countries but it could be very similiar.
OR! I know that in USA they are also supposed to measure glucated hemoglobin (HbA1c) and diagnose you with DM if it is over 48 mmol/l.
*if your results are between 5,6 to 6,9 mmol/l, you are prediabetic which means that your body already suffers but you can stop it and go back to full health by changing your lifestyle (read more bellow).
Smyptoms of DMII:
I gonna explain them in "normal" language. You may have just some or all of them:
you are thirsty a lot, you drink a lot, you pee a lot, you are still thirsty though
there is glucose in your urine which definitely should not (you will not notice it, lab will)
you lose weight, you feel tired
your vission is blurred
you have some of acute or chronical complications (more bellow)
Complications of diabetes AKA what may happen to you:
They are usually devided into two groups - acute that actually can kill you pretty quickly and chronic that deteriorate your quality of life. (In the worst hypothetical case you can become blind, with neurological pain, amputated leg and close to a stroke that may kill your ability to move and speak. Nice, isnt it? ๐คข) So lets get a closer look into that. These things happen when you do not treat your diabetes well or ignore it at all (for example continue in overeating and gaining even after being diagnosed):
Acute complications:
Hypoglycemia - may occur in patients that are treated with insulin (or glinids or derivates of sulfonylurey), also after drinking alcohol (even when you eat with it or dink juice etc). You do not have enough glucose in your blood so your brain cells become to die and in the worst case you will fall "asleep" (into coma) in the evening at party and will not wake up in the morning because you simply die. Your body fights hypoglycemie by making more glucose from storages in your liver, muscle and fat mass. Symptoms are anxiety, blurred vision, inability to concentrate but also seizure and coma.
Diabetic ketoacidosis - occurs in patients with DMI, very dangerous, also can lead to death. If you dont aplicate insulin when you should, you become hyperglycemic, dehydrated and your body catabolise fat into ketone bodies.
If you overdo it with your stuffing session while you are diabetic you may hypothetically cause yourself a hyperglycemic hyperosmolar coma. You are dehydrated, pee a lot, your blood pressure is very low, so low that it can reach hypovolemic shock and you faint. Also you kinda damage your kidneys.
Cronic complications:
Instability between insulin and glucose causes damage to your blood vessels and nerves which may result in
Retinopathy - you slowly lose your vision or even become completely blind
Nephropathy - if you ignore that you have diabetes, you damage your kidneys, it is asymptomatic for a long time but may result in need of dialysis or even transplantation if not treated.
Neuropathies - very common and very annoying. Harms your nerves - all kinds of nerves which means motor (problems with movement), sensoric (problems with feeling anything - touch, pressure, pain, cold, warmth, vibrations etc. and "problems" means you feel it less, more or differently so for example contant pain tha cannot be stopped) and autonomus (causes erectile dysfunction and decrease of libido, slows down motility in your stomach and gut, makes you feel sick, causes vomiting, constipation and diarrhoea and many more)
Diabetic foot - tissues in your leg are so damaged that it may literally start to rot and in the worst cases leads to amputations. This complication is related to many things from little injuries to ulcerations to gangrenes with bacterias that kinda eats your fat, muscles and bones.
Aterosclerosis - higher risk for ischemic heart disease (angina pectoris, heart attack), lower limb ischemia (may cause pulmonary embolism) and stroke.
Other problems such as: inflamation of thyroid gland, celiac disease (you can not eat anything with wheat, barley and others), diseases of skin, mycotic infections, urological infections etc.
Treatment:
I hope you are at least a bit frightened now... So what can we do when we are prediabetic or even diabetic? Three things!
Diet - if you are overweight or obese then it is weight-loss diet plus diet counting how many carbohydrates and fat you eat. Losing weight really works honestly.
Physical activity - helps so much!!! In general you should walk at least 10k steps per day and do some aerobic exercise for at least 30 minutes 3-4 times per week. And it should be on 75 % of your maximal heart rate (how to count that at home: "220 - your age = ideal load") plus ofc any sport you like. If you do have diabetes, be very careful about any injuries because it can lead to the diabetic foot.
Meds - DMI insulin for sure. DMII usually gets first oral antidiabetics and only in some cases insulin. But over all meds are only part of the treatment, it reallly does not work well without taking care of your food or exercising. You need to change your lifestyle if you wanna get better (I know that some of you don't).
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I hope this post gave you something, tought you something new and you know the risks of our kink better now. I do not want to tell you not to do it - I have that kink too and love it, gonna continue gaining. Just be aware about the consequences ๐
Uffff... that was long and complicated, I actually did my research for that and spent few hours making that post ๐. But it is still possible that i did some mistakes, did not understand something well etc - I am NOT a doctor, please believe more your health proffesionals than me, thank you. Im sorry if anything does not make sense or if I use some words in a strange way - english is not my native language and I do not know many medical terms and phrases, know them only in czech and latin so I translate it somehow based on that XD
Enjoy the candy that our kink brings to our life and stay as healthy as you wish ๐๐๐
Anon from Sweden here again. Just wanted to say how much I agree with the Hungarian poster. The community needs more international diversity, especially from outside the anglosphere. I love it when peoples nationality appears in their blogs. We need European fatties who eat food specific to their countries and holidays. Or who lives in the boonies and have no access to a drive-through. Or who bike and ride the train because there are more ways to travel besides cars (and cars are very dangerous and polluting). Or who write their posts in English AND their mother language because it's really hard to find sexy feedism writing that's not english.
Anyway, hope you have a wonderful new year and a fat and happy 2025.
Yessss! This whole kink is so fast-food oriented... We could share what are our favourite dishes, write in a commnet what you like ๐๐ฝโจ
My favourites are:
fried cauliflower with baked potatoes ๐ฅ๐ฅฆ,
potato dumplings filled with smoked meat, with fried onion and cabbage ๐๐ง ,
andddd pumpkin baked with nuts and blue cheese and bulgur ๐๐ฐ๐ง๐
(Would love to use propper emojis, but they don't exist ๐)
In my country (and i think most of Europe) we actually cook lunches or dinners. My family goes to restaurants rarely, like 3 times per year. And we never order takeouts. I went to McDonald 3 times in my whole life with my parents! (But i do it regularly with my feeder, hihi...๐)
To the other parts of your message - yes, not everyone drives a car every day. Huge shout out for czech public transport which is amazing in the capital and whole country! I usually use car only when I travel with my dog for more days or when I have to get somewhere lots of stuff. I never go to school by car. ๐
Reading stories in our languages would be nice. We actually have one website for feedists in Czechia but unfortunatelly it has been pretty much dead lately. Do you guys have your own websites/apps/communities in other countries? Im really curious about that honestly! And for czech guys - would you like me to write my stories also in czech? ๐จ๐ฟ
Thank you, Sweedish anon and happy new year full of good food to you too ๐๐๐
I love your blog. And I love that you are from central EU! Sometimes I feel like this community is so USA driven, that we forget there are people from smaller countries.
Love from hungary!
Hi, that is so cute ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ And I see the same issue! Everyone is from US, lbs anf ft everywhere ๐ We need to infiltrate normal metric system to this community a bit more ๐๐
Hope you are fine and not going much crazy due to your goverment... Sending love back from Czechia ๐๐๐
I though i was pretty chill and not gaining fast. Just a little bit of fun. Omfg I have blown up so much!!! ๐ณโจ๐ง
I mean look at me. EVERYTHING is bigger and plump now. The belly, waist, hips, tits, my arm looks double the size, new double chin, no chance to see my ribs anymore, I have a back roll now... What have I done to myself? ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ