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I’ve learned that in order for good things to come your way, you must believe you deserve them.

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‏معنى الجمال باختصار: The meaning of beauty in short is: طيبة النفس, واحترام الذات, ونقاء القلب. The goodness of a soul, self respect, and purity of the heart.

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Wishing that if only I️ was able to make a phone call to Heaven, just to hear your voice again. I’ve been beating myself up at how “busy” I’ve been through the years. Knowing that you’ve needed us the most, I took for granted the moments we could have shared other than when i was a kid. Growing up, you taught me how to do it all on my own. But now, I️ would much rather be with you and be by you. Once I️ hit my accomplishments, i don’t want anyone else but you by my side. I know you needed us, wanted to be with us and loved us so much. I was just “too busy” being selfish and I️ have myself to blame. I just want to make you proud. I want to represent everything you’ve created the right way at all times. You’ve created your legacy through us and you will forever be in my heart.

I love you. And I miss you.

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Rick and I finally decided to combine both of our businesses into one. One code, one income (with a bigger contract level) and get awarded together. It’s no longer about who gets more, who does more and who wants more - we’re building eachother up.

It was a leap of faith decision. I can’t wait to see it manifest into the lifestyle we’ve always wanted.

Always pray to have eyes that see the best, a heart that forgives the worst, a mind that forgets the bad and a soul that never loses faith.

Nothing in life is free.

There's always that one person who has to risk it all, give it their all and work hard in order to have something, make something or build something. Successful people don't go through life looking for hand outs, freebies or silver spoons. They lay it all on the line to one day reap the benefit of all the seeds they planted - and one day, it starts to manifest and grow.

I have been through hell and back. Sooner than later - giving handouts and allowing people to take me for granted for all the work I put in gets absolutely tiring. It's seems to be the common denominator. I allow people to literally squeeze out everything I have left in me and yet somehow I find myself empty handed every time. I constantly ask and pray to god to show me signs - to guide me and to mold me into the woman I'm meant to be.

And yet again, this is one of those lessons.

As always, I will continue to work hard, put my head down and really focus on what he has planned for me.

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Life is 10% of what happens and 90% of how you react to it.

- Charles Swindoll.

There are so many things that I've been through that NOW I don't allow or condone. If it leaves me to think, "Fuck that, that's not how I operate" I won't even look at you or think twice of you. The way I see it - if it doesn't pay my bills, feed into my future, make my family happy or goes against my integrity standards, don't waste my fuckin time. Tell me even just a simple sugarcoated "white lie" and best believe I'll cut you off quicker than you can blink! I'm sick of people who've been led to believe I'm someone to walk all over or take advantage of. To be honest, don't even think you're remotely capable of holding me back.

I have worked way too hard and have been through so much to believe in something said rather than shown. I'm a woman who needs visuals to believe in things. I don't, can't and refuse to believe in possible sugar coated, white lies and fantasized dreams with no game plan.