hearth & home.

nyx ulric ; loved  by nadine.

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im... barely here but uhh classes are starting up so i’ll be around less ;;

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hi im alive adsjig

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❛ i don’t care why anymore i just want to get away. ❜

plainwater // accepting

          “ running away from your problems isn’t going to do you any good. ”          the magic is still pulsing in his veins. tingling. burning. he clenches his fists and exhales softly. other things to worry about than the toll the magic is taking on his body. he hands her a warm thermos. 

          “ but i guess it’s another problem if you run straight at it without any thought. ”           he smiles slightly, awkward. here’s the hero who fights for a future he doesn’t know he deserves, all he knows that others deserve it more than he does. “ it’s all on you. either way, you just need to be ready for the consequences. ”

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❛ time has a funny kind of violence. ❜

stranger things ! // accepting 

          “ you’re still young and you’re talking like that? ”   nyx smiles at him a little, lowering a warm cup of coffee in prompto’s cold hands. the winters in insomnia were always hard on a tropical-born galahdan man like himself. he figures prompto would be used to the winters, but the boy is shivering as much as he is.   “ you must’ve been through some hardships. i won’t ask for whatever ghosts you’ve got hanging over your shoulder - but just know it’ll get better. ”   he’s repeating what the kingsglaive’s therapist has told him time and time again.

          when he has nightmares of the attack. when he watches silvanus be taken away by niflheim soldiers in slow motion and muted noise. when he watches selena die right in front of him in perfect clarity, her scream piercing through his ear drums and startling him awake. his therapist tells him it’ll get better. nyx isn’t sure if he believes them yet. 

          “ they say time heals all wounds. ”   he glances at the pictures pinned on his wall. there is a past where he was happy and surrounded by loved ones. selena smiles with their mother. libertus has his arm around him and their friends. there is silvanus - smiling shyly as nyx kisses him on the cheek. all those pictures might as well show a different world.   

          “ but... time... time also leaves its scars. ”

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im staring at my drafts but im thinking abt how i miss rp servers on discord

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frostwoven:

      Sedna, at first, just stares at Nyx, her brows tugging together as she tilts her head to the side. ❝Is… That the best you’ve got?❞

          Nyx stares back at her, still smiling, but looking a little hesitant before finishing the punchline.   “ Don’t go around.... brrrfooted. ”

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it’s almost 2 am but uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh like this for a good ole small starter where nyx is happy and makes a joke with your muse

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hey so uh, when are we going to learn that racism is a serious issue & that ignoring in in the rpc is just as bad as being ignorant & racist in real life. ignoring it or thinking that it doesn’t concern you is enabling the racists & contributing to systematic oppression, thanks, bye.

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i never gave up on you.

stranger things ! // accepting

          “ i know. i... know. i never gave up on you either. the first year we were apart, i didn’t stop looking for you. i couldn’t sleep because i’d think... i’d think what if you were knocking on my door? what if you called me, saying you needed help? what if... what if someone found your body? ”   nyx exhales slowly.   “ i don’t think about those days because you’re here now. i just want to focus on you. ”

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@frostwoven - ice jokes 101

          “ Hey, how do you keep yourself from getting cold feet? ”

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@valfreyan​​ - good eats. 

          “ i don’t know what kind of food your royal highness would eat in tenebrae, ” nyx sits with her at the picnic table and produces some containers from his pack. “ but this is what we eat in galahd. prairie style skewers. toadsteak drumsticks. malboro sauce. rice and vegetables. ” he pauses and hovers his hands over the food. “ i’ll just warm this up real quick. libertus made this for you this morning. ”

          tasked with showing the dear oracle around the city, libertus made him swear that he wouldn’t take her to shitty restaurants and that ranged from fast food to five star restaurants ( “ their food is shit, nyx! i don’t care if they use the best ingredients! you can barely taste their food with how small the portions are! ” and so on, and so on. ) it was silv who finally suggested that libertus just make their lunch if he was that worried about it. 

          “ sauce might be a little spicy, so just try a little bit of it. ”

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it’s almost 2 am but uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh like this for a good ole small starter where nyx is happy and makes a joke with your muse

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it’s a    call    &    response.  //   highly selective nyx ulric from ffxv’s kingsglaive. loved by nadine. please read the rules before following! 

promo made by @dogtgs  ♥

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i got a week free before it’s new years and then i gotta do work for school 😩which means im gonna work on these asks, make an rp starter thing, and also play ffxiv  😉

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it’s a    call    &    response.  //   highly selective nyx ulric from ffxv’s kingsglaive. loved by nadine. please read the rules before following! 

promo made by @dogtgs  ♥

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for all your poetically philosophical needs, collected from the essay  &  poetry collection plainwater written by anne carson. ❛ it surprises me you came all this way. ❜ ❛ don’t get angry. ❜ ❛ i’m not angry i am conscientious. ❜ ❛ she yes very smart sees right through me. ❜ ❛ in my day we valued blindness rather more. ❜ ❛ secrets save me from dissolving. ❜ ❛ dreams give us more than we ask. ❜ ❛ just a telephone ringing in an empty house. ❜ ❛ do you dream of her? ❜ ❛ now it is you who is angry. ❜ ❛ i’m not angry i am a liar. ❜ ❛ only now i begin to understand what my dishonesty is. ❜ ❛ there is no hope for a person of my sort. ❜ ❛ it’s not that i don’t pity you. ❜ ❛ you see i would have to tell the whole story all over again or else lie. so i lie. ❜ ❛ i wanted to know you. ❜ ❛ i wanted far more. ❜ ❛ everything that happens is pushed by something else. ❜ ❛ i will do anything to avoid boredom. ❜ ❛ what use is it to question us? ❜ ❛ in every story comes a point where i can see no further. ❜ ❛ … but you were gone. ❜ ❛ beauty makes me hopeless. ❜ ❛ i don’t care why anymore i just want to get away. ❜ ❛ the joy of living is to alter it. ❜ ❛ she is irrelevant. ❜ ❛ she is innocent. ❜ ❛ innocence is a requirement. ❜ ❛ i heard you coming after me. ❜ ❛ what is sin? ❜ ❛ you are mad to mourn alone. ❜ ❛ something had to break. ❜ ❛ are there two ways of knowing the world— a submissive and a devouring way? ❜ ❛ i know you want me to tell you that hunger and silence can lead you to God. ❜ ❛ i know. i know what you say. i know who you are. i know all that you mean. ❜ ❛ humans in love are terrible. ❜ ❛ sometimes you come to an edge that just breaks off. ❜ ❛ i suppose you do love me, in your way. ❜ ❛ and how else should i love you— in your way? ❜ ❛ something shattered. ❜ ❛ who can take on the diabolical in another human? ❜

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* sentence starters — DESSA !!

❛ that old crow came back today. ❜ ❛ anger is just love, left out and gone to vinegar. ❜ ❛ you wake up a stranger to yourself. ❜ ❛ life’s no bella telenovella. ❜ ❛ death and romance, the riddles of our lifetime. ❜ ❛ nobody fears the height, you all just fear the fall. ❜ ❛ you land badly, but you crash standing. ❜ ❛ forget the bull in the china shop, there’s a china doll in the bullpen! ❜ ❛ it’s all in the wrist, fire from the hip. ❜ ❛ why am i the only one who’s acting like a gentleman? ❜ ❛ it’s been assumed i’m soft or irrelevant because i refuse to downplay my intelligence. ❜ ❛ all that style and not a thing to say. ❜ ❛ i hope that your battery’s charged. ❜ ❛ we ain’t got much but we got history! ❜ ❛ that’s not sewing, that’s just poking holes. ❜ ❛ just one more chapter, our book won’t close. ❜ ❛ but i sleepwalk back to the battle site. ❜ ❛ someone taught your walls to talk. ❜ ❛ they say there’s good grief, but how can you tell it from the bad? ❜ ❛ time has a funny kind of violence. ❜ ❛ this time, my best wasn’t good enough! ❜ ❛ i want that good grief, the one that heals me. ❜ ❛ it’s a relief when it goes wrong. ❜ ❛ i’ve played the fool, too. ❜ ❛ heat makes liquid of the asphalt. ❜ ❛ all that scarcity promotes is desperate men and tyrants. ❜ ❛ and now we just try to survive. ❜ ❛ and now I’m too big to forgive him. ❜ ❛ you chose this, you know it’s supposed to be over. ❜ ❛ anyone who says different is a salesman or a liar. ❜ ❛ you can find it, earn it, make it or steal it. ❜ ❛ i haven’t found a single way to keep it. ❜ ❛ he doesn’t make me happy but he helps to still the shakes. ❜ ❛ you were always safe with me. ❜ ❛ i seem to chill the objects that i mean so much to love. ❜ ❛ i guess that makes us the survivors. ❜